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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
{ 2:28 AM on 'A Message.....' }
I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask for
then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks,
and die on your lips You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you,
but the way that I look into your eyes,
the way I smile when you pass by,
and the way that my
heart feels when you are near...
all speaks of what best
describes the love that I feel. True love is,
when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again. There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for the
first and second thing to happen at the same time...
If I count how many times
you've crossed my mind in my entire life,
I'd be lying if I said it was too many cause
you only crossed my mind once, why?
You never left... I never loved you more cause
I never loved you less,
I dont love you now coz
I will love you always,
I dont just love you coz
I love you more than
"I love you" can say...
Syafirah I luv You.......
~$Hafreeze$~
Monday, April 27, 2009
{ 2:15 AM on '' }
halo halo halo !
heheh...
today skool so fun lah shey ! hah.sarah,kau ajar aku cmner nk ckp cm minah kn ? i mean on last fri. apr jer ... yeah,so wat happened in skool juz nw ? me,sarah,hid,ikah,ati and sof discussed bout the nxt vid we're gonna do after mye . DAMN ! it was soo funi and iam gonna take the role of the PONTIANAK again !! baek uhh..uhhh uhhh. haha. 'THE RETURN OF THE PONTIANAK' tats gonna be our title for the vid. i think . den tat sarah gonna be the uztazah and shes going to destroy me . bodoh kau ! hah..and sarah muz wear the tudung..haha,mesti mcm makcik2 nyr .. den polo(hid's cat) is going to be my bby..nd to wrap hym in a batik and iam gonna sit on a chair and buai hym .. heheh..and mampos aku..muke kene kerje ngan drng .. guarantee muker kene letak bnyk powder den mate letak eyeliner tebel maha tebal punyr! ok, sofia will take the role of a women who encountered it and shes going to do story telling lah . lyk incredible tales oso .
ummm..hid bcome the mother of a child and iam gonna snatch her bby awy .. biase ah,pontianak per ...and they're gonna feed me with worms.. the GUMMY worms !
umm, ikah and anati i dunnoe wat role their going to take. haha! cant wait tlah . mesti bnyk bloopers. den after we take, sarah will post it on her blog.. ahh,tngk ah krng puas2. and juz nw during recess, sarah made me laugh lyk hell ah ! kurang ajr btol! and wen i was drinking from the water cooler, sarah went to me and kept laughing and i ter-spit all the water from my mouth . walao .. embarassed sey .. juz hope no one sees. bt den mny ppl was behind me ! confirm they see ! and u were so disgusting . since wen ikah ate manananggal's meat ??? wth. haha..cnt tahan ah. evyone oredi went to put their plates bt me and sarah was still sitting on the bench laughing lyk shit ! and since i was playin the role of tat thing,i showed them hw i 'float'. nmpk sah bedek la. spr percaye die belo ! haha,u noe who teach me hw to float? hafeez lah .. and they kept laughing and laughing aftr seeing it . nt funi lah gilerss! heh.i noe it looks lyk shit wen i did it . haha!
ok,during assembly, there was a performance on chinese opera . wtf, from the name cn noe its boring laa. dun nd to see oso noe. i dun evn undrstnd a single thing and it was a total ... SHIT! haiyaa...why they go perform in sec sch ? no brain ahh? who the heck would be interested in such stuff ? haha..siow . den so long some more! wah ...tkle angkat beb! so wen it ended, all of us gave a thunderous applause nt bcoz we liked it bt ... we're GLAD it ended....
haha..tats all laa .
nd to study oredi . bye readers :)
{ 1:48 AM on '' }
THINKING OF YOU...... :'(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
{ 12:36 AM on 'Hafeez's post' }
Good day everybody!
Alright, today school was okay. Firstly, we had a very long assembly because the principal wanted to make so many announcements early in the morning. HAISSH. Then we had a haircheck (how i really hated it) and the check is going to resume tomorrow. Yes....RESUME. My school is so stupid to have a full haircheck on 2 consecutive days. Man do they really want to shave all our hair bald? And the barber, FUCK U. You cannot cut properly and want to charge the students?? Hello, you say we can't be demanding and have to get a STANDARD hairstyle? Let me tell you this, who are the one possessing the money? You? Or the students? Stupid shit HAHA! As for the auntie who is some cock head woman, you stood right in front of the student for what? You think he is gonna escape? Think of it for yourself, they just had the ugliest haircut in their life and with all those misery which they are suffering, you want to add on to it by standing in front of them and giving them your cock-look? Please. Ok that is enough. I didn't get caught this time because I did my turn last 2 weeks. HAHA. Still possess the stains! HAA! Alright, I am gonna call firah soon. Anyway, I am looking forward for RIZKIN'S birthday party. Chalet again! Whoo!!!! Cousins shall reunite! HAHA macam paham. Anyway can't wait for cousin's outing on 2th JUNE 2009. I noe it's a long time but HACK! haha... MOOD CHANGE
This paragraph is for this guy name BOI MASAM. So if you're not that person, then DON'T READ. Anyway, let me tell you something, read my tags I have given to you. If you have done so, good. Do you know who you remind me of? You actually remind me of those losers and loners who HAVE NO LIFE. That is one thing because you have nothing to do except giving your sickening and irritating tags. You have no friends. Sampai kener kacau orang yang tak bersalah. Hello, your mind is full of shit. What you say? Hafeez go hotel with firah? Hello. I respect her and I will never do such thing and you obviously watch pornography, which i seriously thing is a waste of time. Your otak YELLOWPAGE and I can't help you with that. Most perverted people I know are the ones who have no life. TRUE. At home their dicks get all itchy and they go to all sorts of websites. Instead, you could have gone out with frens or something rather then ruining people's life, tagging and HOPING firah will get upset. Hello, mission fail bodoh! haha..... Thank you for those who have supported firah, that includes you KIM. And BOI MASAM, if you are gonna keep up this shit, you are seriously full of shit though. Correct rite? You full of shit so you have to throw some at firah coz you have reached the maximum shit capacity...hmph asshole go and die better. Haha....and what poser all? What is your intention of saying poser? You think you know so much?? People say "poser" because they THINK that they are so experienced hence looking down at others. True right, it's logic. Skater-pose= someone who tries to act pro in skating, Smart-pose= someone who acts smart but is really stupid. So what pose are you trying to instill at firah?? Take your time to think, IF you can think. I give you time to think ah...take your time....FOREVER.......haha stupid shit...failure in life, dirt in society, leftover HAHA......so many words I can think of but I have things to do, far more better than the things YOU do...ok I have said enough. MOOD CHANGE
