[feerah]

2009-12-30T03:36:00.000-08:00

hey there!
hafeez,after tis u better post ah..our blog lyk so dead oredi lorh.
dh lamer sey tk post.u wait fr me,i wait fr u.
biler nk game dah?

haiyoo..cekik baru tau!hmmm...i dunnoe wat to say.
ok2,HIDAYAH ANATI KWN2!!!!! I MISS U OL!arggh!
nk jumpe...woow,dh lamer tk nmpk muker krng sumer eh.haha
bt luckily theres gonna be a chalet soon and i cn see u guys and all
the boys! haha..cant wait. and tmr iam gonna go watch fireworks wif ma family!
best3! bt it'll be wonderful if my frens and hafeez were to see the fireworks wif me :D

woow..my life has been so boring without work.haaha adr kerje complain,tkder kerje pon complain.heheh.i miss my supervisor and colleagues..haiyoo.
if i go back robbinson to visit them,i'll feel so paisey.
no fren to go wif.cibong lah.

ok lah.bbye.i dunnoe wat to say oredi. chow!
firah loves u all.rmbr tat haha.
ok tata :-*

2009-12-01T23:48:00.001-08:00

Graduation Nite!!!!

2009-11-23T20:35:00.000-08:00

Pictures show everything! :) tired oredi...bye! luv firah always!!

2009-11-21T04:13:00.000-08:00

hey there!!!
haha. i miss blogging nw.

hmm....life's been okay,in fact its been better with hafeez,my frens and my colleagues in work.they're great man.lucky me. :)evn gt a great supervisor..phew(naseb baek). today i was late fr work. haha.i purposely woke up late coz iam damn sleepy!theres this gerl,shes so short.haha evn wif high heel shoes,shes still shorter than me.and guess wat?shes olredi 19.heh alot of shorties at my work,including me lorh.and theres this meenachi which unfortunately is my 'fren' at work.shes has a mouth of a...i dunnoe wat to say..shes so demanding man and shes gt this voice which is so damn funi and her voice olways crack.haha.u ppl confem laugh wen u tok to her.btw,shes oredi old.tk layak jadi kwn aku.ahah.nolah juz kidding.bt overall i kind of like my work evnthough i cant seat the whole day coz iam working wif funi ppl.

ok,i tink iam missing skool.hah cnt believe it.teachers?nehh nt tat much. ahha.some oni lah.i miss my besties and frenss aloooot sia..hmmm wan to cry oredi :'( miss the gd and funi times we had in skool.aiya...guys i wanna go out wif u ppl.lets go out and play skating someday cn???i gt my own skates ah..pro one somemore.the person oso pro ah.dun play2.bt plz go out when iam havin my off-day ok.
bt tis cming tues i off and i wanna go out wif hafreeze..unfreeze,haha.nolah.i miss u soo much liao.i sad u noe each time u had to go back so fast.iam nt satisfied.heheh.i wan to haf u fr MYSELF the whole day.i dunwan anione to disturb.baru puas hati :) hmm...i noe nw ure sick so gt well soon ok? i really2 love u sooooo much.dun 4get to mamam ubat ehhh.

oklah,tmr iam havin full shift.finish at 10pm.going to be a tiring day tmr.haisshh,nehmind.ok bbyee ppl ! i love u all much2! muackkks :-*

2009-11-21T04:11:00.000-08:00

2009-11-15T23:44:00.000-08:00

I am sooo sad :(:(:(:( first my mum scolded me n not wanting me to go out to meet my frens to watch paranormal activity....and the sad thing is, all the ppl who could not make it at first suddenly COULD MAKE IT.....kesian den i have to tell this news to firah...i'm sure she would feel dissapointed abt this although she deny it.....kesian dier tau...recently, i have always been the core of her problems.....

i mad her starve when she helped me find my madrasah stuff......then i mad her pissed off in the train.....the next day i made her wait for half an hour after she worked for 8 hours straight at robinsons while i sat COMFORTABLY in the theatre watching 2012....i made her cry then....after that earlier today she scolded me for not allowing her to follow me tomorrow bt i noe she is tired after work.....

it was relieving that my frens could make it 2moro bt syg complained it was quite a short time to meet and it's only a movie outing at nite then it's going home time....i really2 kesian dier.....bt i feel that she is not open to me.....

i wanted her to cheer me up nw she doesn't wanna reply my text......she scolded me tawwwwww.................i wish she cn help me 24/7........i am feeling sooo down.....i dun think she will be free to read this post bt i loveeeee her sooooooooo much......wadeva it is...i will accept her.....i wanna make her happy...bt how? haizzzz.....ok then i will do nw....i wonder how she is doing nw at home becoz of me..... :( i am not good enough for her....i am not supporting her enough......i've failed her.........

I AM SOOO SORRIIIIEEEE........

someone plz tlg aku.....

2009-10-13T05:25:00.001-07:00

2009-10-13T05:00:00.000-07:00

hieee....
ya i noe...my blog so dead sia...DU-UH. no time to blog oni nw i free...
sorrie yeah.juz wanna wish all my peeps whos takin o lvl best of luck.lets score well and hid's mum will blanja us mkn...yahooo.ohya my fnn teacher olso goin to blanja us swensen.tu pon klau dpt A ahh...nenenipupu,u ppl out there shud be jealous expecially hafeez. :P ...ok watevr.so yeah,i've been enjoying myself lately in skool wif all the gila gurls..and i pee in my skirt coz i laughed too much.cnt thn bladder lorh.why am i tellin u guys tis...?hah..stupid sarah,make me laugh until i she2...go die lah u.confem lanchiao.and krng nk skip intensive prog bsk kn? ohooorrr...hope u guys kena scold! muahahha...ohya2,plz gt an autograph 4rom faizal isa fer me...pls3....too bad i cant go,kena grounded.basket ball btol..gd luck in skipping intensive yarhh...bsk arfah panggil krng,i clap my hand! ;) heheh...oh,i've been listening to tis song lately.coz its so addictive..for me.listen eh2..hafeez2...me lurve u.hehe..hafreeeze.*freeze* .haha,ok lame.olrite gtg nw...chow! :D

2009-09-19T17:33:00.000-07:00

yo wassup!!!

to hafeez and all my peeps out there, SLMT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DN BATIN... mintak sorie lah yer klau adr salah dn silap. :) i guess i'll be the only one blogging coz who the heck is gonna blog during hari raya...bt since iam free nw,i'll juz do a simple post la. btw hid,thx fer the kuih raya u gave me.its delicious tau...tis yr my hse bnyk kuih and u muz bring ure family dtg my umah eh hid.u too ati.bt iam sooo looking forward for hafeez to come raya my hse tis yr..yay! and iam gonna sumbat u wif all the kuih raya...and bout the jln raya tis yr,anything juz text me kay.cant wait to jln raya wif my ex-classmates :D ok,i gtg nw...enjoy ureself today ppl! love ya..muaah :-*

Post!!!!!!

2009-09-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

Above is a video recorded last tuesday BEFORE 7.10pm....repeat again...BEFORE!!

This conversation took place before the video:

HAFEEZ: Syg, asl nk gi banquet skarang??
FIRAH: Ikot ajr....
HAFEEZ: *gives blur look*
FIRAH: chop tempat dudok...
HAFEEZ: ok......

I remind you that it was BEFORE 7.10pm....

FIRAH: *settles down with peach tea and lemon chicken rice i think*
HAFEEZ: Oii wat u doin?
FIRAH: Watch and learn from the uztazah
HAFEEZ: OMG?
FIRAH: Amek phone and record ni....cepat record!
HAFEEZ: Okok...
FIRAH: Remember to talk to me and act as if nothing happen tau....
HAFEEZ: *nods head and records video*

I did all i can to stop this but...........to no avail.......

OK LAA THE ABOVE IS A JOKE!! HAHA I DID THAT COZ I WANTED TO WASTE TIME =.= (and i couldn't understand some things I said in the vid :S)

I really had fun on that day.......hmmm......oh yes....

SYAFIRAH'S BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 19TH SEPTEMBER, a day before syawal.....so cool......
I GAVE HER PRESENT ALREADY....musical box heh heh heh.....

I really wanna change the blog's skin but have no time and my computer cannot view pictures on certain websites including this one........

So I have to wait to go to someone's house, prolly during raya.....

OH YAR.....

I WANNA JALAN RAYA WITH MENDAKI PPL ARH.......they very nice and 80% of us stay in tampines so it'll be lyk different coz dun need take bus or taxi or lorry...juz walk can oredi.....ok laa enough talk...here are pics from the outing last tuesday........and some old pics too.....

NAK PACK??
ok laa go pack..nice fringe.... lawa dier............
DUN TRY TO STEAL EH......
OK WALK AWAY.....
Eh asl nk tengok sebelah?? hehe... UP UP and awaaaaaayyyyyy

YA ALLAH firah!! haha...sebenarnyer ni hafeeznyer idea haha
ELEH dah pegang pantat org then walk away innocently eh? haha...... sayaaaang dier

HAFEEEZ LUVS SYAFIRAH!!!!!!

2009-09-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

ngah dudok diam2 nie...
waiting fer 19sept to come ..
my special day.heheh...

run this town

2009-09-10T05:27:00.000-07:00

2009-08-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

WATCH EVERYTHING IF NOT U WILL REGRET IT.......

10 MONTHS

2009-08-09T18:34:00.000-07:00

Today marks OUR 10 MONTHS together!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!
Yup, how time flies so fast.....it feels like it's only yesterday when I first stead with Syafirah....

Ok this post meant for ONLY ME AND FIRAH so if there is any kaypohs out there, SCRAM!!!! Haha nope I am just joking....read if you like......

Our relationship has been stronger each month right syg? As months pass, we find ourselves being further and further apart from each other, maybe because of parents, time and other shit excuses.....Yeah it's frustrating, annoying and sometimes depressing... Every opportunity to meet you WILL and MUST be ruined by something.....Haizz.....it's just very complicated although it's a matter of meeting you ONLY.

Everytime we fight, it will obviously be my fault.....I am aware of it. I am always not been able to meet up to your standards.....I let you down yesterday because I couldn't meet you during NDP coz I had to go with my parents......I let you down because you were there also but I couldn't have the chance to even see you face to face and I let you down because I couldn't cheer you up like I used to do.....

Even so, I will be strong firah, I will make you proud to have me as your bf.....Even now I am willing to sacrifice anything for you...except for religion......I really really love you firah, and I really mean this truly in my heart....

I am willing to take any shouts and temper you were to give me because I know you cannot control your feelings even though you promised not be angry with me animore.....because of PMS lah....aniwae, I will NEVER fight back in our argument, as I will ALWAYS let you win.....no point I win and leaving you feeling angry towards me.......I sanggup kene ni sume, and this is all for you sake.....it's ok, you can shout at me and show your attitude, I really dun mind....I know arguments won't last long.....but I know our relationship WILL......I have been trying my best to keep our relationship TIGHT, very very TIGHT.......and I know that you are helping out as well......even now, I am waiting for you to cool down from yesterday........I will be patient syg, for you......

And you know the time that you felt like slapping me? I knew it hurts my feelings, but I will always smile in front of you.....I don't wanna make you feel guilty for whatever you had done.....but I want you to do something for me, please be proud of me.......I am always pushing you to the right path......

This post is not meant for telling negative things about you, but instead, this post is meant to tell you about our achievements together as a couple....how an eastern Singaporean is able to meet a northern Singaporean......haha....we came all the way and overcame soo many obstacles, but we stood strong with each other and never to let go......because I know deep in my heart...this 10 months have been worth it......you made me realise that LIFE IS WORTH LIVING......and that is all I have to say.....syg.......i gtg now....I will call you later......going to METRO today.....

I LUV U!!!!!!!

2009-08-03T00:47:00.000-07:00

syg syg..my mak kasi u dtg on tis fri.so kiter tkya kluar.
meet me kt bwh blk dulu.

Post of the Day!

2009-08-02T02:25:00.000-07:00

Post of the day. Hmm, oh yeah, anybody know why the hell does this advertisement in the internet called "Evony" is always appearing in almost all the internet websites???? So sick man they very desperate to get online players until they used pictures of hot girls just to attract the attention of horny assholes who've got nothing better to do at home. HAHAR!

I AM SOOO SAD BECAUSE MY COSUINS FROM BELGIUM ARE LEAVING NOW!!!! THEY ARE AT THE AIRPORT AND I AM LEFT AT HOME TO STUDY FOR PRELIMS!!!! DAMN LARH!!!! THEY WERE THE BEST OF ALL COUSINS!!!!!! HAIZZZ...... MAYBE NEST 5 YEARS I'LL SEE THEM AGAIN...........

Alright what happened on friday...we received an announcement to all classes. If any class have 3 or more people with mc for more than 3 days due to some flu like symptoms, then the CLASS SHALL BE QUARANTINED!!! Woah soo cool my class has 2 only. Damn larh need one more person. Haha! I wish firah's class we to have that rule then everybody kena quarantine!! Recess will be special for them, no PE, no Mother Tongue, and of course, they will be separated from other classes during morning assembly!! Haha lebih baek tak datang sekolah...

7 more days to the 70% accomplishable outing. I really wish that I can watch the fireworks with beloved. I really really do. Everday kite doakan supaya the day will come. Haizz....THAT'S HIS, ONE.....DESIRE........yeah the music damn nice tau. Can jumpstyle and shuffle all. Donnoe why Iman finds it irritating haha!! Maybe because of the dancing baby? Eh if my anak like that, terus masukkan youtube. Biar sumer orang tengok budak kecik boleh moonwalk....MJ reincarnated!!!

Speaking of Michael Jackson....i think the body is really missing from the coffin cause the jackson family moved it to somewhere else? I think some uztaz gave him a tahlil coz cannot show in public, later everybody wanna follow him and become a Muslim....wait, isn't that good?? Yeah but sometimes good things are just better to be left undone. Ok I dun get what I just said.

Anyway I saw Ikah's blog of her playing guitar. Hello? You wan guitar lessons? Seek my bro. Haha lyk many many more months later coz he still serving NS..

On friday, 4e1 vs 4e3 score was 4-2... 4E1 lost :'(

Boon Peow was such a dick. Yes a DICK........we were supposed to become the audience for some interdisciplinary quiz at the LT1, when somebody played with the soccer ball, at the corridor,. Ball flew, BP saw, angry. Shout like 20 000 Hz arh!
I swear his shout is NOTHING you have ever seen before. Nope it's not the scary kind which led everybody to be quiet...no, not that one.....but the funny and awkward kind that left some of the people far back to be giggling away.....true. Ok back to the story, he was shouting at Brendan Aw because he THOUGHT Brendan Aw was playing with the ball. As usual Brendan showed his attitude and temper then BP got mad he force everybody to sit at the foyer. Damn embarrassing ah!!! then when people walk by we just stare hahaha........we wasted 1/2 hour dreaming into space......then principal came and took the ball away...

Ya now Mr. Lak, principal, is no longer that frightening....he's a nice guy after all, respected and feared by lower secondary boys....

