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Sunday, August 9, 2009
{ 6:34 PM on '10 MONTHS' } Today marks OUR 10 MONTHS together!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! Yup, how time flies so fast.....it feels like it's only yesterday when I first stead with Syafirah.... Ok this post meant for ONLY ME AND FIRAH so if there is any kaypohs out there, SCRAM!!!! Haha nope I am just joking....read if you like...... Our relationship has been stronger each month right syg? As months pass, we find ourselves being further and further apart from each other, maybe because of parents, time and other shit excuses.....Yeah it's frustrating, annoying and sometimes depressing... Every opportunity to meet you WILL and MUST be ruined by something.....Haizz.....it's just very complicated although it's a matter of meeting you ONLY. Everytime we fight, it will obviously be my fault.....I am aware of it. I am always not been able to meet up to your standards.....I let you down yesterday because I couldn't meet you during NDP coz I had to go with my parents......I let you down because you were there also but I couldn't have the chance to even see you face to face and I let you down because I couldn't cheer you up like I used to do..... Even so, I will be strong firah, I will make you proud to have me as your bf.....Even now I am willing to sacrifice anything for you...except for religion......I really really love you firah, and I really mean this truly in my heart.... I am willing to take any shouts and temper you were to give me because I know you cannot control your feelings even though you promised not be angry with me animore.....because of PMS lah....aniwae, I will NEVER fight back in our argument, as I will ALWAYS let you win.....no point I win and leaving you feeling angry towards me.......I sanggup kene ni sume, and this is all for you sake.....it's ok, you can shout at me and show your attitude, I really dun mind....I know arguments won't last long.....but I know our relationship WILL......I have been trying my best to keep our relationship TIGHT, very very TIGHT.......and I know that you are helping out as well......even now, I am waiting for you to cool down from yesterday........I will be patient syg, for you...... And you know the time that you felt like slapping me? I knew it hurts my feelings, but I will always smile in front of you.....I don't wanna make you feel guilty for whatever you had done.....but I want you to do something for me, please be proud of me.......I am always pushing you to the right path...... This post is not meant for telling negative things about you, but instead, this post is meant to tell you about our achievements together as a couple....how an eastern Singaporean is able to meet a northern Singaporean......haha....we came all the way and overcame soo many obstacles, but we stood strong with each other and never to let go......because I know deep in my heart...this 10 months have been worth it......you made me realise that LIFE IS WORTH LIVING......and that is all I have to say.....syg.......i gtg now....I will call you later......going to METRO today..... I LUV U!!!!!!! |
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