I am feeling very worried and sad. Yesterday I went home after malay paper. Iman and Nelson went to smoke at Ocean Park. In the past, I have always persuaded Iman not to smoke because there are so much things to do in life which are far more better than smoking. Despite all the health warnings, he still insisted on smoking. I say that he is MENTALLY CHALLENGED. Who knows? Anyway I wanted him to go out with me yesterday but he refused, saying that SMOKING IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN GOING OUT. Ok........I wanted to change him but to no avail. What happen yesterday? Nelson asked him to go smoke in the toilet, SAYING THAT IT IS SAFE. Then some Ocean Park guy went inside and scolded them. Their names were taken down and ez-link cards were taken as well. Today, their names were called out during school and they had to see the principal. HAIYA. Iman told me his mum canes him severely every time he did something wrong. Until now, I am still waiting to know what will happen to them.....will they receive a probation? expelled? suspended? caned? so sad.......I knew I should have stopped Iman but it's too late now. He'll probably get sacked from the prefectorial board. Should I feel bad? guilty? sad? I am worried about him. He's my good friend. I should have stopped him yesterday. BODOH ah hafeez.........I should have pull him to me when I had the chance...........now it's too late. Firah, what should I do now? Kawan kiter tengah suffer ni. I nak tolong dier. Plz firah tolong hafeez.......it ends here for now. ~$Hafreeze$~
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
{ 7:19 AM on '' }
iam seriously torn . :'(
i HATE evrythg tats happening nw . seriously hate it.
i feel so confused.
i feel so helpless.
i feel so bad.
i feel so stupid.
juz put myself in ure shoes,hw would u feel ? (for those who noes wats happening)
i'll think bout wat u said sarah .
aku akn sabar.
thnk u very much.
and bby, thx for ure advice . i noe u donnoe bout all of tis bt seriously thx for helpin me out and making me feel good . and i love ure jokes.
my tummy hurts from all tat laughter and its all bcoz of u .
see hw special u are...
u cn change the way i feel by making all those jokes and i appreciated it alot.
thx .. :)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
{ 4:58 AM on '' }
bubu ...
:D
heyyya! just nw..i mean in the morning i was soooo bored ... until i receive a call frm hafeez .
haha..bt i ended up gettin scolded by dad coz i locked myself in the room .why? coz i was toking to hym !! pfft . haha.
haiyaa... bt dad dint noe who i was toking to . blueekk ! :p (*evil smile*) heheh
umm..den after breakfast, me and fam went jln2 ...
we went orchard,bugis and cswy pt .
soo gerek ! haha...coz my dad's mouth cant shut ! he kp making stoopid jokes and toking crap.
and at bugis,we saw tis sale of undies for men larh and he asked my bro to buy coz hys undies was oredi lyk roti canai...haha. crazy man!
den still gt somemore lah .. cant rmbr
ohya,we went to tis place beside bugis street and we saw tis down syndrome guy who was singing.
and u noe wat ? dad asked me to marry hym . wth? random sia .. ahha.
and my bro said if i marry hym, he cn sing for me the whole day .
and wen we were looking at some bags, mom told me tat he was standing beside me and i quickly avoided hym and stand beside my mom . wah... so scared leyh .
luckily he wasnt the type who lyk to touch2 .. u noe wat i mean lah.
eeeyer .. haha, i like tis shopping cntr .. its 'iluma' i tink.
nice leyh .. nxt time wanna go there with syg. its new there and theres still a few shops yet to open.
oklah ... wanna watch tv and study if theres time .
tata readers .
and bby,thx for the post u did :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
{ 6:02 AM on 'SPECIALLY MADE FOR YOU........' }
The title says it all, specially made for you....My one true love.
I am looking forward for our next date. Syafirah, I cannot wait to hold ure hands again, because they are so smooth that I don't wanna let it go every time we have to say "Goodbye." at the train station. I really hate that moment. How I usually wished I was Hiro Nakamura, able to stop time and go back to the past, because if I had been able to do so, I would have probably undo all the mistakes, insulting jokes and the painful memories I did to you. I would have given a rose to you when I made you scold me because I made fun of ure stomach. Yes, it's a small thing. But we usually get carried away because of small matters....Well, Hafeez will try to learn from his mistake and I will promise you, I will make you happy and laugh every time I make a phone call, I want to see you enjoy ureself, I wanna see you jump with joy, and most of all, keep that wonderful smile on ure face.....
AN INEXPENSIVE WAY OF BEAUTY IS BY GIVING A SMILE......
Syafirah, you are really a wonderful girl, I admire everything about you but I had a feeling that at times I had been holding you back, I am not strong enough, I am not capable of cheering you up. But I had become stronger now, I remembered I managed to solve ure fnn assignment O level thingy where you have to email it to the teacher but you did not have the time and your computer was being a shithole..yes, a Shithole. But when you cry, Hafeez will be the one wipping those tears away, I will be the one reducing ure sobs, because I will never forgive myself if I fail to do so, and worst still, if I am at fault. Firah, I am sorry for all the past rude, cruel things I have said to you and if there was anytime I had broken your heart, I AM VERY SORRY for all the things I had done, I have changed. Indeed I have, because I want to make you strong emotionally.
I want you to be strong, I don't want you to cry animore, face your fears, your problems head on. When there is a brick wall, it is not dere to stop you in your tracks, it shows you HOW BADLY YOU WANT SOMETHING. So if I cannot meet you frequently and you have probably missed me, as how I am missing you right now, that is an example of a brick wall. A cabaran we both must face. It shows us how deeply we want each other. But that is life, things don't go as how you want it to be.