Added Wani on facebook yesterday and she aprroved in lyk minutes??? Kay she is my Mendaki fren btw. She is super irritating when she tries to say her point but it turned out to be wrong, coz she was lyk CONFIDENT and yeah...paisey in the end. Followed by her "face" when she looks at me!!! YUCK!!!!!! Ugly ah go away :p haha joking oni......you wouldn't be reading this aniwae......

Nadziruddin smsed me and he said he wanna meet firah.. Lyk NO?!?! He kaypoh arh wanna follow me to the nat'l day with firah!!! Kaypoh kaypoh kaypoh!!!! Aniwae I hope firah can come, coz she will make my day!!! Azmer, Matin, Taha and Syed haven't confirmed yet. Yeah it was "supposed" to be Firah+Hafreeze's night but people will HAVE to come.......gonna empty my camera album and make my new collection on that night!!! Especially during the fireworks display!!! Many pics shall be taken, videos too.....that one also must see my phone...it needs repair for 20 holy bucks!!!

Woah my post soo long ah?? Can become comprehension passage sey!!! Hahaha ok lame....speaking of lame...wanna hear a lame joke??

WHO'S THE SINGER WHO TRIES TO BE FUNNY BUT ENDED UP BEING LAME???
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IT'S..................GWEN-STEP-FUNNY!!!! hahaha i noe....lame kan.....

AND WHAT IS THE SIMILARITY BETWEEN MEGAN FOX AND AN ELECTICAL SHOP???
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IT'S ..............BOTH OF THEM GOT A LOT OF FANS!!!!!!

dh i am outta jokes.... (=.=)

shall I post my family photos when I go to the Singapore flyer??? Ok I will.....that was when I was proposing to firah to become my girlfriend....so yeah agak2 ah when it was.......

oops only one photo can.....sorrie next time I post more pictures......
Firah, I love you sooooooooo much!!!! Sayyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaang dier!!!! HEHE...
I got to go now, need to study again.......10 year series Physics.....bye!!!! Tadi I smsed hidayah to kol u.....i think she sick ah.....tkper ah next time kol ajer....bye!!!
firah firah firah firah firah firah firah firah firah firah firah!!!!!!!!! ok i need to chill......3rd time saying bye...... i go.

2009-07-30T18:47:00.000-07:00

ouhh..sry dh lamer tk post.u kn tau i sakit.
i cant face the com screen for too long,kpale pening.
my whole body aching sia,nk turun tangge pon kene pigang railing all the way.
mcm org cacat.i dun evn noe if i cn go tuition tmr with the my condition lyk tis.
btw kim,cn u kol me n confirm whether ure cming tmr?i dun tink iam cming.
n ystrdy,the ppl in the polyclinic was being succha bitch.so long sia.
and damn,i really hate tis nyonya who dun evn noe hw to pronounce ppl's name.
stupid3 lah! haiyaa...
theres soo mny ppl that i miss....hid ati..rindu u all lah.
hafeez,u pon samer. :'( hid,gt well soon eh.
okla,gtg nw...i feel so weak.bb.
ily syg :D tc.

2009-07-29T12:22:00.000-07:00

GET WELL SOON SAYANG!!!!!! =D

I found the place where I can buy the cute little musical box already and some chocolate cakes for your mak.....hehehe....ok I dun wanna start a long post. Maybe next time yo! See ya! Firah asl tk post? Hmphs! Hehehe.....Byeee muacks! =*

These days......

2009-07-28T05:22:00.000-07:00

Yeah these days. I am so relieved that the conflict has come to an end. I knew it from the very beginning. Anyway I have started doing 10 year series for PHYSICS , BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS was done a long time ago. So yeah. 1 more month for Prelims to extract every shit in our brains due to their super-tough questions. "Prelims is meant to kill us but O level is meant to make you score." Word from my teacher, Mr. Wong Boon Peow Francis. Yar this year marks his last year of teaching. So honoured sia being the last batch. Anyway primary school, back to where I was at St. Stephen's School, my p.6 batch was the first to have a ceremony at the school hall after PSLE. So yeah, bagus kan?

Next, I am still waiting for firah to go online sejak 6.30pm. Skarang sudah masuk waktu isyak. 8.48pm nw. Dua jam tunggu. Hack. Not my fault. Not hers. I think I will continue waiting. AAH THERE!!! oh this syarifah.....not syafirah who went on9...sheesh!! Never mind. Juz hear my message. I really wanna meet your parent ASAP. Yeah ASAP!! This is because I really wan ure parents to noe me early. So that no more misunderstandings will occur again. And so that you will not be hurt by their words towards me. But it's ok it's not their fault kan. I wanna see you happy syg. Everytime I see the tags you gave me 5 days ago, I will always feel this crushing feeling in my heart. So painful. You know about my condition rite. But I had made you a promise. Not be angry towards you ever again. The previous posts I did was not meant to express my anger, but just saddness and disappointment. But what is the point saying all of this? Yar I know it's over but I learnt several lessons about the conflict.

Always be selfless.
Always be aware that people need you more than I do.
Things I do have consequences.
Best friend bonding will never be broken.
Even guys can cry. Ok, well....in my terms, sweat from their eyes.

So how about national day parade outing? I wanna go early so that we can go nearer to the place. And I wanna see the helicopter aviating above the water and get syg wet! So that I can provide you with tissue.(CHEY ROMANTIC PER???) Also, I have always wanted you to be by my side while the fireworks are being held. So that we both can stare with awe towards the display. (i think my english koyak ah). So firah-MORT, bring your wand tau. hehe....

So many plans... hehe...ok this paragraph is meant for a little kid. This kid is from Belgium. He is 3 years old. Yeah it's..............HUGO!!!!!

cute kan dier? Hehe. This was taken at Pasir Ris Interchange juz before the Harry Potek Movie. When Irra was late and we missed the movie by 10 mins =.= . Oh well, anyway, On 26/7/2009, at some Chai Chee seafood restaurant, he was playing with Hamza and then he fell and twisted his wrist. Yeah the part I always hated. Toddlers crying!!!!!! ALAMAK!!!!! I really hate it! That is why I dun wanna have children!! (kay bedek). Firah jgn sedih ok? (AIYO PIKIR APER? picit baru tau! hehehehe) Yeah he was sent to hospital last minute and we all give our "CEMAS" look. Until now I dunnoe about his condition yet. Insya-allah dier ok. Wallahuaklam.

hmm.....wat to blog about. OH YAR!!! Semalam very sad tau!!! I was doing my 10 year series until 10.30pm. Then I sembahyang isyak just after texting anati about their best friend RE-bonding again. Juz when I went to bed, I COULD NOT BREATHE..my adik was lyk sleeping, my mother was like in the toilet, and insyirah was sleeping oso......i ended up crawling in the dark room and beating my own chest. I could only take minute breaths and I cannot lie down. I lie down, more pain go to my chest. It felt lyk muscles aching at ure heart and lungs. Let's see here, from the point of the top of the rib cage centre part until the bottom of the ribcage. That is how much area the pain took up in my body. I could speak. All I did was to shiver as it was raining at night and the fan was lyk at number "3" and I duwan reduce the speed later my adik bangon. So I ended up saying prayers in my mind and went to sleep while crossing legs, not lying down. So i juz hugged my pillow and lean against the wall and went to sleep, miraculously. HAHA.....woke up lying on bed in the end...no more pain.....so yeah.....ok then I think I blogged enough oredi. Besok chemistry SPA skill 3 official one.

Ok bye!!! Firah I nak tukar skin tau. Ok I nak jumpe ure parents during ure school half day during nat'l day celebrations. TITIK!! haha.....OK BYE SAYANGKU!!!! ni I post your gambar.....u stoning... =p

together...............forever.................

2009-07-28T00:27:00.000-07:00

Nak start topic eh syg? okok i tell u how....

FIRAH: ibu serious eh nak meet hafeez?
IBU: aah
FIRAH: klau ibu serious, lebih cepat agi boleh? nanti dpt kenal hafeez..
IBU: okla
FIRAH: firah suroh kwn kite contact hafeez untok bilang dier ah. How abt lepas nat'l day celebrations kt skola? kn half day..
IBU: ok

HAHA macam paham gitu.....juz give it a shot ah. Ok i see if i can post longer nanti....

2009-07-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

hey....gt nth much to write abt.juz wanna tell u tat me ngan hid dh okay.dh tkya risau agi :) btw,i rase i leh gi tengk fireworks klau u nk jgak.and u cant meet them on national day coz drng nk meet u on hari raya.and i dunnoe hw to bring up the topic klau u nk jumpe on national day since its nxt wk.so fast ley..so jumpe hari raye jelah eh syg.ok,bb. ily ^-^ tc of ureself.

PLZ STOP ALL OF THIS

2009-07-24T14:49:00.000-07:00

Read everything below and I am nt angry btw throughout the post.

Fyi everyone, anati and me have been trying our best to help hidayah and firah. I think the oni solution is for firah to go to the chalet....kay i mean this trully in my heart...hidayah maafkan hafeez. klau tknk tkper lah tapi plz do me a favour. Plz be best friends with firah again coz I noe u dun even wan dis to last very long rite..i want this fucking thing to end. yes really really end. So yeah, plz dgn ikhlas, I want firah to go with u alrite? dun worry abt the shit camp it's free...tkya refund...so u gals just chiow from it....the most they can do is just phone ure hp and ask y u not coming...it's nt that important too....ok? i am not being sacarstic or using reverse phsycology or wdv thing...but plz i really mean this....take firah and enjoy at the chalet kay? l8r if u receive call from them reject ajer ah. So plz...anati wants u gals to just end this and be sisters again..and i want this to happen too....hidayah i wish that u are reading this....becoz if u are not..i'll be wasting 20 mins of my bedtime....yeah bedtime coz i woke up at 5.30am to do this post......plz let anati's effort dun go in vain....plz go for the chalet....plz have fun with her...take good care of her tau hidayah......klau nampak firah nangis pujuk ajer....klau nampak dier avoiding u...kejar ajer. Plz plz plz plz plz help firah...as a best friend....as a sister.....ok? and I dun think I cn escape from the shit camp coz iman and my kwn2 gi jugak...if i not coming, iman nanti maki aku....yes MAKI aku.....he's my best friend tau and he does that to me....i dun care ah this is nt my time aniwae....this is ures hidayah....oni u cn make this happen...be together with ati and firah again..........

Even if i am not going for the camp.....i would probably nt be invited for the party aniwae kn.....so i pegi ajer ah 4 the camp........bt tu pon i dun wanna come for the camp....i juz cabot ah (aper ni i bobal)....i dun mind my kwn feeling disappointed....lelaki slalu gitu.....maki2 dulu...nanti 1-2 hari dh baek2 semula......haizz...then 18-19november...wat to do....my mother would think i am goin for the camp but actually i wun be. Coz klau bilang i not going for the camp she marah pulak......coz she didn't allow me to sign up but i just did it.....to tell her i need to cancel my registration will juz make everything worse...so yeah....i think i just go around singapore ah and roam arnd lyk tourist...coz firah wun be going out after 17 november wat...mak dier tk kasi kluar everyday....so hidayah....ingat tau pesan hafeez....baek2 semula lah dgn firah....i really did not niat nk sakitkn hati korang....sumpah demi allah!!! so insya allah lah i hope bende ni boleh selesai....juz take care of firah tau.......ok bb.....firah jaga diri baek2 kt chalet tu kay? ily sooo much!!!

2009-07-24T04:11:00.000-07:00

firah....i am not angry at u......i will never be angry at u...the oni reason why i nk gi camp tu is becoz i wanna see u tu ajer.....i am oways beside u....plz dun be mad at anati oso......i wanna kol u since dis morning tapi ati takot u angry at her.......i kesian u........ok then....hidayah....i am soooo sorrie kay....wadeva it is...tell me wat to do so that u will be satisfied......JUZ TELL AND I WILL DO WHAT U SAY......ok u nak gi chalet...ok then.....go and take firah and take good care of her ok? kay tu ajer i need to say....

2009-07-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

today sux....really2 sux.hid i dint mean to do all tis...iam so sad wif the things u sed in class.wen u talked abt hw he pissed u off and stuffs.do u noe hw hurt i was evnthough i kept smiling ?i noe he had pissed u off bt at least dun say all those things in front of me.i do feel offended.do u lyk it if i talked lyk tat bout ure bf evn if u noe hes in fault?pls hidayah,iam nt tryin to say tat ure wrong or wat,bt i juz wan u to undrstnd my feelings.seriously uh,all tis things've been really gettin on my nerves.hw i wish tat bloody camp doesnt exist.and tis thing happened to me bfore and again i was the one whos stuck in the middle clueless of wat to do.lyk kim's case tat time,i was torn and dunnoe who to choose between u guys or her.and nw again.hidayah,for ure info i dun treat u lyk my fren bt rather my OWN sister and i really love u.and i agreed to go to the camp coz i felt bad.i made hym cried,i made hym angry,i made hym disappointed.and by going to the camp is the only way i cn redeem myself back for wat i've done.bt at the same time,i wanna be wif my sister for her bdae and i dunwan to make u sad on ure bdae.bt hw the heck cn i split myself into 2 and do all those things juz to make the two parties satisfied?iam juz a normal person,nt a superwomen.so pls undrstnd me.if u wan me to attend ure bdae chalet,den i cant go to the camp bt if i cancel it,hafeez will be the one mad at me.so u see wats my problem nw??both of u are EQUALLY impt to me and i mean it hid.i dint mean to disappoint u and stuff.pls tell me wat i shud do.nw is nt the time i think bout all tis crap.i shud be studying for 'o's.bt hw am i going to do tat wen i kp having all these problems? iam so heartbroken :'( and iam sad for ati too coz shes been the one whos helpin me all these while.she really doesnt wan us to fight and neither do i. i wan us to be happy sisters lyk bfore.and iam doing my best to kp tis friendship strong.hidayah,pls dun let our friendship turn sour juz bcoz of tis small lilttle matter which i dun tink is necessary for us to be fighting over it.pls3...and if u tink i've disappointed u,iam terribly sorie.i really am.bt u hav to tell me wat to do and i'll do it so tat evryone will be happy.haish,no one will undrstnd till they've gone thru tis bfore.it really hurt me to see u sad hid.i dunwan u to be sad.and i dunwan hafeez to be sad.OMG ! i dunnoe wat to do...somebody,pls come to my rescue!!!

I LOVE U HID AND I LOVE U HAFEEZ.tats all i cn say.

I am sorry.

2009-07-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

sorrie firah....i am soo sorrie.......I am so guilty....minta maaf kay? sorrie to hidayah and anati oso.........i am soo stupid........buatkn masalah ajer........nw I noe.....i oways been pulling u back and hurting u........ :'( bodoh bodoh bodoh hafeez!!! FEFWFWEFAAAAAAAHLUIQWGHWERILGUI LIOAHLRUIOLAWNBGU RIFUORHQ MOLGHM 3PGHdfwerfijewoifnl

2009-07-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

buang masa.......sia sia ajer post......... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

she's dere for me...........................yeah................. (pfft) rosak rancangan.....

