ouhh..sry dh lamer tk post.u kn tau i sakit. i cant face the com screen for too long,kpale pening. my whole body aching sia,nk turun tangge pon kene pigang railing all the way. mcm org cacat.i dun evn noe if i cn go tuition tmr with the my condition lyk tis. btw kim,cn u kol me n confirm whether ure cming tmr?i dun tink iam cming. n ystrdy,the ppl in the polyclinic was being succha bitch.so long sia. and damn,i really hate tis nyonya who dun evn noe hw to pronounce ppl's name. stupid3 lah! haiyaa... theres soo mny ppl that i miss....hid ati..rindu u all lah. hafeez,u pon samer. :'( hid,gt well soon eh. okla,gtg nw...i feel so weak.bb. ily syg :D tc.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
{ 12:22 PM on '' }
GET WELL SOON SAYANG!!!!!! =D
I found the place where I can buy the cute little musical box already and some chocolate cakes for your mak.....hehehe....ok I dun wanna start a long post. Maybe next time yo! See ya! Firah asl tk post? Hmphs! Hehehe.....Byeee muacks! =*
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
{ 5:22 AM on 'These days......' }
Yeah these days. I am so relieved that the conflict has come to an end. I knew it from the very beginning. Anyway I have started doing 10 year series for PHYSICS , BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS was done a long time ago. So yeah. 1 more month for Prelims to extract every shit in our brains due to theirsuper-tough questions. "Prelims is meant to kill us but O level is meant to make you score." Word from my teacher, Mr. Wong Boon Peow Francis. Yar this year marks his last year of teaching. So honoured sia being the last batch. Anyway primary school, back to where I was at St. Stephen's School, my p.6 batch was the first to have a ceremony at the school hall after PSLE. So yeah, bagus kan?
Next, I am still waiting for firah to go online sejak 6.30pm. Skarang sudah masuk waktu isyak. 8.48pm nw. Dua jam tunggu. Hack. Not my fault. Not hers. I think I will continue waiting. AAH THERE!!! oh this syarifah.....not syafirah who went on9...sheesh!! Never mind. Juz hear my message. I really wanna meet your parent ASAP. Yeah ASAP!! This is because I really wan ure parents to noe me early. So that no more misunderstandings will occur again. And so that you will not be hurt by their words towards me. But it's ok it's not their fault kan. I wanna see you happy syg. Everytime I see the tags you gave me 5 days ago, I will always feel this crushing feeling in my heart. So painful. You know about my condition rite. But I had made you a promise. Not be angry towards you ever again. The previous posts I did was not meant to express my anger, but just saddness and disappointment. But what is the point saying all of this? Yar I know it's over but I learnt several lessons about the conflict.
Always be selfless.
Always be aware that people need you more than I do.
Things I do have consequences.
Best friend bonding will never be broken.
Even guys can cry. Ok, well....in my terms, sweat from their eyes.
So how about national day parade outing? I wanna go early so that we can go nearer to the place. And I wanna see the helicopter aviating above the water and get syg wet! So that I can provide you with tissue.(CHEY ROMANTIC PER???) Also, I have always wanted you to be by my side while the fireworks are being held. So that we both can stare with awe towards the display. (i think my english koyak ah). So firah-MORT, bring your wand tau. hehe....
So many plans... hehe...ok this paragraph is meant for a little kid. This kid is from Belgium. He is 3 years old. Yeah it's..............HUGO!!!!!
cute kan dier? Hehe. This was taken at Pasir Ris Interchange juz before the Harry Potek Movie. When Irra was late and we missed the movie by 10 mins =.= . Oh well, anyway, On 26/7/2009, at some Chai Chee seafood restaurant, he was playing with Hamza and then he fell and twisted his wrist. Yeah the part I always hated. Toddlers crying!!!!!! ALAMAK!!!!! I really hate it! That is why I dun wanna have children!! (kay bedek). Firah jgn sedih ok? (AIYO PIKIR APER? picit baru tau! hehehehe) Yeah he was sent to hospital last minute and we all give our "CEMAS" look. Until now I dunnoe about his condition yet. Insya-allah dier ok. Wallahuaklam.
hmm.....wat to blog about. OH YAR!!! Semalam very sad tau!!! I was doing my 10 year series until 10.30pm. Then I sembahyang isyak just after texting anati about their best friend RE-bonding again. Juz when I went to bed, I COULD NOT BREATHE..my adik was lyk sleeping, my mother was like in the toilet, and insyirah was sleeping oso......i ended up crawling in the dark room and beating my own chest. I could only take minute breaths and I cannot lie down. I lie down, more pain go to my chest. It felt lyk muscles aching at ure heart and lungs. Let's see here, from the point of the top of the rib cage centre part until the bottom of the ribcage. That is how much area the pain took up in my body. I could speak. All I did was to shiver as it was raining at night and the fan was lyk at number "3" and I duwan reduce the speed later my adik bangon. So I ended up saying prayers in my mind and went to sleep while crossing legs, not lying down. So i juz hugged my pillow and lean against the wall and went to sleep, miraculously. HAHA.....woke up lying on bed in the end...no more pain.....so yeah.....ok then I think I blogged enough oredi. Besok chemistry SPA skill 3 official one.