Sorry for the time I did not layan you because I was carried away when I was talking with Syed. But note this, I will not do those things again, because everything has CONSEQUENCES. U are everything to me and you are the most important person to me aside my parents and family.
I don't know what I would do without you. You have always been there for me, when I had no appetite to eat because of BIOLOGY stress, you cheered me up and convince me to eat. You are always there to hear my problems. Thank you firah. Thank you for appearing in my life. You showed me that life is wonderful, you are wonderful....
~$ HAFREEZE LOVES SYAFIRAH $~Well, that is all, don't wanna make it too long haha!! I hope I will see you again soon.. I really really love you alot ... Hafeez sayaaaaaaaaaang firah!!!! Ok my savings baru 10 dollars sayang. Lagi 70 dollars boleh pegi flyer...... I have to go now because I need to sleep soon. BYE!!!
~$Hafreeze$~
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
{ 6:12 AM on '' }
BOO !
currently teaching tis cutie younger brother of mine math and listening to halo by beyonce. dint lyk tat song bfore bt find it nice after listening to it many times. so troublesome lah tis boyy. haha..nvm still love hym . den after tis he must be my slave coz i help hym oredi mahh . ahahaha. hmm ... actually iam missing syg soo much larh . he's so nice to me . nt oni nw lah bt each and evryday . lucky nyr kiter dpt hafeez.. kn kn? haha .. jgn kembang :P nolah, juz kidding . and u , i loike ure post alot ! hehe.... so shweet. go post and post and post for me . i nk bace ... byeeeee......... nite nite hubby . muacks :D
Sunday, April 12, 2009
{ 3:24 AM on '' }
My Post for My Dearest Firah <3
Today marks the 6 month and 2nd day of us being together. Haha I don't even know why I am still counting the days haha but hey, it's worth counting. Well, first and foremost I wanna recall our first time chatting with each other. I am so goddamn thankful I made that "HELLO :)" post on friendster because if I had not done that, I will miss out all the laughs, all the hugs, and all the kisses and fun WE shared. I remembered my talk with fiona about this girl name FIRAH. Wow I am seriously laughing at how DOPEY I was when I kept asking fiona about u, u, u, and only you.....
I don't know man. When I saw ure first picture on friendster, some thoughts were going through my head, maybe a sign? I don't know. Usually I will juz scan and look at some random guy/gal profile on friendster but when I saw ures, I knew you were different. I gave you that "HELLO=)" comment and look where we are now. We are together, 6 month 2 days. Maybe fate brought us together? Well, maybe. I know I have friends whose relationships have lasted for more than 2 years. My cousin for example. I was so shocked and of course, JEALOUS but hey, NO WAY I am gonna feel bad about myself or anithing. Why should I? HAHA!!
I am recalling our first day out. That was the time we did not stead and I brought Johnson along with me to watch THE DARK KNIGHT. That movie was awesome but the best part was, I KEPT LOOKING AT MY LEFT becoz my eyes couldn't stop looking at you! I know we were not steady back then but I had loved u from the start. Fiona figured it out hahaks. Pandai budak tu. Anyway I remembered the time I was late for the batman movie. You saw me and you were pissed. I did not want to talk about it at that time coz I was afraid you would shout at me or something. I know that is lyk "so-not-firah".
RECALLS RECALLS RECALLS.....2nd time we went out , I did not talk to you coz I was too shy and was not used going out with you. As a result, Syafiqah ended up scolding me in front of you and I made you cry during ure journey back home. I still remembered those hurting moments becoz it was my fault I made u cry, my fault becoz I did not know how to take care of you, and worst part was....we had just stead for a week and I had already broken ure heart....
All the past.....all those misery.....I knew even if I try to bury them in my head, they keep popping out. Whether I like it or not, it will stay as a memory.....including that time you did not reply my msg because of the fitnah I tuduh you of doing. I'm sure you would remember this because it was the night I did not sleep because I waited and waited and waited for ure msg. Until I got sick that is. Really made you sad...
Sampai you showed your temper to me, leaving me speechless...
But the thing is, I did not post this to make you sad, demoralised, regret of whatever things you would wish not to have done, or even depressed. BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO TELL YOU IS THAT THIS THINGS WILL NOT REPEAT ITSELF........
It's the past, yes it is, but that does not mean you can forget it. U can't actually, WE can't. But the truth is, kite pakai ni as a learning experience. Remember the Hafeez that is always pissed off and showed his temper and attitude to you? Remember? I read the past year posts about how you really felt when I was lyk that. I noe I am wrong and I am guilty about it. But instead of being sad about it, we MOVE ON rite? We can't forget the past but we can CHANGE the future.
I have already stopped being angry and soo pathetic. I made you laughed yesterday, I made you smile, giggle, and we joked around non-stop. Firah, if I see your smile, all my worries will disintegrate, all my negative thoughts will be GONE. Because what is in my head is the girl I wanna spend my whole life with. The girl which I will not forgive myself if I fail to protect her, to be dere for her, to comfort her, to cheer her up and to make her SMILE....
Firah and my only Firah, even though you have enemies in class, fears, doubts and problems, you will always have ME, ure one and truly beloved HAFEEZ....I dun care wat ppl say to you about me. I really dun care because all that matters is you.
Now the only thing that awaits is our parents to acknowledge our relationship. So that when I go out next time, I'll be lyk "MAK NAK GI KLUAR NGAN FIRAH" and she'll be lyk "OK JGN BALEK LAMBAT. KIRIM SALAM KAT MAK FIRAH OK"....wouldn't that be great? I dun have to lie animore, I dun have to hide my phone animore, delete my msges even...