Racial Harmony Day

2009-07-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATE RACIAL HARMONY DAY LYK DIS AH.....

Red Camp!!!

2009-07-21T01:49:00.001-07:00

Yeah read the title.....anione wanna go for this FREE Ngee Ann Poly camp??? It's called the RED CAMP....it's from 17-19 november and FREE shuttle bus is provided, FREE food and FREE drinks.....and FREE...haha everything free free free....what to say? Singaporean what....until they must higlight the word "free"...

Firah nak gi camp ni tk? gonna be damn fun ya' noe? And it will be the alasan you can give to meet me....anyway there will not be a possibility that we will end up in the same group but I just wish that we will be...becoz last year they hosted around 4000 people.....so many sia....so just go to www.np.edu.sg/redcamp and sign up....spaces are really limited and you dun even have to worry about sleeping there becoz ure not gonna.....eh why am I lyk promoting this event??? hahaha but it is really gonna be damn fun according to last year's photo galleries and the programmes installed for us.....

Ok ok enuf talk about this...now is about firah.....hey jgn sad sad kat kelas cn? You have anati and hidayah, ure 2 best of frens....they will help to cheer u up k? I noe u tkle tahan nak jumpe but I am oso facing the same situation.....but what I do is that I will just help myself to be more occupied by listening to mp3, and just go out with kwn2 for a while.....revising? Nah...haha....

And if u wanna contact me rite? Dun contact lyk mlm2.....but u can sms me straight but dun use words lyk "b" or "syg"...I'm sure u noe what I mean rite.....so yeah....3 more f**king months....it would be the end of Os and oso our ANNIVERSARY.....

So remember that you are never alone.....talk to ure frens if u are having problems jgn nk diam2 ajr...coz it will not do u any gd...i am currently at iman's place...haha...every week go his house...lyk hotel sia.....kay lah I gtg now.....hopefully after prelims we go out ok? say...the 1 week september holiday??? But remember that we will be puasaING so cannot sentuh....I think....kay lah....must go now....I see if I can use computer at home....

Sign up tau for the red camp....plz eh coz i confirm signing up for it.....BYE!!!! I luv u so much and oni u!!!!

2009-07-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

Alot of things to talk about...so little time...

2009-07-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

Alot of things in my head but lazy to talk about them.....first thing first......

I MISS SYAFIRAH!!!!!

The person on the left is the person I love the most and the girl I will never forgive myself if I hurt her or even have the intention of doing so....she is there for me whenever I need her.....wanting to share my tears....my pain....and my joy.........I am sooo grateful I met you last year and I will never forget the times you jumped with joy as Hafeez has aided u to solve many of life's shit problems........whatever it is, you will always appear in my mind and I will always be texting your friends if I really cannot take it anymore......please firah.....please be hold my hand and walk with me along the floors of marina, vivo, orchard and also the one I am looking forward to, chinese garden.......I may be sick, but my love for you shall never give in for other girls...coz you are my one and only........my biggest present in life......if you have read this, please smile for me.....coz even if I can't see it, I can still feel it in my heart...and that is already enough for me.......

ISSSH!!! geram sey!!!! Tkper ah next time boleh jumpe...anyway....my brother, Muhammad Haiqal Bin Salim.......has no longer brown rebonded hair but all he has now is A SHAVED head!!!! Haha he is on NS starting from today, 10/7/2009...which is also my 10 MONTH with my dearest beloved sweetest SYAFIRAH!!!!!! HEHE....anyway, yesterday my school had HAIR FOR HOPE.....which means those who wanna help in increasing cancer awareness will get to have thier heads SHAVED BALD...yes BALD...B-A-L-D.....so yeah, hafeez ni vain sangat and he doesn't there to shave botak..nanti firah ketawer kan....hahahaha.....

Anyway my cousins from belgium came to Singapore in lyk last week.....so yeah, outing outing outing......BUT......no firah.......FFUUUCCKKK!!!!! pissed off sia......biler masanyer kite boleh together arh?!?!?! nvm......ok tukar subject, last week I had school carnival and my class in charge of the game called BUNGEE....yeah lyk the ones in clarke quay but much more safer.......anyway I am posting videos as well.......2 are my frends iman and taha....doing the bungee.......2 are the videos of my pak cik disturbing my younger cousin.......

Wanna noe how he disturb??? imagine this....small boy playing gameboy.....suddenly grabbed by a 49 year old guy....tightly.....at first it seems ok...but after 2 mins.....still ok......5 mins.......dah start problem.......8 mins....irritating........10 mins.......desperate to let go.......15 mins....CRY.....go see the videos.........but sorrie bungee jump videos u all must tilt ure head.......thats all.....have fun...firah........i love you soo much......and i finally met syazwan in the chalet......yeah...the one i went to 3 DAYS STRAIGHT........and the place where my cousin cried kena kacau by my uncle.............and i wanna add this video oso......a prank call from VERNON.....trying to exploit an auntie's english....watch it i tell u!!!!! u should noe which one anyway....turn the speakers on for that video.......ok now i gtg.....firah firah!!!!!! ARGH!!!! Dah cannot tahan animore......must meet me............not fair sia...i enjoy enjoy enjoy tapi u tak enjoy....rosak everything.......

2009-07-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

hey ppl !!!!!!

amacam??? dh lamer tk blog lah sey. hahah. nw den iam free. kind of ler .. i just finished doin my fnn coursework part B,the experiment i mean. so stoopid. part A tk cukup per ... nk kasi part B agi. klau senang tkper jugak,aku uat nyawa leh pendek sey.pfft .. yeah,bt i feel so relieved that i've done it. DAMN tat fish fillet.it doesnt work wen i used it for my experiment so i changed my food.bloody hell,waste my parent's money oni..haha.actually i havent finish doing all my school work bt i'll juz make time to blog for my sweeeet readers.coz i noe u guys miss me mah .. heheh ;) juz received news bout oral juz nw...and it was difficult according to ati.wah,i scared sey.hrp2 the qn sng eh.bdk2 yg amek oral smlm btol2 lucky.soalan sng nk mampos.so nt the fair -_-' bt mine is on fri.still have time to prepare myself. nw i dunnoe wat to tok bout. ohyeah,btw my parents and me are ok nw. i feel much more better. cn study and dont nd to think bout it animore.pheew .. and 1 more thing bfore i go. i really really really really really really really miss hafeez :( haishhh... long time nvr meet eh. stoopid larh. btw hafeez,iam sry coz u cant meet me juz bcoz i made a really damn stupid mistake. mintok ampon bnyk2 :) haha. ok ler, i gtg nw . tata! mmuahh! ily hafeez :)

Yesterday's UNFORGETTABLE story......

2009-06-30T10:02:00.000-07:00

Hello, I am never going to forget what happened yesterday.....It all started at 3am early in the morning, when I woke up and felt some pressure deep in my chest area which is irritating, painful and very, very annoying....Yup, 3am early in the morning I discovered I have some shit thing buried deeep in my chest what did I do? Tried to find out what it was in the internet......I found some websites saying it was symptoms of H1N1 and also saying that it was one of the conditions where the person has to seek urgent medical attention...so yeah...put yourself in my shoes....how will you feel? Terrified rite? Haha....

Worst part was, the pain grew painful and more painful every hour sia! It was quite serious as I could only take small breaths as I had difficulty breathing and I could not laugh, cough and even yawn...if I did so, I can really feel the pain inside. I told my mum on 5.40am about this and she said I was too sick to go to school, tapi Hafeez ni slalu degil, nak pegi skola jugak.....so I went to school.....this was because hidayah promised to tell me wat happened to firah 2 days ago, coz if I didn't go to school, I cannot use my handphone, but she didn't sms...waste my time....sacrificed for nothing.....haizz.....so wanted to vomit and I was very weak during A maths lesson, so I asked Mr.Wong to allow me to go home early...and yeah, he allowed.

Did some form signing and went home...Met mum at tampines polyclinic and there were 2 MATs in front of me...i wanted to let them go first because I didn't know how to get the number for the appointment thingy....but the nurse over there juz came by and asked wether I need to see the doctor, so she help me press some button on the machine and yeah...got my number...the 2 mats were lyk juz after me....my room was no.6, and that room is fucked up!!! Thanks to a doctor named Ms. Rajni Gupta...u know ah, all the rooms the number go very fast you noe...her room ah, HALF N HOUR than change number!!! Walanney!!!! Sampai this makcik in front of me go complain when the door was open, she said "Hello, we waited for 2 hours you noe?!?!" haha...I was lyk laughing inside, but still can feel the pain whenever I inhale....my mum was lyk ..."baru ader org complain...." and the mats who were after me, they finished their consultation and even finished purchasing thier medicine and I was lyk....WTF laa.....tunggu 2 jam siol....

And yeah my number, "2359" appeared and we were lyk FINALLY LAA......we go inside and my mother didn't wanna complain, scared kena sent out of the room, haha that will be so damn fucked up coz we waited for 2 hours and in the end didn't get to see the doctor...haha.....anyway she wasn't that experienced too....when I told her i have difficulty breathing, she said my lungs were alrite....I was lyk "fuck u....i got difficulty breathing and u say my lungs alrite???" and she sent me to room 13 where I had to perfom ECG...donno what it means....but all I noe is that it is to test for the heart......my results were ABNORMAL and she said I have something wrong in my heart and have symptoms of experiencing heart attack...but she also said "rest assured we don't rely too much on this....." and they sent me to Changi General Hospital.....

Over there, I had a fever....so shit....got transferred to some place special for those with fever...damn scared sia...i texted iman to tell him about my condition and he was lyk "H1N1!!! H1N1!!!!" not helping me at all siak.....haha..yeah the pain was growing even more painful and I couldn't breathe at one point when I was doing another ECG.....2nd one this time...still abnormal results.....finally a good doctor came by and did a 3rd ECG for me...finally normal results...he told my mum nothing was happening to my heart and I needed to rest more....he said that it was some muscle thingy that is in between my lungs and heart area which is somewhat aching......caused my breathing to be difficult and he also said it wasn't serious...so YESSAH!!!!! I thought i must stay in the hospital sia.....so scared....and when I reached home, I quickly changed my clothes and SLEEP!! Now I am awake, at 1.34am, and feeling no more pain, no more breathing problems.....so ALHAMDULILLAH..... ..well, gtg now....BYE

SYAFIRAH SAYANGKU, JANGAN RISAU TENTANG HAFEEZ YER, I AM ALRIGHT NOW......

2009-06-29T12:49:00.000-07:00

I AM SO WORRIED. I AM SO SCARED...I HAVE SHORTNESS OF BREATH AND PRESSURE IN MY ABDOMEN WHICH IS CAUSING THE DIFFICULTY TO BREATHE.................BUT I DUN THINK I HAVE IT.....NO...NOT ME.......

3 days ago.....

2009-06-15T00:59:00.001-07:00

Pictures say it all!!!!! Had fun with beloved last 3 days...... I only hated the part her mum called and asked her to go home even though it was still early. Worst part was she had to call Hidayah to double check....HAIYO!!! Thank you eh Hidayah for helping firah out.....THX THX THX..... Dunnoe what to blog about coz I'm not the kind who blogs to much...haha I know I used to produce posts which are lyk DAMN LONG.....but I know that it is quite a waste of time where you can have pictures to tell the whole story....tak payah nak describe sini describe saner....tengok SUDAH.......

And 24 JUNE 2009 is the Transformers 2 movie outing!!!!! Tak sabar eh nak tengok wayang Hafeez!!!! It's gonna be a HIT!! Anyway my cousin from Belgium is coming to Singapore at 4 JULY 2009!!!! I hope he remembers my name coz the last time I saw him was lyk when I was primary 5......yeah....so long ago.....anyway firah's computer spoil so no more posts from her unless she uses some other computer...maybe fareha's?? Ohya!!! Kim asks if I can change the skin.....shall I???? Quite nice ya'noe.....but dunnoe why she can't view the post....SHEESH!! haha......oh well...oh well....gtg now BYE!!!

AKU SAYANGMU CINTA KU!!!!SEMOGA KITE BOLEH SENTIASA BERGEMBIRA SELAMA-LAMANYA.............

Nak tengok wayang!!!!

2009-06-05T22:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!! I have just watched the sneak peak scene from Transformers 2 : Revenge Of The Fallen. Wow gotta respect Michael Bay dude!! Can't wait to watch it at the end of this month. Yes, Hafeez will never forget his studies again. 3 chapters per day. Must remember. And also not to forget syg....firah!!! a.k.a. SOORTI!!!! hehe...tau lah saper yang bilang kite ehk....

Wow syafirah your post tells me how tired you were yesterday. Sorry I didn't call you semalam. I knew you had the practical so I didn't wanna bother you. Anyway I hope you had a good night's sleep yesterday.Well, I'm gonna go to my makcik house coz got kenduri...... Why am I having this feeling that something is missing in this blog? Hmmm.....oh yar!! A TAGBOARD hehe......

Ask your kawan to put that in if you donno how to do it.... And syg you know what? My abang dah blaja dye rambot. My mak tak suker tau and you know wat he say? "Nak enjoy ah. Coz NS next month" pppffftttt!!!! I don't think it's halal dye anyway.....at the same time, who am I to judge rite? So yeah.......tukar subject.

L1R4: 28
L1R5: 35

I belum tunjuk my report book to my mum tau....Whenever she asks for it, I'll say ""Belum dapat lagi"" HAIZZ.....takot she marah ah.....

Next outing biler? Nak gi ngan irra lagi ker only us 2?? I'll call u ok? Ok bye now. Nak siap for kenduri.......

2009-06-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

yo ppl !
wats up ?? :D

wow...i juz cant describe hw tired iam todae. DAMN tired lahh.........my whole body is aching rite nw,especially my legs ... mcm nk patah..haha,ok,tat one i exagerate cikit . ummm,had fnn prac and i cn tell u iam really proud of myself .. its surprising tat i feel tis way coz i iam lousy in cooking . ok,nt really laa,sometimes oni . i cooked baked macaroni,honey chicken,veg stew and asian chicken soup.

i noe sedap ah .. coz i do wat.heheh ;) mrs koh liked my honey chicken . she says its nice. yay! thx mummy for teaching me hw to cook it :) the rest oso nice bt gt mistakes here and there ah.as usual.bt its really stressing and tense in the food lab . scared i could nt finish bt luckily all the difiicult dishes i had done it oredi. pheww ! den rush here rush there to complete all my stuff. walaoooweh,cn die. and my dish was the last one to be tasted . baek2 dish maseh panas dh jadi sejuk ... carrot sume dh kering . mcm siak jerr.haha. den tat ibrahim kpo2 come to my table coz he wants to take my honey chicken and baked macaroni back home.. so tamak ah.. haha. bt nvm,i cant finish it all anyway .. wahh,kau mesti kenyang to the max eh nari . puas hati ah . den finish the whole prac at 7 plus coz we take2 photo.

den we went down using the lift and tat ibrahim n irfan so kurangajar ! haha...go press the lift at evry floor den go scare us. basket btol ! dhla nk dkat mlm...haha.
i went back with hid and teman her at the busstop coz its oredi dark . kaki sume berdenyut sakk.
tk blh angss...
random: my lips terkoyak...so pain sia..

okla,me penat oredi .. and i cant wait to go for my family outing tmr. i bet its gonna be a fun one !
hmmm...ok,gdnyte yarh . byessss ...

ps: me lurveee ya. cn we meet? miss u alot lah . :]

2009-06-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

Be with you (Akon)

Pictures

2009-06-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

My Monyet Adek
Dance With Gamboy
AYO!!! Hafeez nak rogol!!!
Nak keluar gi wayang Insyirah??
Syg tengok aper?? HAHA!
That's not how u play pool syg!!! :S
Yes Irra show her the way!!!!
There you got it!!!!
I love u Firah!!!!!!

