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Sunday, April 12, 2009
{ 3:24 AM on '' } My Post for My Dearest Firah <3 Today marks the 6 month and 2nd day of us being together. Haha I don't even know why I am still counting the days haha but hey, it's worth counting. Well, first and foremost I wanna recall our first time chatting with each other. I am so goddamn thankful I made that "HELLO :)" post on friendster because if I had not done that, I will miss out all the laughs, all the hugs, and all the kisses and fun WE shared. I remembered my talk with fiona about this girl name FIRAH. Wow I am seriously laughing at how DOPEY I was when I kept asking fiona about u, u, u, and only you..... I don't know man. When I saw ure first picture on friendster, some thoughts were going through my head, maybe a sign? I don't know. Usually I will juz scan and look at some random guy/gal profile on friendster but when I saw ures, I knew you were different. I gave you that "HELLO=)" comment and look where we are now. We are together, 6 month 2 days. Maybe fate brought us together? Well, maybe. I know I have friends whose relationships have lasted for more than 2 years. My cousin for example. I was so shocked and of course, JEALOUS but hey, NO WAY I am gonna feel bad about myself or anithing. Why should I? HAHA!! I am recalling our first day out. That was the time we did not stead and I brought Johnson along with me to watch THE DARK KNIGHT. That movie was awesome but the best part was, I KEPT LOOKING AT MY LEFT becoz my eyes couldn't stop looking at you! I know we were not steady back then but I had loved u from the start. Fiona figured it out hahaks. Pandai budak tu. Anyway I remembered the time I was late for the batman movie. You saw me and you were pissed. I did not want to talk about it at that time coz I was afraid you would shout at me or something. I know that is lyk "so-not-firah". RECALLS RECALLS RECALLS.....2nd time we went out , I did not talk to you coz I was too shy and was not used going out with you. As a result, Syafiqah ended up scolding me in front of you and I made you cry during ure journey back home. I still remembered those hurting moments becoz it was my fault I made u cry, my fault becoz I did not know how to take care of you, and worst part was....we had just stead for a week and I had already broken ure heart.... All the past.....all those misery.....I knew even if I try to bury them in my head, they keep popping out. Whether I like it or not, it will stay as a memory.....including that time you did not reply my msg because of the fitnah I tuduh you of doing. I'm sure you would remember this because it was the night I did not sleep because I waited and waited and waited for ure msg. Until I got sick that is. Really made you sad... Sampai you showed your temper to me, leaving me speechless... But the thing is, I did not post this to make you sad, demoralised, regret of whatever things you would wish not to have done, or even depressed. BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO TELL YOU IS THAT THIS THINGS WILL NOT REPEAT ITSELF........ It's the past, yes it is, but that does not mean you can forget it. U can't actually, WE can't. But the truth is, kite pakai ni as a learning experience. Remember the Hafeez that is always pissed off and showed his temper and attitude to you? Remember? I read the past year posts about how you really felt when I was lyk that. I noe I am wrong and I am guilty about it. But instead of being sad about it, we MOVE ON rite? We can't forget the past but we can CHANGE the future. I have already stopped being angry and soo pathetic. I made you laughed yesterday, I made you smile, giggle, and we joked around non-stop. Firah, if I see your smile, all my worries will disintegrate, all my negative thoughts will be GONE. Because what is in my head is the girl I wanna spend my whole life with. The girl which I will not forgive myself if I fail to protect her, to be dere for her, to comfort her, to cheer her up and to make her SMILE.... Firah and my only Firah, even though you have enemies in class, fears, doubts and problems, you will always have ME, ure one and truly beloved HAFEEZ....I dun care wat ppl say to you about me. I really dun care because all that matters is you. Now the only thing that awaits is our parents to acknowledge our relationship. So that when I go out next time, I'll be lyk "MAK NAK GI KLUAR NGAN FIRAH" and she'll be lyk "OK JGN BALEK LAMBAT. KIRIM SALAM KAT MAK FIRAH OK"....wouldn't that be great? I dun have to lie animore, I dun have to hide my phone animore, delete my msges even... HAHA...what a pleasant and funny thought.. Well , this post ends here, but our relationship will NEVER end. Coz even when there was an incident which you thought I wanted to leave you just lyk that, P.S. that will NEVER happen..... Anyway just to let you noe I am sorry for koling you GEMS and making fun of you because i love you just as you are. You are my only firah whom I love aloooot! I dun think the amount of gifts, the amount of hugs and kisses can explain my love to you..Love is not complicated.It just needs you to sit down quietly and figure it out. I am saving my money so that I can blanja you to THE SINGAPORE FLYER! haha! Well I've been listening to this song HERE WITHOUT YOU by THREE DOORS DOWN because it suits the mood I am in. Ironically, I didn't get bored of the song even though I set it on REPEAT and it played itself lyk 30+ times......... Firah i love you sooo much and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I noe I had repeated this earlier in my post but donno, dun care! HEHE.....You are the agent of happiness to me and I am so grateful that I met you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I LOVE YOU FIRAH!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! i have to go now sayang! i will be posting more soon!! ~$Hafreeze$~ |
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