HAHA...what a pleasant and funny thought.. Well , this post ends here, but our relationship will NEVER end. Coz even when there was an incident which you thought I wanted to leave you just lyk that, P.S. that will NEVER happen..... Anyway just to let you noe I am sorry for koling you GEMS and making fun of you because i love you just as you are. You are my only firah whom I love aloooot! I dun think the amount of gifts, the amount of hugs and kisses can explain my love to you..Love is not complicated.It just needs you to sit down quietly and figure it out. I am saving my money so that I can blanja you to THE SINGAPORE FLYER! haha! Well I've been listening to this song HERE WITHOUT YOU by THREE DOORS DOWN because it suits the mood I am in. Ironically, I didn't get bored of the song even though I set it on REPEAT and it played itself lyk 30+ times.........
Firah i love you sooo much and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I noe I had repeated this earlier in my post but donno, dun care! HEHE.....You are the agent of happiness to me and I am so grateful that I met you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I LOVE YOU FIRAH!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
i have to go now sayang! i will be posting more soon!!
~$Hafreeze$~
Friday, April 10, 2009
{ 6:03 AM on '' }
bby,i love euu very much :)
haaha..hpy 6 mnth btw.
muacks.
{ 6:02 AM on '' }
favourites ..
hhaha..nth to post actually.
dang.
{ 6:01 AM on '' }
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
{ 6:30 AM on '' }
yay !
went home with kimmy today..
haha..dh lamer tk balek ngan dier laa.
miss the old days.
den we came across the place whr she and her bf broke up...sry to have gone to tat place darling.
bt we kept laughing and laughing wen we saw tis kid who sit on a pokok and played see saw with it.hah. wth . me and kim laugh rabak2 kt situ jugak. buat malu jer..
ohya,i really hate tis stoopid ah lian who sengajer langgar my tngn den she go maki me .
huh? lyk wth....apr jer. langgar punyr lah kuat.
abe nk maki org nabei.
mepek...haizzz...one by one make me angry.
damn lah .
bt hafeez jugak make me happy. :)
as usual lah. tats y i love hym .
hys my sunshine . haha...
{ 6:24 AM on '' }
Monday, April 6, 2009
{ 5:07 AM on '' }
i nt sure ah .
tis fri is my dad's bdae and i dunnoe whether iam going out .
bt i really want to go out with euu ...
nvm..i ' ll think of smthg.
umm...confirm with u on thurs.
bye :)
{ 12:35 AM on '' }
Hafeez got sent to the front for not wearing tie fast and BUSILY toking. Now Mr.Wong calls me INDEX NO. ZERO!!!! hahahahahahaha.........everybody laugh at me sia KANENA!!
If feel that Sean Tan is a complete asshole ah. We had a mini arguement ah. MINI wan. It's becoz he took my sit. I noe VERY CHILDISH. But i dun noe why i got into that arguement ah and his face is LYK SHITrandom so yeah. Well, it was after recess then i wanted to sit at my place. Here's the thing, this is the order of arrangement of my row from the front: Me,Brandon Lim, the cockhead Sean Tan.
Beginning of school it was Brandon Lim and me who changed place and I sat at Brandon Lim original place lah. So now it's Brandon Lim, Me and the cockhead Sean Tan. Then after recess he juz sat my place. Saying that OOHH I'VE BEEN SITTING BEHIND BRANDON LIM ALL THE WHILE........he was sitting at my place ah and he want me to go to the back lyk some loner cibai......LYK HELL NO!!! then some more his PE attire at his ORIGINAL PLACE behind him coz he sitting at my place now. SO I SAID....."then why ure PE attire there?" he took it and he say "WHERE?"...with the blur look...really fuck up right?
So nvm ah i go sit at the other empty sit which was not at the back but beside some frens of mine.....but sooner or later i realised that sitting at my CURRENT sit is DAMN FUN AH!!!! coz got IMAN, my bro in 4E1, got NELSON,guy who I disturb and disturb WITH, SIDDIQ, guy who always sleep in class and tok about horny stuff, ENG HOW, smelly skunk in 4E1, SYED who is not too near but still close enough to hear my voice and last and the least, NAHVIEEN who SPASM alot!!! haha shiok sia so i wondered WHY DIDN'T I SAT AT THE SIT FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS????? haha......and i tengokkan Sean Tan being a loner..I'm serious......he laugh and bounce at the same time, his eyes lyk SEPET with the huge degrees specs.
He really damn extra ah whenever i see brandon lim, hakim, and albert tok......Sean Tan will be at the background. He's not cool lah....THE TRUTH IS, HE JUZ WANTS TO FIT IN......pfft.. HAHA anyway i remembered when albert said that when......ehem..........girls...........get very.........ehem..........they will *splat* and *squirt*......SO SICK ah but that is albert mah.......someone told me he watches gay porn which i SERIOUSLY dun believe!!!!
OKOK...change subject. Firah....Friday confirm with me here ok ? I wan to go solat jumaat with u at the mosque in Orchard. I think it's AL-FALAH. After that we will see monkeys kay?
We jumpe at ORCHARD MRT AT.......12.30pm? Can? if cannot plz tell me here. THX i love u soo much.........
~$hafreeze$~
Sunday, April 5, 2009
{ 1:41 AM on '' }
WITH LOVE AND SUPPORT,I WILL BOUNCE BACK :)
nth in tis world is impossible. i noe all tis will end sooner or later. bad things wont go on
forevr rite?....really LOVE all those peeps and my hafeez who have been supporting me all these while.thx guys . dunnoe wat the hell iam gonna do without all of you . well,some ppl juz dont see the good side of me..all they see is the 'cruel,stoopid shit,arrogant' firah . theres nth i cn do bout tat.its up to u to decide. and i dun care if u have tat kind of perception bout me. u dont run my life.
bt watevr it is , i hope evrything will change bfore all of us graduate.dun wanna leave with bad memories .
and hafeez , sry if i nvr on9 lately. nt bcoz iam bz bt iam doing some self reflection.
hmmm...iam nt in the mood to on9. evn if i on9 , ure nt there.so wats the point? nvm..it really sux to go through days without toking to euu. really had me starin' into space .