2009-05-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

STOP CHILD ABUSE

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......... haha. umm umm,today was okla in skool . had fun doing mt practice ppr -_-" and i lyk wat i see coz i gt 50+ .

achievement beb. heh . so after skool went straight to hid's hse with ati ikah and sars. so fun ! watched the cite hantu and lepak for a while there and i went to watch vid with them on child abuse. damn lah those bloody maid ! sakit hati sey tngk . go kick the innocent child lyk soccer ball.
to all those maid and the others who always abuse children: GO TO THE TOP FLOOR OF THE BUILDING,JUMP DOWN AND DIE haha .. i really cnt tahan. i pity those children. okla,gtg nw want to watch tv :)
buhbye ! (i miss hafeez alot) ^_^

2009-05-27T21:54:00.002-07:00

video marathon ...
haha
hafeez , go watch the vids i've posted .
kene dngr smpai hbes tau ! if nt i kill u !
the songs are nice .
hehe, its better than the vid u posted bout me .
hello, u gt our pics rite ?
post tat wan lah ..
haiyo ...
hafeez , whr are u nw ? in skool... HAHA
me? ngah dudok terkangkang kt umah ....
so syiok ....
dun nd to go skool ... heheh

ok,bb ...

btw, LMS IS SUPER MEPEK -_-'

2009-05-27T21:54:00.001-07:00

2009-05-27T21:52:00.001-07:00

2009-05-27T18:45:00.000-07:00

ppl ppl !

go sarah's blog and see the vid !
haha ... if u wanna noe hafeez, tat is my classmates .
haha . they are crazy bt funny .

2009-05-27T04:12:00.001-07:00

hello ppl !

tmr my mum is gonna meet up with my teacher . DIE
i dunnoe hw to explain to her . hah . nehmind lah.
want to scold , go ahead ah .
iam immune to all this oredi . haha .
sry if i deleted the vid eh kwn2 ..
hehe... mepek sngt ah . mate aku sakit ah tngk .
muker aku mepek tau .. haha.
doinks ... hey sarah , i had fun cleaning windows with u in skool juz nw .
heheh .. and u hid , i still want to gt my revenge .
u noe wat i mean ah ... heheh .
jage kau !
ok2 , bb :)

2009-05-20T01:48:00.000-07:00

IAM MISSING YOU >_<

2009-05-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

MYE results were DAMN disappointing .
tats all i've gotta say .
DANG.
i studied hard.slept late.
and this is what i've gt .
hw worst cn it get ?
haish !
nehmind2 ... O LVL is the most impt thing.
i dunnoe wat to do nw.
damn sad .
seriously.
well, i cn count myself lucky coz i still gt frens whos there for me.
and they motivate me.
and nt to forget,hafeez also ah.
gd gd.
i noe i cn do much MORE BETTER than tis f***ing results of mine.
umm,do i wanna eat? or watch tv ??
i tink i'll betta study ...
(as if)

Hack Care results........

2009-05-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

Got back my results today but it was really horrible!!! I finally woke up and knew the urgency of really studying hard and not to waste any time...yes, that means going out time will be REDUCED. Slacking will be REDUCED. Now I am doing 3 note makings for 3 chapters per day.....so counting physics, biology, chemistry, amaths, geog and SS, I will be able to finish everything up by a month......alright i uploaded pictures of me and firah....and some candid photos of firah as well, haha everything firah but no hafeez....why? Because she is the TOP what......alright...and I uploaded a video of firah when I point the camera lens towards her.....and a video of my little cutie sister before she goes to school, funny thing is, u will get to hear her yawn at the last part...very RARE to be recorded u noe....okok enjoy!!!

2009-05-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

hey....

hmm....i really had a GREAT time with syg today .
i enjoyed myself to the max. hys my sunshine and he lightens up my day ... haha.random . yeah,i had fun eating chicken rice with hym .. hys so funny tat i kept laughing till my tummy hurts... ouch ! he eat so fast and i havent finish up my food yet coz he kp disturbing me n making me laugh lyk hell ! i cnt tahan..seriously haha!

bt we couldnt spent alot of time together.it wasnt enuf.bt hey,at least we still gotta meet rather than nth.
and nw i feel so weak .
my tummy hurts
i gt no energy .
haish,i wanna rest nw .
bb. ilovehafeez :)

2009-05-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

I'm ures my love.....i can't wait for the outing 2moro!!!! Anyways nice skin we got there haha......and why am I at the bottom???? Hmmm......haha I know because this is YOUR blog...or should I say, WAS your blog. It's mine too and I deserve a fair share!! Blueekkk!! HAHA...alright then......2.30pm at Admiralty station alright? Dun be late. Ok then bye!!! Waiting for you to be on9 now......

2009-05-10T22:21:00.000-07:00

SUP READERS !
SRY HORH DH LAMER I TK POST .
KATER BZ WOMEN MAH ...

HAIYA..TODAY ME XTRA BZ ..
LATER IAM GOING TO FRHA'S HSE TO COMPLETE MY PLANNING FER FNN
BODOH RITE?
WALOWEH ... MUZ JUGGLE ALOT OF THINGS ..
ND TO STUDY FOR MYE AND FINISH UP FNN .
TROUBLESOME SIA .
CN DIE I TELL U .

PFFT!

AND I HOPE I PASS ALL MY SUBS FOR MYE WHICH I DONT THINK IS POSSIBLE ...
HAHA .. PPL ALWAYS SAY BE POSITIVE BT IAM ALWAYS BEING POSITIVE BT THE
RESULTS IS ALWAYS DISAPPOINTING .

YEAH ... WATEVR .
AND GD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHOS HAVIN MYE IN TIS PERIOD OF TIME .
WISH U GUYS BEST OF LUCK YEAH :D

AND I HOPE EVRTHG GOES SMOOTHLY ...
CANT WAIT FOR SAT !
WOHOOOOO!

OK2...GTG NW !
CHIAW !
MUACKS MUACKS ! ;D

Update!!!

2009-05-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

Yo Yo!!! I'm back to blog again!!! Haiya!!! How was the mid year exams??? DIFFICULT to the max. I don't know why my school wants to set difficult papers nowadays.....I just hope I will pass. Alright then. 2 more days and it'll be 7 months of the beautiful relationship I experience. And 8 more days till the outing. I really really miss you laaaa.....i got this to say to you syafirah....

If You Love Someone
Put Their Name
In A Circle Not A Heart,
A Heart Can Break
But A Circle Goes On Forever

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon,
the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week,
and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you.

Sometimes I wonder
if men and women
really suit each other.
Perhaps they should live next door
and just visit now and then from Tampines to Admiralty.

Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn
to play by the rules,
then you must forget the rules
and play from your heart. True?

There is a place you can touch
Syafirah that will drive her crazy.
Her heart.

Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you
was beyond my control.

It takes only
a minute to get a crush on Syafirah,
an hour to like her,
and a day to love her,
- but takes a lifetime to forget her..it will NEVER happen.

Love is a precious gift
that people try to hold
onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.

I didn't know
I was looking for love
until I found you. :):):):)

I miss you most when I'm sad.
I miss you when
I'm lonely.
But most of all,
I miss you when
I'm happy. I think I said this earlier..

Sometimes I wonder
if life is really worth it,
then I look at your smile
and I know it is. :D:D:D

The First Time I Saw You
I Knew It Was True.
That I'd Love You Forever
And That's What I'll Do.
You Don't Know
What You Do To Me,
You Don't Have A Clue.
You Don't Know
What It's Like To Be Me
Looking At You.

(Sorry for the capital letters sayang....)

Guys are like stars,
there are millions out there,
but only one can
make your dreams come true. <---- ni my kawan ajar hehe....

When I First Saw You
I Was Afraid To Talk To You...Betul,
When I First Talked To You
I Was Afraid To Like You During The Batman Movie,
When I First Liked You
I Was Afraid To Love You 7 Months Ago,
Now That I Love You
I'm Afraid To Lose You. :S

Well That Will Be It
But No Amount Of Words
Can Explain My Love For You
I Truly Love My One And Only Syafirah!!!

HEHE.....alright i gtg now. BYE FIRAH!! Kite jumpe next week yer? Tahan rindu kay?
I want to make you really happy on that day. I'll wait......

Maaf yer....

2009-05-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

Firah....i think i know why you were feeling sad. I remembered the time I was impatient waiting for your sms reply and scolded you instead. I am so sorry for the incident. Yes it was late at night and I was tired and irritated. Haizz...it's ok I have forgotten about it.....

Plz can you accompany me to the chalet tomorrow???? haha i know you cannot..

I really miss you.....

I miss you when I am sad....coz I need someone to pujuk me.

I miss you when I am angry....coz I want you to feel the same way towards that particular thing/person

But most of all, I miss you when I am happy....coz I need to someone to share my smile...

It's you SYAFIRAH!!!!

Haizz so bored now.....nothing to blog about ironically and I am upgrading psp firmware now....
So.. bye!!!

~$Hafreeze$~

A Message.....

2009-04-28T02:28:00.000-07:00

I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask for
then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks,
and die on your lips

You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you,
but the way that I look into your eyes,
the way I smile when you pass by,
and the way that my
heart feels when you are near...
all speaks of what best
describes the love that I feel.

True love is,
when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for the
first and second thing to happen at the same time...

If I count how many times
you've crossed my mind in my entire life,
I'd be lying if I said it was too many cause
you only crossed my mind once, why?
You never left...

I never loved you more cause
I never loved you less,
I dont love you now coz
I will love you always,
I dont just love you coz
I love you more than
"I love you" can say...

Syafirah I luv You.......

~$Hafreeze$~

2009-04-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

halo halo halo !

heheh...
today skool so fun lah shey ! hah.sarah,kau ajar aku cmner nk ckp cm minah kn ? i mean on last fri. apr jer ... yeah,so wat happened in skool juz nw ? me,sarah,hid,ikah,ati and sof discussed bout the nxt vid we're gonna do after mye . DAMN ! it was soo funi and iam gonna take the role of the PONTIANAK again !! baek uhh..uhhh uhhh. haha. 'THE RETURN OF THE PONTIANAK' tats gonna be our title for the vid. i think . den tat sarah gonna be the uztazah and shes going to destroy me . bodoh kau ! hah..and sarah muz wear the tudung..haha,mesti mcm makcik2 nyr .. den polo(hid's cat) is going to be my bby..nd to wrap hym in a batik and iam gonna sit on a chair and buai hym .. heheh..and mampos aku..muke kene kerje ngan drng .. guarantee muker kene letak bnyk powder den mate letak eyeliner tebel maha tebal punyr! ok, sofia will take the role of a women who encountered it and shes going to do story telling lah . lyk incredible tales oso .
ummm..hid bcome the mother of a child and iam gonna snatch her bby awy .. biase ah,pontianak per ...and they're gonna feed me with worms.. the GUMMY worms !

umm, ikah and anati i dunnoe wat role their going to take. haha! cant wait tlah . mesti bnyk bloopers. den after we take, sarah will post it on her blog.. ahh,tngk ah krng puas2. and juz nw during recess, sarah made me laugh lyk hell ah ! kurang ajr btol! and wen i was drinking from the water cooler, sarah went to me and kept laughing and i ter-spit all the water from my mouth . walao .. embarassed sey .. juz hope no one sees. bt den mny ppl was behind me ! confirm they see ! and u were so disgusting . since wen ikah ate manananggal's meat ??? wth. haha..cnt tahan ah. evyone oredi went to put their plates bt me and sarah was still sitting on the bench laughing lyk shit ! and since i was playin the role of tat thing,i showed them hw i 'float'. nmpk sah bedek la. spr percaye die belo ! haha,u noe who teach me hw to float? hafeez lah .. and they kept laughing and laughing aftr seeing it . nt funi lah gilerss! heh.i noe it looks lyk shit wen i did it . haha!

ok,during assembly, there was a performance on chinese opera . wtf, from the name cn noe its boring laa. dun nd to see oso noe. i dun evn undrstnd a single thing and it was a total ... SHIT! haiyaa...why they go perform in sec sch ? no brain ahh? who the heck would be interested in such stuff ? haha..siow . den so long some more! wah ...tkle angkat beb! so wen it ended, all of us gave a thunderous applause nt bcoz we liked it bt ... we're GLAD it ended....

haha..tats all laa .
nd to study oredi . bye readers :)

2009-04-27T01:48:00.000-07:00

THINKING OF YOU...... :'(

Hafeez's post

2009-04-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

Good day everybody!

Alright, today school was okay. Firstly, we had a very long assembly because the principal wanted to make so many announcements early in the morning. HAISSH. Then we had a haircheck (how i really hated it) and the check is going to resume tomorrow. Yes....RESUME. My school is so stupid to have a full haircheck on 2 consecutive days. Man do they really want to shave all our hair bald? And the barber, FUCK U. You cannot cut properly and want to charge the students?? Hello, you say we can't be demanding and have to get a STANDARD hairstyle? Let me tell you this, who are the one possessing the money? You? Or the students? Stupid shit HAHA! As for the auntie who is some cock head woman, you stood right in front of the student for what? You think he is gonna escape? Think of it for yourself, they just had the ugliest haircut in their life and with all those misery which they are suffering, you want to add on to it by standing in front of them and giving them your cock-look? Please.

Ok that is enough. I didn't get caught this time because I did my turn last 2 weeks. HAHA. Still possess the stains! HAA! Alright, I am gonna call firah soon. Anyway, I am looking forward for RIZKIN'S birthday party. Chalet again! Whoo!!!! Cousins shall reunite! HAHA macam paham. Anyway can't wait for cousin's outing on 2th JUNE 2009. I noe it's a long time but HACK! haha...