Ok bye!!! Firah I nak tukar skin tau. Ok I nak jumpe ure parents during ure school half day during nat'l day celebrations. TITIK!! haha.....OK BYE SAYANGKU!!!! ni I post your gambar.....u stoning... =p
together...............forever.................
{ 12:27 AM on '' }
Nak start topic eh syg? okok i tell u how....
FIRAH: ibu serious eh nak meet hafeez? IBU: aah FIRAH: klau ibu serious, lebih cepat agi boleh? nanti dpt kenal hafeez.. IBU: okla FIRAH: firah suroh kwn kite contact hafeez untok bilang dier ah. How abt lepas nat'l day celebrations kt skola? kn half day.. IBU: ok
HAHA macam paham gitu.....juz give it a shot ah. Ok i see if i can post longer nanti....
Monday, July 27, 2009
{ 6:39 AM on '' }
hey....gt nth much to write abt.juz wanna tell u tat me ngan hid dh okay.dh tkya risau agi :) btw,i rase i leh gi tengk fireworks klau u nk jgak.and u cant meet them on national day coz drng nk meet u on hari raya.and i dunnoe hw to bring up the topic klau u nk jumpe on national day since its nxt wk.so fast ley..so jumpe hari raye jelah eh syg.ok,bb. ily ^-^ tc of ureself.
Friday, July 24, 2009
{ 2:49 PM on 'PLZ STOP ALL OF THIS' }
Read everything below and I am nt angry btw throughout the post.
Fyi everyone, anati and me have been trying our best to help hidayah and firah. I think the oni solution is for firah to go to the chalet....kay i mean this trully in my heart...hidayah maafkan hafeez. klau tknk tkper lah tapi plz do me a favour. Plz be best friends with firah again coz I noe u dun even wan dis to last very long rite..i want this fucking thing to end. yes really really end. So yeah, plz dgn ikhlas, I want firah to go with u alrite? dun worry abt the shit camp it's free...tkya refund...so u gals just chiow from it....the most they can do is just phone ure hp and ask y u not coming...it's nt that important too....ok? i am not being sacarstic or using reverse phsycology or wdv thing...but plz i really mean this....take firah and enjoy at the chalet kay? l8r if u receive call from them reject ajer ah. So plz...anati wants u gals to just end this and be sisters again..and i want this to happen too....hidayah i wish that u are reading this....becoz if u are not..i'll be wasting 20 mins of my bedtime....yeah bedtime coz i woke up at 5.30am to do this post......plz let anati's effort dun go in vain....plz go for the chalet....plz have fun with her...take good care of her tau hidayah......klau nampak firah nangis pujuk ajer....klau nampak dier avoiding u...kejar ajer. Plz plz plz plz plz help firah...as a best friend....as a sister.....ok? and I dun think I cn escape from the shit camp coz iman and my kwn2 gi jugak...if i not coming, iman nanti maki aku....yes MAKI aku.....he's my best friend tau and he does that to me....i dun care ah this is nt my time aniwae....this is ures hidayah....oni u cn make this happen...be together with ati and firah again..........
Even if i am not going for the camp.....i would probably nt be invited for the party aniwae kn.....so i pegi ajer ah 4 the camp........bt tu pon i dun wanna come for the camp....i juz cabot ah (aper ni i bobal)....i dun mind my kwn feeling disappointed....lelaki slalu gitu.....maki2 dulu...nanti 1-2 hari dh baek2 semula......haizz...then 18-19november...wat to do....my mother would think i am goin for the camp but actually i wun be. Coz klau bilang i not going for the camp she marah pulak......coz she didn't allow me to sign up but i just did it.....to tell her i need to cancel my registration will juz make everything worse...so yeah....i think i just go around singapore ah and roam arnd lyk tourist...coz firah wun be going out after 17 november wat...mak dier tk kasi kluar everyday....so hidayah....ingat tau pesan hafeez....baek2 semula lah dgn firah....i really did not niat nk sakitkn hati korang....sumpah demi allah!!! so insya allah lah i hope bende ni boleh selesai....juz take care of firah tau.......ok bb.....firah jaga diri baek2 kt chalet tu kay? ily sooo much!!!
{ 4:11 AM on '' }
firah....i am not angry at u......i will never be angry at u...the oni reason why i nk gi camp tu is becoz i wanna see u tu ajer.....i am oways beside u....plz dun be mad at anati oso......i wanna kol u since dis morning tapi ati takot u angry at her.......i kesian u........ok then....hidayah....i am soooo sorrie kay....wadeva it is...tell me wat to do so that u will be satisfied......JUZ TELL AND I WILL DO WHAT U SAY......ok u nak gi chalet...ok then.....go and take firah and take good care of her ok? kay tu ajer i need to say....