ok,wanna tok bout ystrdy. my family went out to mustafa cntr at 11 plus and dad pick us up with hys comfort taxi and drove us there. bt smthg really funny happen ... while waiting for dad to arrive, we saw this couple french kissing , hugging and god noes wat the hell they do after tat(dun bother) at the side of the road. haha.wen mom saw,she kp shouting 'oii oii !' many times and god , i was so embarassed.. haha.den my bro was lyk 'okla mom,stop it.suke hati dorang ah,dun shout2' . mins later,dad came and my mom ask hym to drive us there where the couple was and my mom did another round of shouting . tis time the vulgar words all come out . "oiii ! oii! sencingping ah ! kanina lah lu !! " and we all started laughing . haha, mom was lyk some minah gangster. haha...den she sed tat there were a few taxi drivers beside the couple and looking at wat they were doing. soo gatal. den dad said tat the taxi drivers go pay the couple to do free show..hah! apr jerr..we arrived at abt 12 plus i guess and went to eat.
den go shop3...ohya, at the shopping cntr i saw tis long skirt and i thought it was a tube or smthg and i go try it on myself.and evrybody was laughing at me. haha! i dint noe it was a skirt lah dey ! looks like a tube to me.. wah, i was damn embarrassed . there were cute and huge teddys at mustafa ! ahhh...i loike ! haha..den we had to go back coz it was already late..abt 2 plus lyk tat. wen we reach home, i had a quick bath and went to sleep with my winnie the pooh :)
ok,tats all..
byes...
Saturday, April 4, 2009
{ 9:56 PM on 'Plz post firah!!!!' }
Omg firah...i miss you soo much sia!!! So long we never even hear from each other.....i miss our phonecalls. i miss our dates. Nvm we are still seeing each other soon kay...anyway hope to see u on9, it's so sad that whenever i go on9, i dun see u there but whenever u are on9, i would have probably turn off my computer...haizz.......well, things dun go as u planned it to be...it's life.
Well, during madrasah it was SOO cold as there was 2 airconditioners with coldness temperature of 22 degrees celsius.....DAMN I BROUGHT MY JACKET but still cold...=.=
Anyway the only fun part was during uztaz Azman's lesson, surely had fun!
Then Irshad and I were lyk talking about several things.....one of it was FATE and DESTINY.
He told me he didn't believe in destiny and fate and I feel that he is right. DESTINY to me does NOT exist. If u were born on earth with a "destiny", why live? If u are destined to be a robber, rapist, murderer.....u would probably feel bad for ureself throughout ure life....then why taubat? why pray? u are destined to be a bad person why solat? u noe ure place in the afterlife what.....and finally why got Malaikat write about ure doings on Earth when u are given a DESTINY? why why why?? To me, i dun think it goes that way....
.....But what I told Irshad about my definition of "Destiny" made him nod his head in agreement.
Simply what I believe is that when the day a person is born, his destiny is like a blank piece of paper. He possess the pen and he will choose what to write on that piece of paper.....similarly, I believe that there is NO SUCH THING AS DESTINY. People make their own future and destiny. The day u are born will be the day God gives u different paths and goals in life...MANY MANY MANY....it is up to U to decide which door u will open, which path to choose......
So if those of u who say that it is impossible to get As for ure subjects, URE WRONG....it is up to u to CHOOSE wether u wan ure As or not.....it juz takes PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE.........and those of u who have done cruel things in the past. REMEMBER, the past does not equal to the future, u can still change and make a difference. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE......there is still time, i have read several blogs and their owners were lyk blogging about how depressed they are becoz of the upcoming MT O LEVELS which is 2 months from now........there is still time, WORK HARD AND SCORE if u have been failing it does not mean that u will fail this time round...U MAKE URE OWN DESTINY ppl.......and plz, SPAMMERS.....plz look at ureself. What have u all been doing? aren't u worried about ure future?Plz plz plz spend ure spamming time revising rather than proving others that u are more superior than them......plz plz plz do not disturb firah again......
And this is a kind favour i wanna ask u readers.....if u have the time, take out a piece of paper and list down 100 GOALS U WANNA ACHIEVE IN URE LIFE...it can be anything u can think about. Let it be lyk a checklist of the rest of ure life. And if u can think of more than a 100, plz do so!! HAHA....i had fun doing it......kayss i think i should stop right here..
FIRAH PLZ POST SOMETHING.... =)
~$hafreeze$~
{ 2:14 AM on '' }
Ok 6 more days firah and me will be celebrating our 6 month!!!
YAY SO EXCITED!!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
{ 6:01 AM on '' }
SHUSHHH
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
{ 2:28 AM on 'A Message.....' }
I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask for
then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks,
and die on your lips You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you,
but the way that I look into your eyes,
the way I smile when you pass by,
and the way that my
heart feels when you are near...
all speaks of what best
describes the love that I feel. True love is,
when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again. There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for the
first and second thing to happen at the same time...
If I count how many times
you've crossed my mind in my entire life,
I'd be lying if I said it was too many cause
you only crossed my mind once, why?
You never left... I never loved you more cause
I never loved you less,
I dont love you now coz
I will love you always,
I dont just love you coz
I love you more than
"I love you" can say...
Syafirah I luv You.......