MOOD CHANGE

This paragraph is for this guy name BOI MASAM. So if you're not that person, then DON'T READ. Anyway, let me tell you something, read my tags I have given to you. If you have done so, good. Do you know who you remind me of? You actually remind me of those losers and loners who HAVE NO LIFE. That is one thing because you have nothing to do except giving your sickening and irritating tags. You have no friends. Sampai kener kacau orang yang tak bersalah. Hello, your mind is full of shit. What you say? Hafeez go hotel with firah? Hello. I respect her and I will never do such thing and you obviously watch pornography, which i seriously thing is a waste of time. Your otak YELLOWPAGE and I can't help you with that. Most perverted people I know are the ones who have no life. TRUE. At home their dicks get all itchy and they go to all sorts of websites. Instead, you could have gone out with frens or something rather then ruining people's life, tagging and HOPING firah will get upset. Hello, mission fail bodoh! haha.....
Thank you for those who have supported firah, that includes you KIM. And BOI MASAM, if you are gonna keep up this shit, you are seriously full of shit though. Correct rite? You full of shit so you have to throw some at firah coz you have reached the maximum shit capacity...hmph asshole go and die better. Haha....and what poser all? What is your intention of saying poser? You think you know so much?? People say "poser" because they THINK that they are so experienced hence looking down at others. True right, it's logic. Skater-pose= someone who tries to act pro in skating, Smart-pose= someone who acts smart but is really stupid. So what pose are you trying to instill at firah?? Take your time to think, IF you can think. I give you time to think ah...take your time....FOREVER.......haha stupid shit...failure in life, dirt in society, leftover HAHA......so many words I can think of but I have things to do, far more better than the things YOU do...ok I have said enough.

MOOD CHANGE

I am feeling very worried and sad. Yesterday I went home after malay paper. Iman and Nelson went to smoke at Ocean Park. In the past, I have always persuaded Iman not to smoke because there are so much things to do in life which are far more better than smoking. Despite all the health warnings, he still insisted on smoking. I say that he is MENTALLY CHALLENGED. Who knows? Anyway I wanted him to go out with me yesterday but he refused, saying that SMOKING IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN GOING OUT. Ok........I wanted to change him but to no avail. What happen yesterday? Nelson asked him to go smoke in the toilet, SAYING THAT IT IS SAFE. Then some Ocean Park guy went inside and scolded them. Their names were taken down and ez-link cards were taken as well. Today, their names were called out during school and they had to see the principal. HAIYA. Iman told me his mum canes him severely every time he did something wrong. Until now, I am still waiting to know what will happen to them.....will they receive a probation? expelled? suspended? caned? so sad.......I knew I should have stopped Iman but it's too late now. He'll probably get sacked from the prefectorial board. Should I feel bad? guilty? sad? I am worried about him. He's my good friend. I should have stopped him yesterday. BODOH ah hafeez.........I should have pull him to me when I had the chance...........now it's too late.

Firah, what should I do now? Kawan kiter tengah suffer ni. I nak tolong dier. Plz firah tolong hafeez.......it ends here for now.

~$Hafreeze$~

2009-04-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

iam seriously torn . :'(
i HATE evrythg tats happening nw . seriously hate it.
i feel so confused.
i feel so helpless.
i feel so bad.
i feel so stupid.
juz put myself in ure shoes,hw would u feel ? (for those who noes wats happening)
i'll think bout wat u said sarah .
aku akn sabar.
thnk u very much.
and bby, thx for ure advice . i noe u donnoe bout all of tis bt seriously thx for helpin me out and making me feel good . and i love ure jokes.
my tummy hurts from all tat laughter and its all bcoz of u .
see hw special u are...
u cn change the way i feel by making all those jokes and i appreciated it alot.
thx .. :)

2009-04-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

bubu ...
:D

heyyya! just nw..i mean in the morning i was soooo bored ... until i receive a call frm hafeez .
haha..bt i ended up gettin scolded by dad coz i locked myself in the room .why? coz i was toking to hym !! pfft . haha.
haiyaa... bt dad dint noe who i was toking to . blueekk ! :p (*evil smile*) heheh
umm..den after breakfast, me and fam went jln2 ...
we went orchard,bugis and cswy pt .
soo gerek ! haha...coz my dad's mouth cant shut ! he kp making stoopid jokes and toking crap.
and at bugis,we saw tis sale of undies for men larh and he asked my bro to buy coz hys undies was oredi lyk roti canai...haha. crazy man!
den still gt somemore lah .. cant rmbr
ohya,we went to tis place beside bugis street and we saw tis down syndrome guy who was singing.
and u noe wat ? dad asked me to marry hym . wth? random sia .. ahha.
and my bro said if i marry hym, he cn sing for me the whole day .
and wen we were looking at some bags, mom told me tat he was standing beside me and i quickly avoided hym and stand beside my mom . wah... so scared leyh .
luckily he wasnt the type who lyk to touch2 .. u noe wat i mean lah.
eeeyer .. haha, i like tis shopping cntr .. its 'iluma' i tink.
nice leyh .. nxt time wanna go there with syg. its new there and theres still a few shops yet to open.
oklah ... wanna watch tv and study if theres time .
tata readers .
and bby,thx for the post u did :)

SPECIALLY MADE FOR YOU........

2009-04-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

The title says it all, specially made for you....My one true love.

I am looking forward for our next date. Syafirah, I cannot wait to hold ure hands again, because they are so smooth that I don't wanna let it go every time we have to say "Goodbye." at the train station. I really hate that moment. How I usually wished I was Hiro Nakamura, able to stop time and go back to the past, because if I had been able to do so, I would have probably undo all the mistakes, insulting jokes and the painful memories I did to you. I would have given a rose to you when I made you scold me because I made fun of ure stomach. Yes, it's a small thing. But we usually get carried away because of small matters....Well, Hafeez will try to learn from his mistake and I will promise you, I will make you happy and laugh every time I make a phone call, I want to see you enjoy ureself, I wanna see you jump with joy, and most of all, keep that wonderful smile on ure face.....

AN INEXPENSIVE WAY OF BEAUTY IS BY GIVING A SMILE......

Syafirah, you are really a wonderful girl, I admire everything about you but I had a feeling that at times I had been holding you back, I am not strong enough, I am not capable of cheering you up. But I had become stronger now, I remembered I managed to solve ure fnn assignment O level thingy where you have to email it to the teacher but you did not have the time and your computer was being a shithole..yes, a Shithole. But when you cry, Hafeez will be the one wipping those tears away, I will be the one reducing ure sobs, because I will never forgive myself if I fail to do so, and worst still, if I am at fault. Firah, I am sorry for all the past rude, cruel things I have said to you and if there was anytime I had broken your heart, I AM VERY SORRY for all the things I had done, I have changed. Indeed I have, because I want to make you strong emotionally.

I want you to be strong, I don't want you to cry animore, face your fears, your problems head on. When there is a brick wall, it is not dere to stop you in your tracks, it shows you HOW BADLY YOU WANT SOMETHING. So if I cannot meet you frequently and you have probably missed me, as how I am missing you right now, that is an example of a brick wall. A cabaran we both must face. It shows us how deeply we want each other. But that is life, things don't go as how you want it to be.

Sorry for the time I did not layan you because I was carried away when I was talking with Syed. But note this, I will not do those things again, because everything has CONSEQUENCES. U are everything to me and you are the most important person to me aside my parents and family.

I don't know what I would do without you. You have always been there for me, when I had no appetite to eat because of BIOLOGY stress, you cheered me up and convince me to eat. You are always there to hear my problems. Thank you firah. Thank you for appearing in my life. You showed me that life is wonderful, you are wonderful....

~$ HAFREEZE LOVES SYAFIRAH $~

Well, that is all, don't wanna make it too long haha!! I hope I will see you again soon.. I really really love you alot ... Hafeez sayaaaaaaaaaang firah!!!! Ok my savings baru 10 dollars sayang. Lagi 70 dollars boleh pegi flyer...... I have to go now because I need to sleep soon. BYE!!!

~$Hafreeze$~

2009-04-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

BOO !

currently teaching tis cutie younger brother of mine math and listening to halo by beyonce. dint lyk tat song bfore bt find it nice after listening to it many times. so troublesome lah tis boyy. haha..nvm still love hym . den after tis he must be my slave coz i help hym oredi mahh . ahahaha. hmm ... actually iam missing syg soo much larh . he's so nice to me . nt oni nw lah bt each and evryday . lucky nyr kiter dpt hafeez.. kn kn? haha .. jgn kembang :P nolah, juz kidding . and u , i loike ure post alot ! hehe.... so shweet. go post and post and post for me . i nk bace ... byeeeee......... nite nite hubby . muacks :D

2009-04-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

My Post for My Dearest Firah <3

Today marks the 6 month and 2nd day of us being together. Haha I don't even know why I am still counting the days haha but hey, it's worth counting. Well, first and foremost I wanna recall our first time chatting with each other. I am so goddamn thankful I made that "HELLO :)" post on friendster because if I had not done that, I will miss out all the laughs, all the hugs, and all the kisses and fun WE shared. I remembered my talk with fiona about this girl name FIRAH. Wow I am seriously laughing at how DOPEY I was when I kept asking fiona about u, u, u, and only you.....

I don't know man. When I saw ure first picture on friendster, some thoughts were going through my head, maybe a sign? I don't know. Usually I will juz scan and look at some random guy/gal profile on friendster but when I saw ures, I knew you were different. I gave you that "HELLO=)" comment and look where we are now. We are together, 6 month 2 days. Maybe fate brought us together? Well, maybe. I know I have friends whose relationships have lasted for more than 2 years. My cousin for example. I was so shocked and of course, JEALOUS but hey, NO WAY I am gonna feel bad about myself or anithing. Why should I? HAHA!!

I am recalling our first day out. That was the time we did not stead and I brought Johnson along with me to watch THE DARK KNIGHT. That movie was awesome but the best part was, I KEPT LOOKING AT MY LEFT becoz my eyes couldn't stop looking at you! I know we were not steady back then but I had loved u from the start. Fiona figured it out hahaks. Pandai budak tu. Anyway I remembered the time I was late for the batman movie. You saw me and you were pissed. I did not want to talk about it at that time coz I was afraid you would shout at me or something. I know that is lyk "so-not-firah".

RECALLS RECALLS RECALLS.....2nd time we went out , I did not talk to you coz I was too shy and was not used going out with you. As a result, Syafiqah ended up scolding me in front of you and I made you cry during ure journey back home. I still remembered those hurting moments becoz it was my fault I made u cry, my fault becoz I did not know how to take care of you, and worst part was....we had just stead for a week and I had already broken ure heart....

All the past.....all those misery.....I knew even if I try to bury them in my head, they keep popping out. Whether I like it or not, it will stay as a memory.....including that time you did not reply my msg because of the fitnah I tuduh you of doing. I'm sure you would remember this because it was the night I did not sleep because I waited and waited and waited for ure msg. Until I got sick that is. Really made you sad...

Sampai you showed your temper to me, leaving me speechless...

But the thing is, I did not post this to make you sad, demoralised, regret of whatever things you would wish not to have done, or even depressed. BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO TELL YOU IS THAT THIS THINGS WILL NOT REPEAT ITSELF........

It's the past, yes it is, but that does not mean you can forget it. U can't actually, WE can't. But the truth is, kite pakai ni as a learning experience. Remember the Hafeez that is always pissed off and showed his temper and attitude to you? Remember? I read the past year posts about how you really felt when I was lyk that. I noe I am wrong and I am guilty about it. But instead of being sad about it, we MOVE ON rite? We can't forget the past but we can CHANGE the future.

I have already stopped being angry and soo pathetic. I made you laughed yesterday, I made you smile, giggle, and we joked around non-stop. Firah, if I see your smile, all my worries will disintegrate, all my negative thoughts will be GONE. Because what is in my head is the girl I wanna spend my whole life with. The girl which I will not forgive myself if I fail to protect her, to be dere for her, to comfort her, to cheer her up and to make her SMILE....

Firah and my only Firah, even though you have enemies in class, fears, doubts and problems, you will always have ME, ure one and truly beloved HAFEEZ....I dun care wat ppl say to you about me. I really dun care because all that matters is you.

Now the only thing that awaits is our parents to acknowledge our relationship. So that when I go out next time, I'll be lyk "MAK NAK GI KLUAR NGAN FIRAH" and she'll be lyk "OK JGN BALEK LAMBAT. KIRIM SALAM KAT MAK FIRAH OK"....wouldn't that be great? I dun have to lie animore, I dun have to hide my phone animore, delete my msges even...

HAHA...what a pleasant and funny thought.. Well , this post ends here, but our relationship will NEVER end. Coz even when there was an incident which you thought I wanted to leave you just lyk that, P.S. that will NEVER happen..... Anyway just to let you noe I am sorry for koling you GEMS and making fun of you because i love you just as you are. You are my only firah whom I love aloooot! I dun think the amount of gifts, the amount of hugs and kisses can explain my love to you..Love is not complicated.It just needs you to sit down quietly and figure it out. I am saving my money so that I can blanja you to THE SINGAPORE FLYER! haha! Well I've been listening to this song HERE WITHOUT YOU by THREE DOORS DOWN because it suits the mood I am in. Ironically, I didn't get bored of the song even though I set it on REPEAT and it played itself lyk 30+ times.........

Firah i love you sooo much and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I noe I had repeated this earlier in my post but donno, dun care! HEHE.....You are the agent of happiness to me and I am so grateful that I met you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I LOVE YOU FIRAH!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

i have to go now sayang! i will be posting more soon!!

~$Hafreeze$~

2009-04-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

bby,i love euu very much :)
haaha..hpy 6 mnth btw.
muacks.

2009-04-10T06:02:00.001-07:00

favourites ..
hhaha..nth to post actually.
dang.

2009-04-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

2009-04-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

yay !

went home with kimmy today..
haha..dh lamer tk balek ngan dier laa.
miss the old days.
den we came across the place whr she and her bf broke up...sry to have gone to tat place darling.
bt we kept laughing and laughing wen we saw tis kid who sit on a pokok and played see saw with it.hah. wth . me and kim laugh rabak2 kt situ jugak. buat malu jer..
ohya,i really hate tis stoopid ah lian who sengajer langgar my tngn den she go maki me .
huh? lyk wth....apr jer. langgar punyr lah kuat.
abe nk maki org nabei.
mepek...haizzz...one by one make me angry.
damn lah .
bt hafeez jugak make me happy. :)
as usual lah. tats y i love hym .
hys my sunshine . haha...

2009-04-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

2009-04-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

i nt sure ah .
tis fri is my dad's bdae and i dunnoe whether iam going out .
bt i really want to go out with euu ...
nvm..i ' ll think of smthg.
umm...confirm with u on thurs.
bye :)

2009-04-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

Hafeez got sent to the front for not wearing tie fast and BUSILY toking. Now Mr.Wong calls me INDEX NO. ZERO!!!! hahahahahahaha.........everybody laugh at me sia KANENA!!

If feel that Sean Tan is a complete asshole ah. We had a mini arguement ah. MINI wan. It's becoz he took my sit. I noe VERY CHILDISH. But i dun noe why i got into that arguement ah and his face is LYK SHITrandom so yeah. Well, it was after recess then i wanted to sit at my place. Here's the thing, this is the order of arrangement of my row from the front: Me,Brandon Lim, the cockhead Sean Tan.

Beginning of school it was Brandon Lim and me who changed place and I sat at Brandon Lim original place lah. So now it's Brandon Lim, Me and the cockhead Sean Tan. Then after recess he juz sat my place. Saying that OOHH I'VE BEEN SITTING BEHIND BRANDON LIM ALL THE WHILE........he was sitting at my place ah and he want me to go to the back lyk some loner cibai......LYK HELL NO!!! then some more his PE attire at his ORIGINAL PLACE behind him coz he sitting at my place now. SO I SAID....."then why ure PE attire there?" he took it and he say "WHERE?"...with the blur look...really fuck up right?