{ 12:44 AM on '' }
today sux....really2 sux.hid i dint mean to do all tis...iam so sad wif the things u sed in class.wen u talked abt hw he pissed u off and stuffs.do u noe hw hurt i was evnthough i kept smiling ?i noe he had pissed u off bt at least dun say all those things in front of me.i do feel offended.do u lyk it if i talked lyk tat bout ure bf evn if u noe hes in fault?pls hidayah,iam nt tryin to say tat ure wrong or wat,bt i juz wan u to undrstnd my feelings.seriously uh,all tis things've been really gettin on my nerves.hw i wish tat bloody camp doesnt exist.and tis thing happened to me bfore and again i was the one whos stuck in the middle clueless of wat to do.lyk kim's case tat time,i was torn and dunnoe who to choose between u guys or her.and nw again.hidayah,for ure info i dun treat u lyk my fren bt rather my OWN sister and i really love u.and i agreed to go to the camp coz i felt bad.i made hym cried,i made hym angry,i made hym disappointed.and by going to the camp is the only way i cn redeem myself back for wat i've done.bt at the same time,i wanna be wif my sister for her bdae and i dunwan to make u sad on ure bdae.bt hw the heck cn i split myself into 2 and do all those things juz to make the two parties satisfied?iam juz a normal person,nt a superwomen.so pls undrstnd me.if u wan me to attend ure bdae chalet,den i cant go to the camp bt if i cancel it,hafeez will be the one mad at me.so u see wats my problem nw??both of u are EQUALLY impt to me and i mean it hid.i dint mean to disappoint u and stuff.pls tell me wat i shud do.nw is nt the time i think bout all tis crap.i shud be studying for 'o's.bt hw am i going to do tat wen i kp having all these problems? iam so heartbroken :'( and iam sad for ati too coz shes been the one whos helpin me all these while.she really doesnt wan us to fight and neither do i. i wan us to be happy sisters lyk bfore.and iam doing my best to kp tis friendship strong.hidayah,pls dun let our friendship turn sour juz bcoz of tis small lilttle matter which i dun tink is necessary for us to be fighting over it.pls3...and if u tink i've disappointed u,iam terribly sorie.i really am.bt u hav to tell me wat to do and i'll do it so tat evryone will be happy.haish,no one will undrstnd till they've gone thru tis bfore.it really hurt me to see u sad hid.i dunwan u to be sad.and i dunwan hafeez to be sad.OMG ! i dunnoe wat to do...somebody,pls come to my rescue!!!
I LOVE U HID AND I LOVE U HAFEEZ.tats all i cn say.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
{ 5:46 AM on 'I am sorry.' }
sorrie firah....i am soo sorrie.......I am so guilty....minta maaf kay? sorrie to hidayah and anati oso.........i am soo stupid........buatkn masalah ajer........nw I noe.....i oways been pulling u back and hurting u........ :'( bodoh bodoh bodoh hafeez!!! FEFWFWEFAAAAAAAHLUIQWGHWERILGUI LIOAHLRUIOLAWNBGU RIFUORHQ MOLGHM 3PGHdfwerfijewoifnl
buang masa.......sia sia ajer post......... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
she's dere for me...........................yeah................. (pfft) rosak rancangan.....
{ 2:29 AM on 'Racial Harmony Day' }
CELEBRATE RACIAL HARMONY DAY LYK DIS AH.....
{ 1:49 AM on 'Red Camp!!!' }
Yeah read the title.....anione wanna go for this FREE Ngee Ann Poly camp??? It's called the RED CAMP....it's from 17-19 november and FREE shuttle bus is provided, FREE food and FREE drinks.....and FREE...haha everything free free free....what to say? Singaporean what....until they must higlight the word "free"...
Firah nak gi camp ni tk? gonna be damn fun ya' noe? And it will be the alasan you can give to meet me....anyway there will not be a possibility that we will end up in the same group but I just wish that we will be...becoz last year they hosted around 4000 people.....so many sia....so just go to www.np.edu.sg/redcamp and sign up....spaces are really limited and you dun even have to worry about sleeping there becoz ure not gonna.....eh why am I lyk promoting this event??? hahaha but it is really gonna be damn fun according to last year's photo galleries and the programmes installed for us.....
Ok ok enuf talk about this...now is about firah.....hey jgn sad sad kat kelas cn? You have anati and hidayah, ure 2 best of frens....they will help to cheer u up k? I noe u tkle tahan nak jumpe but I am oso facing the same situation.....but what I do is that I will just help myself to be more occupied by listening to mp3, and just go out with kwn2 for a while.....revising? Nah...haha....
And if u wanna contact me rite? Dun contact lyk mlm2.....but u can sms me straight but dun use words lyk "b" or "syg"...I'm sure u noe what I mean rite.....so yeah....3 more f**king months....it would be the end of Os and oso our ANNIVERSARY.....
So remember that you are never alone.....talk to ure frens if u are having problems jgn nk diam2 ajr...coz it will not do u any gd...i am currently at iman's place...haha...every week go his house...lyk hotel sia.....kay lah I gtg now.....hopefully after prelims we go out ok? say...the 1 week september holiday??? But remember that we will be puasaING so cannot sentuh....I think....kay lah....must go now....I see if I can use computer at home....