~$Hafreeze$~
Monday, April 27, 2009
{ 2:15 AM on '' }
halo halo halo !
heheh...
today skool so fun lah shey ! hah.sarah,kau ajar aku cmner nk ckp cm minah kn ? i mean on last fri. apr jer ... yeah,so wat happened in skool juz nw ? me,sarah,hid,ikah,ati and sof discussed bout the nxt vid we're gonna do after mye . DAMN ! it was soo funi and iam gonna take the role of the PONTIANAK again !! baek uhh..uhhh uhhh. haha. 'THE RETURN OF THE PONTIANAK' tats gonna be our title for the vid. i think . den tat sarah gonna be the uztazah and shes going to destroy me . bodoh kau ! hah..and sarah muz wear the tudung..haha,mesti mcm makcik2 nyr .. den polo(hid's cat) is going to be my bby..nd to wrap hym in a batik and iam gonna sit on a chair and buai hym .. heheh..and mampos aku..muke kene kerje ngan drng .. guarantee muker kene letak bnyk powder den mate letak eyeliner tebel maha tebal punyr! ok, sofia will take the role of a women who encountered it and shes going to do story telling lah . lyk incredible tales oso .
ummm..hid bcome the mother of a child and iam gonna snatch her bby awy .. biase ah,pontianak per ...and they're gonna feed me with worms.. the GUMMY worms !
umm, ikah and anati i dunnoe wat role their going to take. haha! cant wait tlah . mesti bnyk bloopers. den after we take, sarah will post it on her blog.. ahh,tngk ah krng puas2. and juz nw during recess, sarah made me laugh lyk hell ah ! kurang ajr btol! and wen i was drinking from the water cooler, sarah went to me and kept laughing and i ter-spit all the water from my mouth . walao .. embarassed sey .. juz hope no one sees. bt den mny ppl was behind me ! confirm they see ! and u were so disgusting . since wen ikah ate manananggal's meat ??? wth. haha..cnt tahan ah. evyone oredi went to put their plates bt me and sarah was still sitting on the bench laughing lyk shit ! and since i was playin the role of tat thing,i showed them hw i 'float'. nmpk sah bedek la. spr percaye die belo ! haha,u noe who teach me hw to float? hafeez lah .. and they kept laughing and laughing aftr seeing it . nt funi lah gilerss! heh.i noe it looks lyk shit wen i did it . haha!
ok,during assembly, there was a performance on chinese opera . wtf, from the name cn noe its boring laa. dun nd to see oso noe. i dun evn undrstnd a single thing and it was a total ... SHIT! haiyaa...why they go perform in sec sch ? no brain ahh? who the heck would be interested in such stuff ? haha..siow . den so long some more! wah ...tkle angkat beb! so wen it ended, all of us gave a thunderous applause nt bcoz we liked it bt ... we're GLAD it ended....
haha..tats all laa .
nd to study oredi . bye readers :)
{ 1:48 AM on '' }
THINKING OF YOU...... :'(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
{ 12:36 AM on 'Hafeez's post' }
Good day everybody!
Alright, today school was okay. Firstly, we had a very long assembly because the principal wanted to make so many announcements early in the morning. HAISSH. Then we had a haircheck (how i really hated it) and the check is going to resume tomorrow. Yes....RESUME. My school is so stupid to have a full haircheck on 2 consecutive days. Man do they really want to shave all our hair bald? And the barber, FUCK U. You cannot cut properly and want to charge the students?? Hello, you say we can't be demanding and have to get a STANDARD hairstyle? Let me tell you this, who are the one possessing the money? You? Or the students? Stupid shit HAHA! As for the auntie who is some cock head woman, you stood right in front of the student for what? You think he is gonna escape? Think of it for yourself, they just had the ugliest haircut in their life and with all those misery which they are suffering, you want to add on to it by standing in front of them and giving them your cock-look? Please. Ok that is enough. I didn't get caught this time because I did my turn last 2 weeks. HAHA. Still possess the stains! HAA! Alright, I am gonna call firah soon. Anyway, I am looking forward for RIZKIN'S birthday party. Chalet again! Whoo!!!! Cousins shall reunite! HAHA macam paham. Anyway can't wait for cousin's outing on 2th JUNE 2009. I noe it's a long time but HACK! haha... MOOD CHANGE
This paragraph is for this guy name BOI MASAM. So if you're not that person, then DON'T READ. Anyway, let me tell you something, read my tags I have given to you. If you have done so, good. Do you know who you remind me of? You actually remind me of those losers and loners who HAVE NO LIFE. That is one thing because you have nothing to do except giving your sickening and irritating tags. You have no friends. Sampai kener kacau orang yang tak bersalah. Hello, your mind is full of shit. What you say? Hafeez go hotel with firah? Hello. I respect her and I will never do such thing and you obviously watch pornography, which i seriously thing is a waste of time. Your otak YELLOWPAGE and I can't help you with that. Most perverted people I know are the ones who have no life. TRUE. At home their dicks get all itchy and they go to all sorts of websites. Instead, you could have gone out with frens or something rather then ruining people's life, tagging and HOPING firah will get upset. Hello, mission fail bodoh! haha..... Thank you for those who have supported firah, that includes you KIM. And BOI MASAM, if you are gonna keep up this shit, you are seriously full of shit though. Correct rite? You full of shit so you have to throw some at firah coz you have reached the maximum shit capacity...hmph asshole go and die better. Haha....and what poser all? What is your intention of saying poser? You think you know so much?? People say "poser" because they THINK that they are so experienced hence looking down at others. True right, it's logic. Skater-pose= someone who tries to act pro in skating, Smart-pose= someone who acts smart but is really stupid. So what pose are you trying to instill at firah?? Take your time to think, IF you can think. I give you time to think ah...take your time....FOREVER.......haha stupid shit...failure in life, dirt in society, leftover HAHA......so many words I can think of but I have things to do, far more better than the things YOU do...ok I have said enough. MOOD CHANGE
I am feeling very worried and sad. Yesterday I went home after malay paper. Iman and Nelson went to smoke at Ocean Park. In the past, I have always persuaded Iman not to smoke because there are so much things to do in life which are far more better than smoking. Despite all the health warnings, he still insisted on smoking. I say that he is MENTALLY CHALLENGED. Who knows? Anyway I wanted him to go out with me yesterday but he refused, saying that SMOKING IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN GOING OUT. Ok........I wanted to change him but to no avail. What happen yesterday? Nelson asked him to go smoke in the toilet, SAYING THAT IT IS SAFE. Then some Ocean Park guy went inside and scolded them. Their names were taken down and ez-link cards were taken as well. Today, their names were called out during school and they had to see the principal. HAIYA. Iman told me his mum canes him severely every time he did something wrong. Until now, I am still waiting to know what will happen to them.....will they receive a probation? expelled? suspended? caned? so sad.......I knew I should have stopped Iman but it's too late now. He'll probably get sacked from the prefectorial board. Should I feel bad? guilty? sad? I am worried about him. He's my good friend. I should have stopped him yesterday. BODOH ah hafeez.........I should have pull him to me when I had the chance...........now it's too late. Firah, what should I do now? Kawan kiter tengah suffer ni. I nak tolong dier. Plz firah tolong hafeez.......it ends here for now. ~$Hafreeze$~
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
{ 7:19 AM on '' }
iam seriously torn . :'(
i HATE evrythg tats happening nw . seriously hate it.