So nvm ah i go sit at the other empty sit which was not at the back but beside some frens of mine.....but sooner or later i realised that sitting at my CURRENT sit is DAMN FUN AH!!!! coz got IMAN, my bro in 4E1, got NELSON,guy who I disturb and disturb WITH, SIDDIQ, guy who always sleep in class and tok about horny stuff, ENG HOW, smelly skunk in 4E1, SYED who is not too near but still close enough to hear my voice and last and the least, NAHVIEEN who SPASM alot!!! haha shiok sia so i wondered WHY DIDN'T I SAT AT THE SIT FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS????? haha......and i tengokkan Sean Tan being a loner..I'm serious......he laugh and bounce at the same time, his eyes lyk SEPET with the huge degrees specs.

He really damn extra ah whenever i see brandon lim, hakim, and albert tok......Sean Tan will be at the background. He's not cool lah....THE TRUTH IS, HE JUZ WANTS TO FIT IN......pfft.. HAHA anyway i remembered when albert said that when......ehem..........girls...........get very.........ehem..........they will *splat* and *squirt*......SO SICK ah but that is albert mah.......someone told me he watches gay porn which i SERIOUSLY dun believe!!!!

OKOK...change subject. Firah....Friday confirm with me here ok ? I wan to go solat jumaat with u at the mosque in Orchard. I think it's AL-FALAH. After that we will see monkeys kay?

We jumpe at ORCHARD MRT AT.......12.30pm? Can? if cannot plz tell me here. THX i love u soo much.........

~$hafreeze$~

2009-04-05T01:41:00.000-07:00

WITH LOVE AND SUPPORT,I WILL BOUNCE BACK :)

nth in tis world is impossible. i noe all tis will end sooner or later. bad things wont go on
forevr rite?....really LOVE all those peeps and my hafeez who have been supporting me all these while.thx guys . dunnoe wat the hell iam gonna do without all of you . well,some ppl juz dont see the good side of me..all they see is the 'cruel,stoopid shit,arrogant' firah . theres nth i cn do bout tat.its up to u to decide. and i dun care if u have tat kind of perception bout me. u dont run my life.
bt watevr it is , i hope evrything will change bfore all of us graduate.dun wanna leave with bad memories .
and hafeez , sry if i nvr on9 lately. nt bcoz iam bz bt iam doing some self reflection.
hmmm...iam nt in the mood to on9. evn if i on9 , ure nt there.so wats the point? nvm..it really sux to go through days without toking to euu. really had me starin' into space .

ok,wanna tok bout ystrdy. my family went out to mustafa cntr at 11 plus and dad pick us up with hys comfort taxi and drove us there. bt smthg really funny happen ... while waiting for dad to arrive, we saw this couple french kissing , hugging and god noes wat the hell they do after tat(dun bother) at the side of the road. haha.wen mom saw,she kp shouting 'oii oii !' many times and god , i was so embarassed.. haha.den my bro was lyk 'okla mom,stop it.suke hati dorang ah,dun shout2' . mins later,dad came and my mom ask hym to drive us there where the couple was and my mom did another round of shouting . tis time the vulgar words all come out . "oiii ! oii! sencingping ah ! kanina lah lu !! " and we all started laughing . haha, mom was lyk some minah gangster. haha...den she sed tat there were a few taxi drivers beside the couple and looking at wat they were doing. soo gatal. den dad said tat the taxi drivers go pay the couple to do free show..hah! apr jerr..we arrived at abt 12 plus i guess and went to eat.

den go shop3...ohya, at the shopping cntr i saw tis long skirt and i thought it was a tube or smthg and i go try it on myself.and evrybody was laughing at me. haha! i dint noe it was a skirt lah dey ! looks like a tube to me.. wah, i was damn embarrassed . there were cute and huge teddys at mustafa ! ahhh...i loike ! haha..den we had to go back coz it was already late..abt 2 plus lyk tat. wen we reach home, i had a quick bath and went to sleep with my winnie the pooh :)

ok,tats all..
byes...

Plz post firah!!!!

2009-04-04T21:56:00.000-07:00

Omg firah...i miss you soo much sia!!! So long we never even hear from each other.....i miss our phonecalls. i miss our dates. Nvm we are still seeing each other soon kay...anyway hope to see u on9, it's so sad that whenever i go on9, i dun see u there but whenever u are on9, i would have probably turn off my computer...haizz.......well, things dun go as u planned it to be...it's life.

Well, during madrasah it was SOO cold as there was 2 airconditioners with coldness temperature of 22 degrees celsius.....DAMN I BROUGHT MY JACKET but still cold...=.=

Anyway the only fun part was during uztaz Azman's lesson, surely had fun!

Then Irshad and I were lyk talking about several things.....one of it was FATE and DESTINY.
He told me he didn't believe in destiny and fate and I feel that he is right. DESTINY to me does NOT exist. If u were born on earth with a "destiny", why live? If u are destined to be a robber, rapist, murderer.....u would probably feel bad for ureself throughout ure life....then why taubat? why pray? u are destined to be a bad person why solat? u noe ure place in the afterlife what.....and finally why got Malaikat write about ure doings on Earth when u are given a DESTINY? why why why?? To me, i dun think it goes that way....

.....But what I told Irshad about my definition of "Destiny" made him nod his head in agreement.
Simply what I believe is that when the day a person is born, his destiny is like a blank piece of paper. He possess the pen and he will choose what to write on that piece of paper.....similarly, I believe that there is NO SUCH THING AS DESTINY. People make their own future and destiny. The day u are born will be the day God gives u different paths and goals in life...MANY MANY MANY....it is up to U to decide which door u will open, which path to choose......

So if those of u who say that it is impossible to get As for ure subjects, URE WRONG....it is up to u to CHOOSE wether u wan ure As or not.....it juz takes PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE.........and those of u who have done cruel things in the past. REMEMBER, the past does not equal to the future, u can still change and make a difference. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE......there is still time, i have read several blogs and their owners were lyk blogging about how depressed they are becoz of the upcoming MT O LEVELS which is 2 months from now........there is still time, WORK HARD AND SCORE if u have been failing it does not mean that u will fail this time round...U MAKE URE OWN DESTINY ppl.......and plz, SPAMMERS.....plz look at ureself. What have u all been doing? aren't u worried about ure future?Plz plz plz spend ure spamming time revising rather than proving others that u are more superior than them......plz plz plz do not disturb firah again......

And this is a kind favour i wanna ask u readers.....if u have the time, take out a piece of paper and list down 100 GOALS U WANNA ACHIEVE IN URE LIFE...it can be anything u can think about. Let it be lyk a checklist of the rest of ure life. And if u can think of more than a 100, plz do so!! HAHA....i had fun doing it......kayss i think i should stop right here..

FIRAH PLZ POST SOMETHING.... =)

~$hafreeze$~

2009-04-04T02:14:00.000-07:00

Ok 6 more days firah and me will be celebrating our 6 month!!!

YAY SO EXCITED!!!

2009-04-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

SHUSHHH

2009-03-30T00:58:00.000-07:00

.......i've pissed someone off.....okla sorrie ah u.....i not gonna talk to firah again...

Early in the morning......

2009-03-27T16:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's early in the morning....I woke up coz i'm supposed to finish up my e-learning but I malas ah....same old hafeez.....woah here damn HOT sia....really2 warm....fan oso can't help me to cool down.....now my face soo oily and sweaty!! yucks!!!

Let's tok abt what happened yesterday......hmmm......wen't to fren's hse to do some malay video which i think would be damn funny if Alvidian were to compile all the bloopers and the stupid things Aji and Azmer did.....FUCKING funny sia!!!! And Kevin's tone was soo natural!! He was supposed to be angry at me and he really shouted at me this phrase, "BAYAR!! BAYAR!!!" and we made this WHOOAH kinda sound coz it was very natural......good thing Alvidian put him in that role......but one thing abt him, he kept eating all the kuih that was supposed to be consumed by ME!!! hahahahaha KEVIN = EATING MACHINE!!! then after that i went home and realised i left my headset and psp at Alvidian's condo when i was at the lift......funny thing was, it was soo advanced that i had to leave the condo and go back again juz to enter the lift again.....REALLY!!! coz it was the VISITOR'S LIFT and i had to kol Alvidian's number......too advanced.....see lah, HDB blocks ah simple man!!! take lift 24/7 without any issues!!! and HDB blocks' staircases are easily accessible.....condo staircases can only be used from the inside, so which means that only used when leaving but not entering.....SIOW AH CONDO......but the security there is preety tight.....

Got home and mum was like scolding me for not revising my work........ignored that and went on9 where i saw anati but my wife was lyk MIA.....so i waited2 and there she came...how i wished her phone was fixed so that i can text and call her....miss the old days...ohh well, then kim started a convo with me and we chatted for lyk half an hour.......we tok abt her past experience witnessing a gruesome accident in Indonesia, and why ADMIRALTY SECONDARY SCHOOL DOES NOT HAVE TAMIL MT?!?!?!?!?!?! it's ironic as u see, in Singapore u can see many of those MAPLEKS which add on to the total indian population in singapore, whereby in the construction sites...well, maybe a few hundred.....then when it comes to the budak2, TAKDER PAPE SIOL!!! u noe why, my inference is that SOME MAPLEKS ARE GAYS!!! and it's true coz i saw them holding hands and hips in jurong, city hall and even in marina barrage.....c'mon man, there's dozens of indian chicks out there so GO GET ONE, FUCK THEM UP, AND PRODUCE MORE BABIES AND SEND THEM TO ADMIRALTY SEC when they reach 13....okok that was a joke aite......but seriously.......

Now let's tok about Aji, he's damn LAME!!!!!! u noe there is this malay assignment, and we were lyk supposed to hand it in YESTERDAY but i still insist to hand it in TODAY coz i very lazy ah...nvm syed oso doing TODAY.......lyk mr.wong said, "THIS IS THE ST. PATRICK'S BOY CULTURE : IF ONE BOY NEVER DO WORK, HE FEEL GUILTY AM I RIGHT? BUT IF A LOT OF PPL NEVER DO WORK,,,,,,,INNOCENT!!! HERO!!!! E LEARNING, I ASK U TO DO WORK, 2MORO COME AND SAY SIR COMPUTER SPOIL......I'VE BEEN TEACHING FOR SO MANY YEARS I NOE THE MODEL ANSWER FROM A ST.PATRICK'S BOY. IF COME LATE FOR SCHOOL, SAY MY PARENT'S FETCH ME LATE, MY PARENTS FAULT NOT MINE, THEM, NOT ME. AND U BETTER SAY COMPUTER SPOIL IF U NEVER DO WORK COZ IF U SAY U HAVE FORGOTTEN , I WILL THROW THINGS AT U. OR BETTER STILL....HAMMER U!!"

okok no more abt mr.wong, as i was saying, the malay assignment was supposed to be handed in to cikgu Hazlian but then Aji said give it to Mr. Mariappan (tamil teacher)....he would be lyk "EH, WAT IS THIS!!!??" ...hahahahaha...funny thing was, u should have seen how he said it and his facial expression...DAMN FUNNY SIOLX!!

2day i will be continuing the malay video, today i will be doing a scene where Kevin punches me in the face....be prepared to be punched Hafeez!!!!

woah i think i typed enuf oredi...now i must do my malay assignment.......bye readers!!!
(if there are any....)

LOLSSS!!!!!!

NI HAFEEZ

2009-03-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hello read the title this is hafeez posting.......nak testing the username and password ajer....next time i will start to post proper ah coz now late at night ah...ok maybe not late coz it's juz 10pm...ok dh ngantok now......chatting with fee now.....bye!

~$hafreeze$~

2009-03-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

FIRAH LOVES HER BESTIES !!!

hi hi !! today i feel so good in class ! ahha..dunnoe why..maybe bcoz of val ...during math lesson,me and val were playin water ! lyk crazy ! haha...she lah,go start first.feel lyk kicking her ass u noe ! she go squirt water on my desk den i dunnoe hw the water land on my uniform . all wet sia! and i did tat to her back ! and her spec plus her uniform all wet ! padan muker kau ! haha! den wen she wanted to squirt the water on me, i go push her hand and the water landed on kevin ! hah..and i quickly turned my head acting innocent.as usual . each time after squirting the water,i go take val's p.e tshirt and wipe the table den i wipe it on her face.

hah...den tat mr chong ask us to shaddap bt who cares.we continued playin.
den he say to val " i rather u sleep lah " coz we were lyk nuisance.haha. crazy chong...ok2..den after skool went to cswy pt with besties to buy smthg for our dear fren coz we love her alot ! den ate at banquet and had a soup fight with hidayah ! haha...she wanted to sip the soup bt i used my spoon to langgar hers and and the soup tumpah ! haha...gd ah.and she did tat to me back.ppl were all looking at us as if we're lyk MINDS children.hah..watevr.
okla hah,gtg nw..
chow melecit !

2009-03-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

my hp spoil .
plz dun msg me for the time being .
thx .

2009-03-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

HAFEEZ IS THE BEST !!!

smlm best giler larh sey !! haha, i had soo much fun with syg !! we went to marina barrage..teringat syed pulak..haha..bt bfore tat went to anchorpoint coz he wants to buy badge.beli pon badge yg mepek2 ehh..coz u noe y? firah recommend hym tat badge wat."iam not worthless.i cn still serve as a bad example".haha,wat the hell sey...see,i still rmbr ure badge tau..den ate at KFC..kiter mkn yg shaker tu..the new one. and again hafeez is so dirty.buat kiter tk selera ajer.he say he go dip the chicken winglets kat darah menses.haha ! siow.umm,i think we were the only homosapiens tat were so noisy laughing lyk hell at KFC.as usual.we cant keep our mouth shut.tats why.bt who cares.aslkn kiter happy sudah ah ehh. pas tu 3...tkla,pas itu kiter naek shuddle bus gi queenstown mrt den head off to marina bara-ge.

omg,tat place is so nicee esp biler mlm...gt soo many colourful lightings ! i loike .den i baring at hafeez nyr lap and watch sunset..best! and he pat me so i went to sleep for only..umm..let me recall back,i think its lyk 60 seconds.and we played at the spot yg adr bnyk2 air tu..dunnoe wat its called.and u noe wat?i kena the water and my jeans are so drenched..haiyo.and hafeez tk kene air! hmphh! not fair ! i'll make sure nxt time u kene..baru puas hati..hehehe.(*evil smile*) ohya,i love the famous amos cookies at the cafe.so sedap lah ! klau blh i buy the whole basket ah.and 1 thing i lyk most,hafeez carried me on hys back ! haha...suke kiter!err..i dun think i cn do tat again..not until i lost weight..coz hafeez nyr back sakit.u noe y? firah's weight lyk elephant ahh.so heavy..ohya!hw cn i forget bout tat bangla..u noe how he dress up?he tuck in hys shirt but not hys undies..so it was lyk expose to the public..tk senonoh btol ! and i laugh lyk crazy and trying to hide behind hafeez so that he wont notice.haha...i tink he noes bout it.later we saw hym again bt dis time he tuck in hys undies...ahh...baru handsome mcm gitu..hah!

time flies soo fast and we had to leave the place coz dh maghrib.went in to the shuddle bus and we had ghost story telling session !! woo...seram,haha.after reaching marina bay,we walk3 and continue our story...so fun!nxt thing we noe,we had to separate again..really hate tis part u noe ! urghh!
den BIG HUG...kiter kene balek.
nehmind2,theres always a nxt time kn kn??umm..klah,tats all..iam having flu nw.gotta take alot of rest.
tata...tetek.haha! ok2,bb readers ! love u guys alot ! :D pray for my speedy recovery ok?klau tk,i dunwan to update my blog again. =P
haha..bye.