Sign up tau for the red camp....plz eh coz i confirm signing up for it.....BYE!!!! I luv u so much and oni u!!!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
{ 5:27 AM on '' }
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
{ 1:15 AM on 'More merepek videos.....' }
Currently at iman's house....bored ah donna wat to type about...kay lah enjoy the tamil dance and my floating trick..... :)
Sunday, July 12, 2009
{ 5:26 AM on '' }
hi .. wah hafeez post panjang seyy.haha.umm,imy too.dh lamer tk tok.sedih lah kiter.i juz came back,havent finish my hmwk.i slack tis whole weekend wen mrs koh had oredi warn nt to slack.bt who the heck cares.iam damn tired sia..i gt nth to say oredi.my brain is soo tired.juz wanna post tis music vid.hafeez dngr tau kay..lagu die sedap.
Friday, July 10, 2009
{ 3:51 AM on 'Alot of things to talk about...so little time...' }
Alot of things in my head but lazy to talk about them.....first thing first......
I MISS SYAFIRAH!!!!!
The person on the left is the person I love the most and the girl I will never forgive myself if I hurt her or even have the intention of doing so....she is there for me whenever I need her.....wanting to share my tears....my pain....and my joy.........I am sooo grateful I met you last year and I will never forget the times you jumped with joy as Hafeez has aided u to solve many of life's shit problems........whatever it is, you will always appear in my mind and I will always be texting your friends if I really cannot take it anymore......please firah.....please be hold my hand and walk with me along the floors of marina, vivo, orchard and also the one I am looking forward to, chinese garden.......I may be sick, but my love for you shall never give in for other girls...coz you are my one and only........my biggest present in life......if you have read this, please smile for me.....coz even if I can't see it, I can still feel it in my heart...and that is already enough for me.......
ISSSH!!! geram sey!!!! Tkper ah next time boleh jumpe...anyway....my brother, Muhammad Haiqal Bin Salim.......has no longer brown rebonded hairbut all he has now is A SHAVED head!!!! Haha he is on NS starting from today, 10/7/2009...which is also my 10 MONTH with my dearest beloved sweetest SYAFIRAH!!!!!! HEHE....anyway, yesterday my school had HAIR FOR HOPE.....which means those who wanna help in increasing cancer awareness will get to have thier heads SHAVED BALD...yes BALD...B-A-L-D.....so yeah, hafeez ni vain sangat and he doesn't there to shave botak..nanti firah ketawer kan....hahahaha.....
Anyway my cousins from belgium came to Singapore in lyk last week.....so yeah, outing outing outing......BUT......no firah.......FFUUUCCKKK!!!!! pissed off sia......biler masanyer kite boleh together arh?!?!?! nvm......ok tukar subject, last week I had school carnival and my class in charge of the game called BUNGEE....yeah lyk the ones in clarke quay but much more safer.......anyway I am posting videos as well.......2 are my frends iman and taha....doing the bungee.......2 are the videos of my pak cik disturbing my younger cousin.......
Wanna noe how he disturb??? imagine this....small boy playing gameboy.....suddenly grabbed by a 49 year old guy....tightly.....at first it seems ok...but after 2 mins.....still ok......5 mins.......dah start problem.......8 mins....irritating........10 mins.......desperate to let go.......15 mins....CRY.....go see the videos.........but sorrie bungee jump videos u all must tilt ure head.......thats all.....have fun...firah........i love you soo much......and i finally met syazwan in the chalet......yeah...the one i went to 3 DAYS STRAIGHT........and the place where my cousin cried kena kacau by my uncle.............and i wanna add this video oso......a prank call from VERNON.....trying to exploit an auntie's english....watch it i tell u!!!!! u should noe which one anyway....turn the speakers on for that video.......ok now i gtg.....firah firah!!!!!! ARGH!!!! Dah cannot tahan animore......must meet me............not fair sia...i enjoy enjoy enjoy tapi u tak enjoy....rosak everything.......
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
{ 6:16 AM on '' }
hey ppl !!!!!!