i feel so confused.
i feel so helpless.
i feel so bad.
i feel so stupid.
juz put myself in ure shoes,hw would u feel ? (for those who noes wats happening)
i'll think bout wat u said sarah .
aku akn sabar.
thnk u very much.
and bby, thx for ure advice . i noe u donnoe bout all of tis bt seriously thx for helpin me out and making me feel good . and i love ure jokes.
my tummy hurts from all tat laughter and its all bcoz of u .
see hw special u are...
u cn change the way i feel by making all those jokes and i appreciated it alot.
thx .. :)
Sunday, April 19, 2009
{ 4:58 AM on '' }
bubu ...
:D
heyyya! just nw..i mean in the morning i was soooo bored ... until i receive a call frm hafeez .
haha..bt i ended up gettin scolded by dad coz i locked myself in the room .why? coz i was toking to hym !! pfft . haha.
haiyaa... bt dad dint noe who i was toking to . blueekk ! :p (*evil smile*) heheh
umm..den after breakfast, me and fam went jln2 ...
we went orchard,bugis and cswy pt .
soo gerek ! haha...coz my dad's mouth cant shut ! he kp making stoopid jokes and toking crap.
and at bugis,we saw tis sale of undies for men larh and he asked my bro to buy coz hys undies was oredi lyk roti canai...haha. crazy man!
den still gt somemore lah .. cant rmbr
ohya,we went to tis place beside bugis street and we saw tis down syndrome guy who was singing.
and u noe wat ? dad asked me to marry hym . wth? random sia .. ahha.
and my bro said if i marry hym, he cn sing for me the whole day .
and wen we were looking at some bags, mom told me tat he was standing beside me and i quickly avoided hym and stand beside my mom . wah... so scared leyh .
luckily he wasnt the type who lyk to touch2 .. u noe wat i mean lah.
eeeyer .. haha, i like tis shopping cntr .. its 'iluma' i tink.
nice leyh .. nxt time wanna go there with syg. its new there and theres still a few shops yet to open.
oklah ... wanna watch tv and study if theres time .
tata readers .
and bby,thx for the post u did :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
{ 6:02 AM on 'SPECIALLY MADE FOR YOU........' }
The title says it all, specially made for you....My one true love.
I am looking forward for our next date. Syafirah, I cannot wait to hold ure hands again, because they are so smooth that I don't wanna let it go every time we have to say "Goodbye." at the train station. I really hate that moment. How I usually wished I was Hiro Nakamura, able to stop time and go back to the past, because if I had been able to do so, I would have probably undo all the mistakes, insulting jokes and the painful memories I did to you. I would have given a rose to you when I made you scold me because I made fun of ure stomach. Yes, it's a small thing. But we usually get carried away because of small matters....Well, Hafeez will try to learn from his mistake and I will promise you, I will make you happy and laugh every time I make a phone call, I want to see you enjoy ureself, I wanna see you jump with joy, and most of all, keep that wonderful smile on ure face.....
AN INEXPENSIVE WAY OF BEAUTY IS BY GIVING A SMILE......
Syafirah, you are really a wonderful girl, I admire everything about you but I had a feeling that at times I had been holding you back, I am not strong enough, I am not capable of cheering you up. But I had become stronger now, I remembered I managed to solve ure fnn assignment O level thingy where you have to email it to the teacher but you did not have the time and your computer was being a shithole..yes, a Shithole. But when you cry, Hafeez will be the one wipping those tears away, I will be the one reducing ure sobs, because I will never forgive myself if I fail to do so, and worst still, if I am at fault. Firah, I am sorry for all the past rude, cruel things I have said to you and if there was anytime I had broken your heart, I AM VERY SORRY for all the things I had done, I have changed. Indeed I have, because I want to make you strong emotionally.
I want you to be strong, I don't want you to cry animore, face your fears, your problems head on. When there is a brick wall, it is not dere to stop you in your tracks, it shows you HOW BADLY YOU WANT SOMETHING. So if I cannot meet you frequently and you have probably missed me, as how I am missing you right now, that is an example of a brick wall. A cabaran we both must face. It shows us how deeply we want each other. But that is life, things don't go as how you want it to be.
Sorry for the time I did not layan you because I was carried away when I was talking with Syed. But note this, I will not do those things again, because everything has CONSEQUENCES. U are everything to me and you are the most important person to me aside my parents and family.
I don't know what I would do without you. You have always been there for me, when I had no appetite to eat because of BIOLOGY stress, you cheered me up and convince me to eat. You are always there to hear my problems. Thank you firah. Thank you for appearing in my life. You showed me that life is wonderful, you are wonderful....
~$ HAFREEZE LOVES SYAFIRAH $~Well, that is all, don't wanna make it too long haha!! I hope I will see you again soon.. I really really love you alot ... Hafeez sayaaaaaaaaaang firah!!!! Ok my savings baru 10 dollars sayang. Lagi 70 dollars boleh pegi flyer...... I have to go now because I need to sleep soon. BYE!!!