2009-03-19T05:22:00.000-07:00

SOCIAL ETTIQUETTE !!
BOOO YAA !!!
hehe .. heylow !

sry dint post ystrdy . i went to visit someone at my father nyr side . so yeah , kiter post evrything bout ystrdy nw . ok , ystrdy was super GEREKK !!! hhaha..except for one thing . dint really lyk the way ppl treat me and besties . ='( they hate us i guess .. watevr , juz wan u guys to noe : WE DONT ND U GUYS ! ok? u ppl really treat ure own classmates 'fairly' ... hey , c'mmon lah ehh , go check the meaning of the word 'united' in the dictionery again coz i DONT think u guys understnd the true meaning of it . ok, watevr... gi mampos ah, malas nk bbual sal krng . after the workshop , me , ati , hid , ikah , kim and sarah rushed to the toilet and quickly applied our make up and change to our dresses . omg , they were soo pwitty :) after tat head off to changi airport .

ok, wen we gt to swensen three of the E4 guys partnered the three of us . they're cool unlyk some ppl... evnthough we're nt their classmates, they treat us soo nicely . i partnered wali (the one wearin yellow) and god , he was soo humorous !! nt only hym bt faiz and mohaimin ! haha .. i dont noe wat the hell was going on with them ! hah, they were acting so formally .. hehe, so tk biase. and wali help me to pour chilli sauce on my plate . thx. ohya , we had to eat so formally , u noe.. using all the fork and knive in a correct way . hah , and ati was so slow wen she ate and mohaimin had to wait for her to eat bfore he continues another bite . and tats wat tat wali did oso ! and y u say kiter mkn cpt ? trying to say iam gelojoh rite ?? haha .. aper jeee . and went wali saw tat my french fries was still alot , he go cut hys fries which is already so small into another piece so tat hys fries will be equal to mine ..

haha ! mepek ehh kau . it was really fun ahh , seriously . so lucky we're with them ! and toking bout the food , the mushroom soup was delisiaso ! ummm , so nice leyh . after tat the main course was braided chicken i guess . dun really noe the name exactly . den lastly , came the dessert which was choc ice-cream !! yummy lah sey ! haha .. den we asked syafiq to take photo of us with the boys ( faiz wearing white , mohaimin waering maroon ) . after eating , we head to the toilet and saw sufyan . so we took picture with hym ( the one with a red watch covering hys ***** ) hah .. took pics with jia an .. he was handsome . heh , first time ahh aku puji kau ! kene berterima kasih tau ! u better be .. den took pics with all my girlfrens !

ok2 , after the whole thing was over , me and besties went to adm park ! i had loads of fun dancing with girlfrens !! we camwhore there and took music videos . hah , berangan artiste :) i havent load up the video yet coz i dun tink they want me to coz it was soo embarassing . hehe ..
then arnd 5 plus went home . i really enjoyed my day today with all the cool and pretty ppl !
wohoo .. bt nt to forget , the most impt person is hafeez . u really complete and made my day with the phonecalls u made :) love u and u guys too ! byee :D

2009-03-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

2009-03-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

hey.....
i ' ll do juz a short post.. for u .
sry if i nvr update my blog ..
iam damn busy...so busy tat i cant find the time to blog .
bt since u wan den i ' ll do juz for euu ok .

nari tkde pape special lah jadi kt skolah..juz the usual stuff . boring kn kn?? today woke up early to go for fnn remedial . i was oredi semangat wanting to do the test bt den all of them wanted to postpone so teacher postpone it to nxt wk under one condition...if at least 1 ppl fail, all of us will have to copy the whole ppr back 3 times regardless whether we pass onot . haiya ! lyk shit ah ...lyk nth better to do . FARK ! den waited for a long time bfore bio practical starts coz we finished fnn early . den saw neethu wearing her punjabi. haha.. she looks nice..NOT ! hah. bt den kim was so kesian..she came late den knock3 on the door bt neethu refuse to open it coz she dont want any latecomers.. mepek sey -_-' . we did practical on the cross section of kiwi fruit. and joel came to my table and squeeze out the pulp of the kiwi . crazy fellow ! nth betta to do . wen ppl throw the fruit inside the dustbin , joel took it with hys bare hands and started squeezing all of it . wats so amusing bout tat kiwi niwae? hah..mepek ah lu . neethu asked hakeem to sit at my table with hid and ati coz probably hes been talking all the while . bt theres no difference niwae,he still talks . i asked hym wat he'll be wearing tmr during social etiquette and he answered " i nvr wear aniting , i use paper cover my ***** ' -_-" LOL .. haha...and he was really pissed off with the boys wearing clothes that are so formal and doesnt suit them.. dorang nyr pasal ah giler ! haha...aper jer . i really feel lyk smacking hys face ..coz u noe why ?? he always give tis stoopid face wenevr hes toking to ppl . lyk wat the hell is wrong wit u boy? haha ... i still rmbr the jokes we make during lessons bout the down syndrome ppl riding F1 racing cars ! wat da hell man .. so random sey .. hah. den after bio practical went straight home . cant wait for tmr ! yayy !! so excited to find out wat my frens will be wearing .. haha.. =)
ok2 ... tats all . firah needs to continue with her work .

ps : hey , sry if i hurt ure finger wen i snatched my IC awy from u . tk sengajer . nxt time ask for my permission first kay?? niwae.. it was fun spending time with euu .. and i kissed u ..haha, suker tk? ok, ily loads and tc :)

2009-03-06T07:07:00.000-08:00

woohoo !
CT dhbes !
baek ahh and i PASS all of my subs !
first time :)

hehe...so happy !
den nxt week is the meet-the-parent session. my mak ahh,really one kind lah.she doesnt want to attend the principal talk.i tot every parent wants to attend it so they'll be updated.haiyoo...den later wen she comes to my class,she make noise sey ! laugh here,laugh there...den if she damn bored,she go walk arnd my class,look outside the window lyk nobody's business lyk tat. haiyaa . u ahh...bt iam sure she'll be happy to see my results. and i hope she doesnt agree with the bad points teacher say bout me . later she confirm say i lazy lah,olways sleep lah....so last season ehh mak . all the old reasons . tired of listening to it. she lyk nyonya tau ! "this gerl ahh always sleep..very lazy to help me with the housework"..tats wat she oways say. complain oni ah .

haiya,watevr lah. omg,i miss hafeez soo much leyh. dh lamer tk jumpe..actually nt tat long pon .. mayb we'll be meeting again at the end of march lyk tat . yay ! cant wait . iam soo gonna enjoy myself :) heh . den at class i cant stand valery man ! she cant kp her mouth shut and she keeps gossiping and make fun of tis fat gerl in our skool ! hah..so funi.. she sed tat gerl's teets was the size of a palm ! cn u imagine hw huge it is? my goodness... she wanted to sit nxt to me cozz she say she'll be wide awake if she does so . she olways complain to teacher tat i made her 'high' . high of wat? high of laughing . -_-' hello gerl,it was ure decision to sit nxt to me . haha...u deserve it.later i'll make u laugh lyk hell until ure stomach pain ! den she gt tis red chop and she kp chopping it on my neck and u noe wat she says?? she go shout 'eeee,syafirah gt lovebite' ...haha! lyk wat da fark ? she go chop my mouth and the chop taste lyk shit ! so i took my pen and scribble on her paper . and she goes 'weii,syafirah..dun ahh' gd for u val ! always complain ...
haiz ! y muz i sit beside all tis crazy ppl??? haha... juz my luck lah . bt u noe wat?
i seem to enjoy it. we were the only crazy ones who kp laughing none stop . lyk kena possess , esp u val . kena possess to the max ! laugh lyk pontianak !

haha ! okla, i think i'll juz stop here . so tired and sleepy .
i wanna sleep . bb ppl . and syg,take care of ureself biler gi camp tu ok?
love u loads ! and u all too,of coz .
byeeee.. toddles !
^_^

2009-03-02T04:47:00.000-08:00

heylow darlings.
hees :)

hmmm...oh,today we begin a new topic on matrices..at last...dh lamer tunggu2 . and we got back our bio paper,dunwan to tok bout it . buat sakit hati jer. so nw my only hope is chem and i nd to pass tat which i dun think is possible . lyk DUH ! ppr susah nak mampos! haizz... sedih kiter . klau tk fail math,fail ppr laen plak . cant i evn pass everything ? issh ! frus larh. iam so sorie mak and u dad. i noe its very disappointing bt wat to do .. its ok, i must listen to kevin . just think positively and everything will be fine :) i hope so . thx buddy. den after recess i went crazy laughing with hid bout some jokes.release tension. haha, evn iffah notice tat iam super hyper after recess . of coz lah, eat oredi mah. so gt energy . and iffah i miss sitting beside u at the back of the class tau ! i still rmbr we tok bout all the craps. and i miss the ghost story session. hah. nvm, nw i sitting in front of the class den cn focus. bt den i cnt tahan with mr chong's voice ! so damn loud. and he oways screech.haha...cnt tahan laughing ah . and neethu with her indian essence.hah,satu2 lah .

oh yeah, fri we'll be playin softball again for P.E !! Baek ah, tk sabar . last fri i managed to do homerun ! and my team won lah ! cn u evn believe tat? first time sey we won. bangga oii ! bt i really hope mr.teo wont ask us to run 2 rounds arnd the skool . damn tiring u noe ! haiyaa... i nearly vommited sia and sarah's face was so pale . hah,kesian. we ran n ran smpai nk dkt gate pas tu we sprint bt i ask fee to join along bt den she was too tired so nvm lah . ohk lah, i dunnoe wat the heck to say oredi .
ok2...chow ppl !
firah loves u all !
muacks muacks !! :)

2009-02-27T06:09:00.000-08:00

2009-02-23T04:50:00.000-08:00

hey there !
i noe i've nt been updating ma blog for these few weeks.
i bz mah.....sry.
still got loads of skool work piling up !

so yeah, i tink i'll juz update today lah since iam free kn . i'll update again after common test . speaking of it , juz nw math was difficult.i tot it was gonna be easy . hw i wish mr.chong set the paper,den it'll be alot easier . bt nvm,hope i pass . den came geog and guess wat? it was EASY PEASY lah ! haha...i soo happy ! :) i hope we all pass lah so tat waheeda wont be mad at us . we fail class test oni dh kene scolding . haiya .lyk wat oni...

den after skool,went straight home to change before meeting ati at cosway to grab tis delicious ice cream at swensen . so sedap u noe ! haha...cn still feel it in my throat . wen we reach there, we were lyk so kancong to gt a seat . haha! den ati was soo gagap wen ordering the ice cream ! hhaha...biase arh , die dh lamer tk gi saner. aku relek one corner and juz let ati do the toking ! hhaha..i pemalas mah.oni noe hw to eat oni . wen the waiter gave us tis menu,we step kaya sia! i wanted to order tis spaghetti bt no money liao . haiyoo ! so wasted ! den i imitate one of our fren(u noe who lah eh) i said : cn i have 1 morrocan APPLE juice with a mak saleh slang and tat crazy ati started laughing lyk hell until she wan to kencing ! haha ! naseb baek she cn tahan her bladder,klau tk bocoh jugak kat situ sey ! while waiting for the ice cream,i was soo curious and grab tis glass thingy and tot tat it was cheese bt it turned out to be SALT !! damn ! i spit out everything sia ! ati was laughing at me so loudly...dunnoe wats gotten into her . haha . den we eat the ice cream sambil amek gambar mcm org jakun ! hehe.so fun !
den we went round and round kt cosway to look for things to buy for syg .cant tell u wat i buy..its a surprise . *shhh* nanti klau jumpe den i gib u eh . den both of us went back !
so yeah,tats all .
i'll try to post again ASAP .
tata...gd nyte preety people !!

2009-02-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

DAMN!

bloody shit lah malay oral juz nw.. screwed up,BIG TIME !! urghh!!
i was stuttering..haiyo,so cacat ! malay shud be easy n why the heck did i nt manage to do it??
fuck larh !! walao...iam damn stressed up ! and the teacher who tested me was the head of the malay department some more ! hw cool is tat ? -_-' and her face ah,so serious...look lyk dog shit oni... other teachers was so friendly and she wasnt smiling..wth lah tat cikgu ! feel lyk murdering her ! bt nvm, the oral is over..cant do anitin bout it. juz hope i pass. sooo.....assembly today was kinda fun..oh yeah, admiralty sec gt to host for eritea(smwhr in africa) and iraq for the YOG 2010 !
yay! wohoo! bt den by the time 2010 comes, i'll nt be in tat skool animore.. hah! bt who cares?
and after skool, me ngan besties went to macs and i saw syazwan there..dint say hello(acting blur).
went to buy apple pie and ice cream and we sat there for a few mins and laugh off all our misery ! and there was tis grp of mat rep sitting at one corner laughing their ass out ! as usual..so noisy sia!
they tink their father own tat place or wat?! damn those mat reps!! den they were pointing at the place whr we sit and laugh3 ! bt its oni me n hid who were facing their direction.ati was facing her back at them.
hid : eh,asl dorang point2 kt tempat kiter ah? aku takot ah..
firah : samer ah..yok ah,kiter cabot..aku pon takot..

den after finishing our food,we quickly get out of there!
tat place seems lyk hell for a moment !
wouldnt tis place be better without ol tis mat reps...agree onot?? agree rite....
den hid went home with ati while i went back home myself...wanted to listen to songs otw home bt ma hp batt was low so i cant on it.
damn.
ohya hafeez,i dun mind if u ajk fee tau..bt den u say u wan ONI the 2 of us to go..so i was lyk wondering why on earth u ajk her.bt nvm lah,since dh ajak kn, tkkn nk cancel..so i tink its better if u juz let her go with us...
so nw i dunnoe wen iam goin to spent time with u alone from the time i meet u smpai balek coz all the recent outings,ure fren ikot bt i dun mind lah coz it was for ure safety kn(so ure mak tau u kluar ngan spr sume) . so nvm, juz ajk who u want..wan to ajk the whole gang pon ajk jelah..pfft.