amacam??? dh lamer tk blog lah sey. hahah. nw den iam free. kind of ler .. i just finished doin my fnn coursework part B,the experiment i mean. so stoopid. part A tk cukup per ... nk kasi part B agi. klau senang tkper jugak,aku uat nyawa leh pendek sey.pfft .. yeah,bt i feel so relieved that i've done it. DAMN tat fish fillet.it doesnt work wen i used it for my experiment so i changed my food.bloody hell,waste my parent's money oni..haha.actually i havent finish doing all my school work bt i'll juz make time to blog for my sweeeet readers.coz i noe u guys miss me mah .. heheh ;) juz received news bout oral juz nw...and it was difficult according to ati.wah,i scared sey.hrp2 the qn sng eh.bdk2 yg amek oral smlm btol2 lucky.soalan sng nk mampos.so nt the fair -_-' bt mine is on fri.still have time to prepare myself. nw i dunnoe wat to tok bout. ohyeah,btw my parents and me are ok nw. i feel much more better. cn study and dont nd to think bout it animore.pheew .. and 1 more thing bfore i go. i really really really really really really really miss hafeez :( haishhh... long time nvr meet eh. stoopid larh. btw hafeez,iam sry coz u cant meet me juz bcoz i made a really damn stupid mistake. mintok ampon bnyk2 :) haha. ok ler, i gtg nw . tata! mmuahh! ily hafeez :)
Thursday, July 30, 2009
{ 6:47 PM on '' }
ouhh..sry dh lamer tk post.u kn tau i sakit. i cant face the com screen for too long,kpale pening. my whole body aching sia,nk turun tangge pon kene pigang railing all the way. mcm org cacat.i dun evn noe if i cn go tuition tmr with the my condition lyk tis. btw kim,cn u kol me n confirm whether ure cming tmr?i dun tink iam cming. n ystrdy,the ppl in the polyclinic was being succha bitch.so long sia. and damn,i really hate tis nyonya who dun evn noe hw to pronounce ppl's name. stupid3 lah! haiyaa... theres soo mny ppl that i miss....hid ati..rindu u all lah. hafeez,u pon samer. :'( hid,gt well soon eh. okla,gtg nw...i feel so weak.bb. ily syg :D tc.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
{ 12:22 PM on '' }
GET WELL SOON SAYANG!!!!!! =D
I found the place where I can buy the cute little musical box already and some chocolate cakes for your mak.....hehehe....ok I dun wanna start a long post. Maybe next time yo! See ya! Firah asl tk post? Hmphs! Hehehe.....Byeee muacks! =*
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
{ 5:22 AM on 'These days......' }
Yeah these days. I am so relieved that the conflict has come to an end. I knew it from the very beginning. Anyway I have started doing 10 year series for PHYSICS , BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS was done a long time ago. So yeah. 1 more month for Prelims to extract every shit in our brains due to theirsuper-tough questions. "Prelims is meant to kill us but O level is meant to make you score." Word from my teacher, Mr. Wong Boon Peow Francis. Yar this year marks his last year of teaching. So honoured sia being the last batch. Anyway primary school, back to where I was at St. Stephen's School, my p.6 batch was the first to have a ceremony at the school hall after PSLE. So yeah, bagus kan?
Next, I am still waiting for firah to go online sejak 6.30pm. Skarang sudah masuk waktu isyak. 8.48pm nw. Dua jam tunggu. Hack. Not my fault. Not hers. I think I will continue waiting. AAH THERE!!! oh this syarifah.....not syafirah who went on9...sheesh!! Never mind. Juz hear my message. I really wanna meet your parent ASAP. Yeah ASAP!! This is because I really wan ure parents to noe me early. So that no more misunderstandings will occur again. And so that you will not be hurt by their words towards me. But it's ok it's not their fault kan. I wanna see you happy syg. Everytime I see the tags you gave me 5 days ago, I will always feel this crushing feeling in my heart. So painful. You know about my condition rite. But I had made you a promise. Not be angry towards you ever again. The previous posts I did was not meant to express my anger, but just saddness and disappointment. But what is the point saying all of this? Yar I know it's over but I learnt several lessons about the conflict.
Always be selfless.
Always be aware that people need you more than I do.
Things I do have consequences.
Best friend bonding will never be broken.
Even guys can cry. Ok, well....in my terms, sweat from their eyes.
So how about national day parade outing? I wanna go early so that we can go nearer to the place. And I wanna see the helicopter aviating above the water and get syg wet! So that I can provide you with tissue.(CHEY ROMANTIC PER???) Also, I have always wanted you to be by my side while the fireworks are being held. So that we both can stare with awe towards the display. (i think my english koyak ah). So firah-MORT, bring your wand tau. hehe....
So many plans... hehe...ok this paragraph is meant for a little kid. This kid is from Belgium. He is 3 years old. Yeah it's..............HUGO!!!!!
cute kan dier? Hehe. This was taken at Pasir Ris Interchange juz before the Harry Potek Movie. When Irra was late and we missed the movie by 10 mins =.= . Oh well, anyway, On 26/7/2009, at some Chai Chee seafood restaurant, he was playing with Hamza and then he fell and twisted his wrist. Yeah the part I always hated. Toddlers crying!!!!!! ALAMAK!!!!! I really hate it! That is why I dun wanna have children!! (kay bedek). Firah jgn sedih ok? (AIYO PIKIR APER? picit baru tau! hehehehe) Yeah he was sent to hospital last minute and we all give our "CEMAS" look. Until now I dunnoe about his condition yet. Insya-allah dier ok. Wallahuaklam.
hmm.....wat to blog about. OH YAR!!! Semalam very sad tau!!! I was doing my 10 year series until 10.30pm. Then I sembahyang isyak just after texting anati about their best friend RE-bonding again. Juz when I went to bed, I COULD NOT BREATHE..my adik was lyk sleeping, my mother was like in the toilet, and insyirah was sleeping oso......i ended up crawling in the dark room and beating my own chest. I could only take minute breaths and I cannot lie down. I lie down, more pain go to my chest. It felt lyk muscles aching at ure heart and lungs. Let's see here, from the point of the top of the rib cage centre part until the bottom of the ribcage. That is how much area the pain took up in my body. I could speak. All I did was to shiver as it was raining at night and the fan was lyk at number "3" and I duwan reduce the speed later my adik bangon. So I ended up saying prayers in my mind and went to sleep while crossing legs, not lying down. So i juz hugged my pillow and lean against the wall and went to sleep, miraculously. HAHA.....woke up lying on bed in the end...no more pain.....so yeah.....ok then I think I blogged enough oredi. Besok chemistry SPA skill 3 official one.
