today sux....really2 sux.hid i dint mean to do all tis...iam so sad wif the things u sed in class.wen u talked abt hw he pissed u off and stuffs.do u noe hw hurt i was evnthough i kept smiling ?i noe he had pissed u off bt at least dun say all those things in front of me.i do feel offended.do u lyk it if i talked lyk tat bout ure bf evn if u noe hes in fault?pls hidayah,iam nt tryin to say tat ure wrong or wat,bt i juz wan u to undrstnd my feelings.seriously uh,all tis things've been really gettin on my nerves.hw i wish tat bloody camp doesnt exist.and tis thing happened to me bfore and again i was the one whos stuck in the middle clueless of wat to do.lyk kim's case tat time,i was torn and dunnoe who to choose between u guys or her.and nw again.hidayah,for ure info i dun treat u lyk my fren bt rather my OWN sister and i really love u.and i agreed to go to the camp coz i felt bad.i made hym cried,i made hym angry,i made hym disappointed.and by going to the camp is the only way i cn redeem myself back for wat i've done.bt at the same time,i wanna be wif my sister for her bdae and i dunwan to make u sad on ure bdae.bt hw the heck cn i split myself into 2 and do all those things juz to make the two parties satisfied?iam juz a normal person,nt a superwomen.so pls undrstnd me.if u wan me to attend ure bdae chalet,den i cant go to the camp bt if i cancel it,hafeez will be the one mad at me.so u see wats my problem nw??both of u are EQUALLY impt to me and i mean it hid.i dint mean to disappoint u and stuff.pls tell me wat i shud do.nw is nt the time i think bout all tis crap.i shud be studying for 'o's.bt hw am i going to do tat wen i kp having all these problems? iam so heartbroken :'( and iam sad for ati too coz shes been the one whos helpin me all these while.she really doesnt wan us to fight and neither do i. i wan us to be happy sisters lyk bfore.and iam doing my best to kp tis friendship strong.hidayah,pls dun let our friendship turn sour juz bcoz of tis small lilttle matter which i dun tink is necessary for us to be fighting over it.pls3...and if u tink i've disappointed u,iam terribly sorie.i really am.bt u hav to tell me wat to do and i'll do it so tat evryone will be happy.haish,no one will undrstnd till they've gone thru tis bfore.it really hurt me to see u sad hid.i dunwan u to be sad.and i dunwan hafeez to be sad.OMG ! i dunnoe wat to do...somebody,pls come to my rescue!!!

I LOVE U HID AND I LOVE U HAFEEZ.tats all i cn say.

today sux....really2 sux.hid i dint mean to do all tis...iam so sad wif the things u sed in class.wen u talked abt hw he pissed u off and stuffs.do u noe hw hurt i was evnthough i kept smiling ?i noe he had pissed u off bt at least dun say all those things in front of me.i do feel offended.do u lyk it if i talked lyk tat bout ure bf evn if u noe hes in fault?pls hidayah,iam nt tryin to say tat ure wrong or wat,bt i juz wan u to undrstnd my feelings.seriously uh,all tis things've been really gettin on my nerves.hw i wish tat bloody camp doesnt exist.and tis thing happened to me bfore and again i was the one whos stuck in the middle clueless of wat to do.lyk kim's case tat time,i was torn and dunnoe who to choose between u guys or her.and nw again.hidayah,for ure info i dun treat u lyk my fren bt rather my OWN sister and i really love u.and i agreed to go to the camp coz i felt bad.i made hym cried,i made hym angry,i made hym disappointed.and by going to the camp is the only way i cn redeem myself back for wat i've done.bt at the same time,i wanna be wif my sister for her bdae and i dunwan to make u sad on ure bdae.bt hw the heck cn i split myself into 2 and do all those things juz to make the two parties satisfied?iam juz a normal person,nt a superwomen.so pls undrstnd me.if u wan me to attend ure bdae chalet,den i cant go to the camp bt if i cancel it,hafeez will be the one mad at me.so u see wats my problem nw??both of u are EQUALLY impt to me and i mean it hid.i dint mean to disappoint u and stuff.pls tell me wat i shud do.nw is nt the time i think bout all tis crap.i shud be studying for 'o's.bt hw am i going to do tat wen i kp having all these problems? iam so heartbroken :'( and iam sad for ati too coz shes been the one whos helpin me all these while.she really doesnt wan us to fight and neither do i. i wan us to be happy sisters lyk bfore.and iam doing my best to kp tis friendship strong.hidayah,pls dun let our friendship turn sour juz bcoz of tis small lilttle matter which i dun tink is necessary for us to be fighting over it.pls3...and if u tink i've disappointed u,iam terribly sorie.i really am.bt u hav to tell me wat to do and i'll do it so tat evryone will be happy.haish,no one will undrstnd till they've gone thru tis bfore.it really hurt me to see u sad hid.i dunwan u to be sad.and i dunwan hafeez to be sad.OMG ! i dunnoe wat to do...somebody,pls come to my rescue!!!

I LOVE U HID AND I LOVE U HAFEEZ.tats all i cn say.