2009-02-01T04:38:00.000-08:00

heyya !

today...kind of fun.
went out with ma family, go to library to renew my books den went to jurong pt followed by choa chu kang to buy my adek's shoe.
dunnoe wat to say...nth interesting happened,as usual lyk hw other families spent their time.
luckily hafeez called me bt it was juz for a short while ! haiyaa....i wonder wen we cn tok otp lyk last time...slalu bbuual lamer2,tapi skrng....haizz...bt nvm lah,life is oways lyk tis. i cant expect things to turn out the way i wan it to be so i'll juz leave it larh. and hafeez,u wanna go to botanic?
kater tempat tu kental...haha,tapi tkper..tempat tu ok jugak..
its suitable for u coz u lyk to stone kn...stone jer...
bt since u dunnoe hw to get there, its my job to lead the way...
hope we dun gt lost.. the fish pond there very lawar tau bt the fishes are all very kebulur..oways wan to eat..u feed anitin pon they eat..
cant wait to go with u...at last its only the both of us going..
and btw,i've been waitin for u to on9 tapi u tk on9...
haishh...sedih tau :(

2009-01-27T04:31:00.000-08:00

i TOTALLY enjoy today man!!!

damn fun lah!
haha...went to bugis first with hidir and hafeez bought the bag he wanted*yay*..at last ! after tat we ate at macs and meet with sidiq...sidiq is oways with hys 'inkheart' book.dunnoe why..we tok2(actually oni the 3 of them were toking bout mr.wong) iam lyk nt so involved in the conversation coz i dun have any idea wat they toking...all st.pats stuff...dun really noe.then i read siddiq book(lyk mcm paham) read and i dun undrstnd the book.bt nvm,i continued reading..after mamam-ing,hidir went off to i dunnoe whr n sidiq went to sci cntre with us..they became mad as soon as we stepped in the sci cntre..haha! they go crazy all the way.we played all the scientific machines down there and it was really cool! (i noe i sound lyk a nerd bt seriously,its cool evn if u have no interest in science stuff) den we came to tis place and i was soo lucky to find a bed down there waiting for me to lie on it..n tat hafeez ah,tkde kerje laen(as usual) and he took off my shoes n ran arnd with it and i had to chase hym lyk a mad women.one foot wear shoe,the other nvr wear....lyk monkey sia we two. haha,bt it was fun ! play3 and we were searching for tis huge machine(dunnoe the name) tat we cn ride in it.

go round n round bt couldnt find it and siddiq go ask hafeez to ask the sci cntre personnel.DEN WE NOE WHR IT IS. its located at omni theatre and we rushed there. i cant believe we're so gundu..haha! go there and we taught tat the ticket was sold at the place whr we cn enter the machine.and waited...LUCKILY siddiq read the paper n it stated tat the ticket was sold at the ticketing counter and we rushed there again...wah,so tired ! run here,run there...

the ride lasted for oni a few mins..it was really bumpy inside and i kept sliding to my right and hafeez had to pull me back to my place and i slide again and he pull...and there was tis stoopid sound wen we ride tat thing! i hate it ! haha! hafeez n siddiq juz wont stop making the sound!...den we got out of it and siddiq went back while we went to imm. juz go a few rounds and stop at the tv section coz we wanna seat down.
den it was time for us to separate again(how i hate it...)

so tats all....dunnoe wen cn meet again.
buh-bye ppl!
muacks3 !!! :)

2009-01-25T19:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY HAFEEZ !!!!

TIS POST IS ESPECIALLY MEANT FOR U ! :)

happy bade eh,hope all ure wishes come true...and ure the only one i love!!!
ok, iam getting so jiwang rite nw..haha,nolah..hope we last long kay?if possible,FOREVER!
skrng dh 3 mnth iam soo happy oredi..ok,i tink later den i continue tis post...
no inspiration to write..bb :)

2009-01-24T08:47:00.000-08:00

12 plus....and i've yet to sleep..

dunnoe why,i tink i muz swallow sleeping pill lah den cn sleep.

well,today was fun.with all the gila ppl surrounding me(hafeez and hys frens). played bowling and i made a fool of myself!haha....go n roll the bowling ball wen iam nt supposed to.i was really embarassed!hah...bt nvm,who cares..and the way tat siddiq played bowling ah,walao..cn die of laughing sey...and guess wat?? i beat hafeez ah!haha...nenenipupu!! see,i pro ah!
so yeah,after bowling we went to macs to eat coz we were all so kebulur..and hafeez let me watch A.P in hyz psp..haha,cant believe tat stoopid guy really eat dog shit! yucks man! den all of them went home except for me n hafeez.went orchard n we were soo lost tryin to find far east plaza which i've gone there for lyk many times n yet i still dunnoe.bt its ok,we found it at last and it was hafeez who spot the bldg.(*round of applause*)hah....we searched for the bag he wanted bt there was limited design n evrthg doesnt suit hym coz the design was lyk meant for girls...so we went back to marina n meet fee..and hafeez,u so notty ah!go and say she gemok!hhaha...so funi and padan muke u kene cubit ngan die!muahaha...tulah,kcau org lagi.and fee had to go back soo early..haiyaa,so sad.bt at least hafeez gt to meet u :)

so after tat we were on a hunt again for the bag!! searced at penin bt dun have den we go bugis bt the bag was lyk $3o plus,$40 plus..lyk fuck ah! he was damn worried coz he scared hys mom will scold hym for nt buying the bag so we went on ah...go round n round bt the bags was expensive..den gt tis apek ah!walaoweh...i really feel lyk giving hym one tight slap sia! he wan to sell the bloody bag for $20 juz coz its a bit damaged..lyk wtf is he toking bout??! damage den still gt the cheeck to sell ! stoopid ass! and he said the bag was red colour wen its PINK ! colour blind lah tat fellow! den at last we dint manage to buy anitin..hafeez so kesian..if i had $40 at tat moment,i would have given it to hym to buy the bag sey...i pity u lah bt i hope ure mom wont scold ah..and u dint waste my time syg. i wan u to have the bag u wan bt since dun have,wat cn we do rite...so we went back home..so sad...bt theres still nxt mnth :)den at mrt ah,gt tis sick guy(he looks lyk some sesat foreigner)and he was staring at me all the way n i was damn scared.he stare ah lyk nvr see gerl bfore sial ! go eat shit lah u! den i wear my spec juz to make sure if he was really looking at me n wen i put on my spec,hys eyeballs was looking directly at me.i quickly took off my spec and look elsewhr. i was soo scared,seriously! hafeez,i REALLY wished u were beside me. i felt damn uncomfartable throughout the journey.haiyoo....
klah,tats ol...nw i sleepy oredi.

byee ppl!
tc!
gdnite baby!
(*hugs n kisses to evyone*)

2009-01-23T04:32:00.000-08:00

heyyy!!!
sup ppl!

ok,today was so fantastic and i spoke too soon...the cip was soo gerek! and the old folks there was so kesian...and hidayah cant control her emotions wen she saw them so she started bursting into tears..awwww....bt nvm lah hid,as long as we dont treat our own parents lyk tat dh ok.u dun have to be sad orite? :) oh,all of us played passing the parcel with them and i was so happy looking at their smiles. and there was tis aunty,suddenly scream loudly and scold ppl coz she was angry with the guy nxt to her or smthg..she look lyk a bull wen shes angry man!after tat i went to sent tis old women in her wheelchair to the 2nd floor.n she dint evn response to me wen i say hello..bt nvm,shes nt into talking with ppl tat much.then me n hid went arnd the place juz to say hello to them.some of them were really freindly and shook hands with us.tat was lyk the first time i was so extra friendly..haha.and here's come the fun part ! wen we went back from the cip...tat bloody singh is so pathetic and she tok lyk one kind ah...siow man tat meenache!me,hid,ati,sarah,kim and ikah joined forces to bully tat gangster wannabe! and ikah,u were damn funny sia!ask her to fuck her ownself!haha,hows tat possible man??and u meenache,u've gt no right to say kim short okay! so wat if shes short?at least she doesnt have long legs and bendy knees lyk ures! urghh! n ure bloody hair is sooo FAKE! me,hid n ati went to accompany the girls at the bus stop juz in case tat wannabe comes by.and sarah kept cracking jokes bout her! u wanna cook tat singh in curry ah?ewww...tats so disgusting.pas tu kasi bangla mkn! haha! pas tu me ngan besties gi macs mkn dulu and we took pics oso...lots of it.and i still rmbr tat barney jokes we were all toking abt.ati juz couldnt control her laughter!!tat was soo loud!haha..why does barney have short hands?how the heck is he gonna dig hys nose??ahha!siow lah u all...so tats bout all tat happen today!

see u guys later wen i do the nxt post..
tata! *blow kisses*

2009-01-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

heylowww!!

tmr muz go to the sri narayana (or watevr its called) for my cip hours !! yay.. -_-'
bt its kinda 'best' coz dpt gi ngan all my frens. And kim, i still rmbr tat time sia we went to metta home and i cant believe i hurt one of the old folks over there!! and she bloodyly cried down there lyk a pathetic soul.so kesian...hahaha!!! i was so shocked lah kim! i do the darn blur look face coz i was so scared.klau kene marah mampos sial! i'll be sooo paisey! hah! why the heck am i so stoopid as to throw the ball at her??! i think i get carried awy with the ball game until i dunnoe whr i throw the ball at ! tat old women was crying so damn loud lah and she gosok2 her belly...coz i tink tat was the spot the ball hit her! actuall rite,i dun feel guilty coz the way she cry and my clumsiness was so hilarious!! bt watevr it is,iam sorrie ah auntie...haha..dint mean to hurt u. so nw iam tryin to control myself..hope i don throw anitin tmr wen i play with them. gd luck eh ibrahim..nyanyi btol2 sikit tau.jgn nyanyi lagu jiwang2! nanti org tua kt situ sume tertido ah dngr kau melalak! and to the game committees,hope evrything goes well !
klah,see u guys nxt time !
chowww!!!

2009-01-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

woow...i broke record! haha..3 kali buat post in 1 day..crazy!
haha,tapi tkper..aku tkde kerje mah...wah..boring lah.mlm2 uat hmwk sorang..
ohya,ati!kater nk kasi swensen nyer voucher??tk kasi pon..entah2 kau dh pkai voucher tu kn??
blueekk :P yay yay!tis sat going out with hafeez!cant wait!at last...long time sia nvr see hym.and i wanna go back late at nite ah..wan to spent my time with syg.wonder hows he doing at home.hope he's okay...dun worry k,iam nt tat sad pon bout tis..iam tryin to forget bout it.firah nk study really hard tis yr!ohya,fee...i hope u cn go tis sat.baru gerek!niwae,hafeez is dying to meet u gerl!haiya..why muz we eat the bloody pizza together with the grp??with hidayah oni nvm lah..bt with iqbal ah,so tk selera larh...ingatkn nk blanje family..bt nvmlah,i eat with my grp sudah..eat2 until i become GEMS!haha..tats wat hafeez call me..hah!he's soo notty! ;)
hmm....so wen shall we eat the pizza guys??juz inform me wen ure free kk?nk mkn smpai puas...org laen cnt disturb horh!haiya..see lah,blog until nvr do hmwk..
klah,till here.nxt time if free den i update...
tc pretty ppl and gdnite baby!muackss! :D

2009-01-20T01:31:00.000-08:00

hello hello !!
anati sewel! hahaha...hidayah pon samer..due2 bising kt class tapi gerek sak dudok dekat2 ngan korang..boleh pecah perut sak ketawe...haha!oii,still rmbr the joke bout miss guaring??
hah!giler sial...goreng guaring garing2..bt shes damn preety oni tat shes gt huge ears!hahahahahahahahah!!telinger gajah! looking forward to skool bcoz of u guys man!
tadi hid paisey!hahah...kiter ngah bbual psl helmi kt canteen,die bbual psl laen!muahaha..out of point!and mr.chong is totally GEREK to the max man!why cant he control hys voice?slalu bbual pas tu aleh2 jadi kuat...and i sit in front some more!cn die sia laugh bout hym!
crazy teacher...crazy frenss...haha!
BEST AH!

2009-01-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

nari skola mepek giler..cm biase..
walao...sedih giler sak.i dun feel lyk i have a bf evnthough i have one..i hate wen hys mom find out bout us.pas tu nanti tkle contact agi..oways the same old story..iam nt blaming hys mak lah bt i juz dun lyk it wen someone stop me from doing the things i do.tk suker tau..n its ALWAYS my fault(no doubt) iam juz scared history would repeat itself..dulu,me ngan my ex broke up psl ni jugak..hys mak find out n we have to break up.i dunwan tis to happen again coz i really syg u hafeez.i dun evn wanna think of breaking up with u...i wanna make u my last..no one else.iam feelin so down..i WAN TO hear ure voice syg OTP evn for juz a moment..i really tk tau nk uat apr skrng tau...hw i wish ure oways by my side wen i nd u..haizz,tkperlah..bende dh jadi,wats the point of thinking bout it again...klau aku nangis smpai kluar darah pon things wont change...
and syg...iam really serious bout our relationship.i wanna be with u untok selamer-lamernye...
and i really hope masalah ni blh selesai...

2009-01-14T17:05:00.000-08:00

WELCOME 2009!!
it sucks actually bt nvm,iam facing my national exam tis yr and hey,nxt thing i noe,iam gonna get out of tat pathetic skool and stop wearing the pathetic uniform!CANT WAIT!iam juz aiming for poly..as for the course iam nt really sure yet....i really hope i cn gt to the course i wan n most importantly,I WANNA GO TO THE SAME POLY AS SYG!everyday cn see hym.haha!
well,tis yr ma skool's rule is getting more and more DUMB! man,i must say tis skool is damn particular bout the hair,uniform...practically ALL lah!so stupid u noe....cnt do tis,cnt do tat...lame lah eh!pfft!sitting beside anati makes me a mad person..cn go crazy sia sit beside tat gerl!haha...

2008-10-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

2008-10-06T05:17:00.000-07:00

BOOO!!
SUP PPL!
wah...i dunnoe wat the heck to write ley...ohya,damn it!
i totally screwed up on my ss!argghh!!fark!i go do all the qns wen they oni ask to do one!
tell me,hw stupid cn i be??!u cn knock my head after tis or bang it on the wall until it bleeds or watevr...wat i noe is iam definitely gonna fail!!
haiyaa...no hope for ss liao..DENG!bt watevr,its over aniway,theres nth i cn do bout it,so juz leave it as it is...
yay!cant wait to jln raye with ma frens on 13 oct!!wohoo!!
n i cant wait to meet ol the ex 2e5!!miss their farkin irritating voices and their funny jokes evn if its lame -_-'..haha!
hmmm,dunnoe wat time sia wan to go back..if go back oso i go alone late in the nite..damn scarry sia,theres nt a single soul walking around my blk or smthg...evn if its a bangla oso cn lah as long gt ppl.really2 freaky..
takot terserempak ngan makhluk2 tu lah kn...eeee...
bt nvm,look on the bright side!at least cn go jln raye...i really2 hope mom would give me the permission to go back late..baru shiok!
okla,camat hari raye lah eh..maaf zahir dan batin!! :D