Ok bye!!! Firah I nak tukar skin tau. Ok I nak jumpe ure parents during ure school half day during nat'l day celebrations. TITIK!! haha.....OK BYE SAYANGKU!!!! ni I post your gambar.....u stoning... =p
together...............forever.................
{ 12:27 AM on '' }
Nak start topic eh syg? okok i tell u how....
FIRAH: ibu serious eh nak meet hafeez? IBU: aah FIRAH: klau ibu serious, lebih cepat agi boleh? nanti dpt kenal hafeez.. IBU: okla FIRAH: firah suroh kwn kite contact hafeez untok bilang dier ah. How abt lepas nat'l day celebrations kt skola? kn half day.. IBU: ok
HAHA macam paham gitu.....juz give it a shot ah. Ok i see if i can post longer nanti....
Monday, July 27, 2009
{ 6:39 AM on '' }
hey....gt nth much to write abt.juz wanna tell u tat me ngan hid dh okay.dh tkya risau agi :) btw,i rase i leh gi tengk fireworks klau u nk jgak.and u cant meet them on national day coz drng nk meet u on hari raya.and i dunnoe hw to bring up the topic klau u nk jumpe on national day since its nxt wk.so fast ley..so jumpe hari raye jelah eh syg.ok,bb. ily ^-^ tc of ureself.
Friday, July 24, 2009
{ 2:49 PM on 'PLZ STOP ALL OF THIS' }
Read everything below and I am nt angry btw throughout the post.
Fyi everyone, anati and me have been trying our best to help hidayah and firah. I think the oni solution is for firah to go to the chalet....kay i mean this trully in my heart...hidayah maafkan hafeez. klau tknk tkper lah tapi plz do me a favour. Plz be best friends with firah again coz I noe u dun even wan dis to last very long rite..i want this fucking thing to end. yes really really end. So yeah, plz dgn ikhlas, I want firah to go with u alrite? dun worry abt the shit camp it's free...tkya refund...so u gals just chiow from it....the most they can do is just phone ure hp and ask y u not coming...it's nt that important too....ok? i am not being sacarstic or using reverse phsycology or wdv thing...but plz i really mean this....take firah and enjoy at the chalet kay? l8r if u receive call from them reject ajer ah. So plz...anati wants u gals to just end this and be sisters again..and i want this to happen too....hidayah i wish that u are reading this....becoz if u are not..i'll be wasting 20 mins of my bedtime....yeah bedtime coz i woke up at 5.30am to do this post......plz let anati's effort dun go in vain....plz go for the chalet....plz have fun with her...take good care of her tau hidayah......klau nampak firah nangis pujuk ajer....klau nampak dier avoiding u...kejar ajer. Plz plz plz plz plz help firah...as a best friend....as a sister.....ok? and I dun think I cn escape from the shit camp coz iman and my kwn2 gi jugak...if i not coming, iman nanti maki aku....yes MAKI aku.....he's my best friend tau and he does that to me....i dun care ah this is nt my time aniwae....this is ures hidayah....oni u cn make this happen...be together with ati and firah again..........
Even if i am not going for the camp.....i would probably nt be invited for the party aniwae kn.....so i pegi ajer ah 4 the camp........bt tu pon i dun wanna come for the camp....i juz cabot ah (aper ni i bobal)....i dun mind my kwn feeling disappointed....lelaki slalu gitu.....maki2 dulu...nanti 1-2 hari dh baek2 semula......haizz...then 18-19november...wat to do....my mother would think i am goin for the camp but actually i wun be. Coz klau bilang i not going for the camp she marah pulak......coz she didn't allow me to sign up but i just did it.....to tell her i need to cancel my registration will juz make everything worse...so yeah....i think i just go around singapore ah and roam arnd lyk tourist...coz firah wun be going out after 17 november wat...mak dier tk kasi kluar everyday....so hidayah....ingat tau pesan hafeez....baek2 semula lah dgn firah....i really did not niat nk sakitkn hati korang....sumpah demi allah!!! so insya allah lah i hope bende ni boleh selesai....juz take care of firah tau.......ok bb.....firah jaga diri baek2 kt chalet tu kay? ily sooo much!!!
{ 4:11 AM on '' }
firah....i am not angry at u......i will never be angry at u...the oni reason why i nk gi camp tu is becoz i wanna see u tu ajer.....i am oways beside u....plz dun be mad at anati oso......i wanna kol u since dis morning tapi ati takot u angry at her.......i kesian u........ok then....hidayah....i am soooo sorrie kay....wadeva it is...tell me wat to do so that u will be satisfied......JUZ TELL AND I WILL DO WHAT U SAY......ok u nak gi chalet...ok then.....go and take firah and take good care of her ok? kay tu ajer i need to say....
{ 12:44 AM on '' }
today sux....really2 sux.hid i dint mean to do all tis...iam so sad wif the things u sed in class.wen u talked abt hw he pissed u off and stuffs.do u noe hw hurt i was evnthough i kept smiling ?i noe he had pissed u off bt at least dun say all those things in front of me.i do feel offended.do u lyk it if i talked lyk tat bout ure bf evn if u noe hes in fault?pls hidayah,iam nt tryin to say tat ure wrong or wat,bt i juz wan u to undrstnd my feelings.seriously uh,all tis things've been really gettin on my nerves.hw i wish tat bloody camp doesnt exist.and tis thing happened to me bfore and again i was the one whos stuck in the middle clueless of wat to do.lyk kim's case tat time,i was torn and dunnoe who to choose between u guys or her.and nw again.hidayah,for ure info i dun treat u lyk my fren bt rather my OWN sister and i really love u.and i agreed to go to the camp coz i felt bad.i made hym cried,i made hym angry,i made hym disappointed.and by going to the camp is the only way i cn redeem myself back for wat i've done.bt at the same time,i wanna be wif my sister for her bdae and i dunwan to make u sad on ure bdae.bt hw the heck cn i split myself into 2 and do all those things juz to make the two parties satisfied?iam juz a normal person,nt a superwomen.so pls undrstnd me.if u wan me to attend ure bdae chalet,den i cant go to the camp bt if i cancel it,hafeez will be the one mad at me.so u see wats my problem nw??both of u are EQUALLY impt to me and i mean it hid.i dint mean to disappoint u and stuff.pls tell me wat i shud do.nw is nt the time i think bout all tis crap.i shud be studying for 'o's.bt hw am i going to do tat wen i kp having all these problems? iam so heartbroken :'( and iam sad for ati too coz shes been the one whos helpin me all these while.she really doesnt wan us to fight and neither do i. i wan us to be happy sisters lyk bfore.and iam doing my best to kp tis friendship strong.hidayah,pls dun let our friendship turn sour juz bcoz of tis small lilttle matter which i dun tink is necessary for us to be fighting over it.pls3...and if u tink i've disappointed u,iam terribly sorie.i really am.bt u hav to tell me wat to do and i'll do it so tat evryone will be happy.haish,no one will undrstnd till they've gone thru tis bfore.it really hurt me to see u sad hid.i dunwan u to be sad.and i dunwan hafeez to be sad.OMG ! i dunnoe wat to do...somebody,pls come to my rescue!!!
I LOVE U HID AND I LOVE U HAFEEZ.tats all i cn say.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
{ 5:46 AM on 'I am sorry.' }
sorrie firah....i am soo sorrie.......I am so guilty....minta maaf kay? sorrie to hidayah and anati oso.........i am soo stupid........buatkn masalah ajer........nw I noe.....i oways been pulling u back and hurting u........ :'( bodoh bodoh bodoh hafeez!!! FEFWFWEFAAAAAAAHLUIQWGHWERILGUI LIOAHLRUIOLAWNBGU RIFUORHQ MOLGHM 3PGHdfwerfijewoifnl
buang masa.......sia sia ajer post......... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
she's dere for me...........................yeah................. (pfft) rosak rancangan.....
{ 2:29 AM on 'Racial Harmony Day' }
CELEBRATE RACIAL HARMONY DAY LYK DIS AH.....
{ 1:49 AM on 'Red Camp!!!' }
Yeah read the title.....anione wanna go for this FREE Ngee Ann Poly camp??? It's called the RED CAMP....it's from 17-19 november and FREE shuttle bus is provided, FREE food and FREE drinks.....and FREE...haha everything free free free....what to say? Singaporean what....until they must higlight the word "free"...
Firah nak gi camp ni tk? gonna be damn fun ya' noe? And it will be the alasan you can give to meet me....anyway there will not be a possibility that we will end up in the same group but I just wish that we will be...becoz last year they hosted around 4000 people.....so many sia....so just go to www.np.edu.sg/redcamp and sign up....spaces are really limited and you dun even have to worry about sleeping there becoz ure not gonna.....eh why am I lyk promoting this event??? hahaha but it is really gonna be damn fun according to last year's photo galleries and the programmes installed for us.....
Ok ok enuf talk about this...now is about firah.....hey jgn sad sad kat kelas cn? You have anati and hidayah, ure 2 best of frens....they will help to cheer u up k? I noe u tkle tahan nak jumpe but I am oso facing the same situation.....but what I do is that I will just help myself to be more occupied by listening to mp3, and just go out with kwn2 for a while.....revising? Nah...haha....
And if u wanna contact me rite? Dun contact lyk mlm2.....but u can sms me straight but dun use words lyk "b" or "syg"...I'm sure u noe what I mean rite.....so yeah....3 more f**king months....it would be the end of Os and oso our ANNIVERSARY.....
So remember that you are never alone.....talk to ure frens if u are having problems jgn nk diam2 ajr...coz it will not do u any gd...i am currently at iman's place...haha...every week go his house...lyk hotel sia.....kay lah I gtg now.....hopefully after prelims we go out ok? say...the 1 week september holiday??? But remember that we will be puasaING so cannot sentuh....I think....kay lah....must go now....I see if I can use computer at home....
Sign up tau for the red camp....plz eh coz i confirm signing up for it.....BYE!!!! I luv u so much and oni u!!!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
{ 5:27 AM on '' }
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
{ 1:15 AM on 'More merepek videos.....' }
Currently at iman's house....bored ah donna wat to type about...kay lah enjoy the tamil dance and my floating trick..... :)
Sunday, July 12, 2009
{ 5:26 AM on '' }
hi .. wah hafeez post panjang seyy.haha.umm,imy too.dh lamer tk tok.sedih lah kiter.i juz came back,havent finish my hmwk.i slack tis whole weekend wen mrs koh had oredi warn nt to slack.bt who the heck cares.iam damn tired sia..i gt nth to say oredi.my brain is soo tired.juz wanna post tis music vid.hafeez dngr tau kay..lagu die sedap.
Friday, July 10, 2009
{ 3:51 AM on 'Alot of things to talk about...so little time...' }
Alot of things in my head but lazy to talk about them.....first thing first......
I MISS SYAFIRAH!!!!!
The person on the left is the person I love the most and the girl I will never forgive myself if I hurt her or even have the intention of doing so....she is there for me whenever I need her.....wanting to share my tears....my pain....and my joy.........I am sooo grateful I met you last year and I will never forget the times you jumped with joy as Hafeez has aided u to solve many of life's shit problems........whatever it is, you will always appear in my mind and I will always be texting your friends if I really cannot take it anymore......please firah.....please be hold my hand and walk with me along the floors of marina, vivo, orchard and also the one I am looking forward to, chinese garden.......I may be sick, but my love for you shall never give in for other girls...coz you are my one and only........my biggest present in life......if you have read this, please smile for me.....coz even if I can't see it, I can still feel it in my heart...and that is already enough for me.......
ISSSH!!! geram sey!!!! Tkper ah next time boleh jumpe...anyway....my brother, Muhammad Haiqal Bin Salim.......has no longer brown rebonded hairbut all he has now is A SHAVED head!!!! Haha he is on NS starting from today, 10/7/2009...which is also my 10 MONTH with my dearest beloved sweetest SYAFIRAH!!!!!! HEHE....anyway, yesterday my school had HAIR FOR HOPE.....which means those who wanna help in increasing cancer awareness will get to have thier heads SHAVED BALD...yes BALD...B-A-L-D.....so yeah, hafeez ni vain sangat and he doesn't there to shave botak..nanti firah ketawer kan....hahahaha.....
Anyway my cousins from belgium came to Singapore in lyk last week.....so yeah, outing outing outing......BUT......no firah.......FFUUUCCKKK!!!!! pissed off sia......biler masanyer kite boleh together arh?!?!?! nvm......ok tukar subject, last week I had school carnival and my class in charge of the game called BUNGEE....yeah lyk the ones in clarke quay but much more safer.......anyway I am posting videos as well.......2 are my frends iman and taha....doing the bungee.......2 are the videos of my pak cik disturbing my younger cousin.......
Wanna noe how he disturb??? imagine this....small boy playing gameboy.....suddenly grabbed by a 49 year old guy....tightly.....at first it seems ok...but after 2 mins.....still ok......5 mins.......dah start problem.......8 mins....irritating........10 mins.......desperate to let go.......15 mins....CRY.....go see the videos.........but sorrie bungee jump videos u all must tilt ure head.......thats all.....have fun...firah........i love you soo much......and i finally met syazwan in the chalet......yeah...the one i went to 3 DAYS STRAIGHT........and the place where my cousin cried kena kacau by my uncle.............and i wanna add this video oso......a prank call from VERNON.....trying to exploit an auntie's english....watch it i tell u!!!!! u should noe which one anyway....turn the speakers on for that video.......ok now i gtg.....firah firah!!!!!! ARGH!!!! Dah cannot tahan animore......must meet me............not fair sia...i enjoy enjoy enjoy tapi u tak enjoy....rosak everything.......
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
{ 6:16 AM on '' }
hey ppl !!!!!!
amacam??? dh lamer tk blog lah sey. hahah. nw den iam free. kind of ler .. i just finished doin my fnn coursework part B,the experiment i mean. so stoopid. part A tk cukup per ... nk kasi part B agi. klau senang tkper jugak,aku uat nyawa leh pendek sey.pfft .. yeah,bt i feel so relieved that i've done it. DAMN tat fish fillet.it doesnt work wen i used it for my experiment so i changed my food.bloody hell,waste my parent's money oni..haha.actually i havent finish doing all my school work bt i'll juz make time to blog for my sweeeet readers.coz i noe u guys miss me mah .. heheh ;) juz received news bout oral juz nw...and it was difficult according to ati.wah,i scared sey.hrp2 the qn sng eh.bdk2 yg amek oral smlm btol2 lucky.soalan sng nk mampos.so nt the fair -_-' bt mine is on fri.still have time to prepare myself. nw i dunnoe wat to tok bout. ohyeah,btw my parents and me are ok nw. i feel much more better. cn study and dont nd to think bout it animore.pheew .. and 1 more thing bfore i go. i really really really really really really really miss hafeez :( haishhh... long time nvr meet eh. stoopid larh. btw hafeez,iam sry coz u cant meet me juz bcoz i made a really damn stupid mistake. mintok ampon bnyk2 :) haha. ok ler, i gtg nw . tata! mmuahh! ily hafeez :)
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