~$Hafreeze$~
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
{ 6:12 AM on '' }
BOO !
currently teaching tis cutie younger brother of mine math and listening to halo by beyonce. dint lyk tat song bfore bt find it nice after listening to it many times. so troublesome lah tis boyy. haha..nvm still love hym . den after tis he must be my slave coz i help hym oredi mahh . ahahaha. hmm ... actually iam missing syg soo much larh . he's so nice to me . nt oni nw lah bt each and evryday . lucky nyr kiter dpt hafeez.. kn kn? haha .. jgn kembang :P nolah, juz kidding . and u , i loike ure post alot ! hehe.... so shweet. go post and post and post for me . i nk bace ... byeeeee......... nite nite hubby . muacks :D
Sunday, April 12, 2009
{ 3:24 AM on '' }
My Post for My Dearest Firah <3
Today marks the 6 month and 2nd day of us being together. Haha I don't even know why I am still counting the days haha but hey, it's worth counting. Well, first and foremost I wanna recall our first time chatting with each other. I am so goddamn thankful I made that "HELLO :)" post on friendster because if I had not done that, I will miss out all the laughs, all the hugs, and all the kisses and fun WE shared. I remembered my talk with fiona about this girl name FIRAH. Wow I am seriously laughing at how DOPEY I was when I kept asking fiona about u, u, u, and only you.....
I don't know man. When I saw ure first picture on friendster, some thoughts were going through my head, maybe a sign? I don't know. Usually I will juz scan and look at some random guy/gal profile on friendster but when I saw ures, I knew you were different. I gave you that "HELLO=)" comment and look where we are now. We are together, 6 month 2 days. Maybe fate brought us together? Well, maybe. I know I have friends whose relationships have lasted for more than 2 years. My cousin for example. I was so shocked and of course, JEALOUS but hey, NO WAY I am gonna feel bad about myself or anithing. Why should I? HAHA!!
I am recalling our first day out. That was the time we did not stead and I brought Johnson along with me to watch THE DARK KNIGHT. That movie was awesome but the best part was, I KEPT LOOKING AT MY LEFT becoz my eyes couldn't stop looking at you! I know we were not steady back then but I had loved u from the start. Fiona figured it out hahaks. Pandai budak tu. Anyway I remembered the time I was late for the batman movie. You saw me and you were pissed. I did not want to talk about it at that time coz I was afraid you would shout at me or something. I know that is lyk "so-not-firah".
RECALLS RECALLS RECALLS.....2nd time we went out , I did not talk to you coz I was too shy and was not used going out with you. As a result, Syafiqah ended up scolding me in front of you and I made you cry during ure journey back home. I still remembered those hurting moments becoz it was my fault I made u cry, my fault becoz I did not know how to take care of you, and worst part was....we had just stead for a week and I had already broken ure heart....
All the past.....all those misery.....I knew even if I try to bury them in my head, they keep popping out. Whether I like it or not, it will stay as a memory.....including that time you did not reply my msg because of the fitnah I tuduh you of doing. I'm sure you would remember this because it was the night I did not sleep because I waited and waited and waited for ure msg. Until I got sick that is. Really made you sad...
Sampai you showed your temper to me, leaving me speechless...
But the thing is, I did not post this to make you sad, demoralised, regret of whatever things you would wish not to have done, or even depressed. BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT TO TELL YOU IS THAT THIS THINGS WILL NOT REPEAT ITSELF........
It's the past, yes it is, but that does not mean you can forget it. U can't actually, WE can't. But the truth is, kite pakai ni as a learning experience. Remember the Hafeez that is always pissed off and showed his temper and attitude to you? Remember? I read the past year posts about how you really felt when I was lyk that. I noe I am wrong and I am guilty about it. But instead of being sad about it, we MOVE ON rite? We can't forget the past but we can CHANGE the future.
I have already stopped being angry and soo pathetic. I made you laughed yesterday, I made you smile, giggle, and we joked around non-stop. Firah, if I see your smile, all my worries will disintegrate, all my negative thoughts will be GONE. Because what is in my head is the girl I wanna spend my whole life with. The girl which I will not forgive myself if I fail to protect her, to be dere for her, to comfort her, to cheer her up and to make her SMILE....
Firah and my only Firah, even though you have enemies in class, fears, doubts and problems, you will always have ME, ure one and truly beloved HAFEEZ....I dun care wat ppl say to you about me. I really dun care because all that matters is you.
Now the only thing that awaits is our parents to acknowledge our relationship. So that when I go out next time, I'll be lyk "MAK NAK GI KLUAR NGAN FIRAH" and she'll be lyk "OK JGN BALEK LAMBAT. KIRIM SALAM KAT MAK FIRAH OK"....wouldn't that be great? I dun have to lie animore, I dun have to hide my phone animore, delete my msges even...
HAHA...what a pleasant and funny thought.. Well , this post ends here, but our relationship will NEVER end. Coz even when there was an incident which you thought I wanted to leave you just lyk that, P.S. that will NEVER happen..... Anyway just to let you noe I am sorry for koling you GEMS and making fun of you because i love you just as you are. You are my only firah whom I love aloooot! I dun think the amount of gifts, the amount of hugs and kisses can explain my love to you..Love is not complicated.It just needs you to sit down quietly and figure it out. I am saving my money so that I can blanja you to THE SINGAPORE FLYER! haha! Well I've been listening to this song HERE WITHOUT YOU by THREE DOORS DOWN because it suits the mood I am in. Ironically, I didn't get bored of the song even though I set it on REPEAT and it played itself lyk 30+ times.........
Firah i love you sooo much and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I noe I had repeated this earlier in my post but donno, dun care! HEHE.....You are the agent of happiness to me and I am so grateful that I met you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I LOVE YOU FIRAH!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
i have to go now sayang! i will be posting more soon!!
~$Hafreeze$~
Friday, April 10, 2009
{ 6:03 AM on '' }
bby,i love euu very much :)
haaha..hpy 6 mnth btw.
muacks.
{ 6:02 AM on '' }
favourites ..
hhaha..nth to post actually.
dang.
{ 6:01 AM on '' }
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
{ 6:30 AM on '' }
yay !
went home with kimmy today..
haha..dh lamer tk balek ngan dier laa.
miss the old days.
den we came across the place whr she and her bf broke up...sry to have gone to tat place darling.
bt we kept laughing and laughing wen we saw tis kid who sit on a pokok and played see saw with it.hah. wth . me and kim laugh rabak2 kt situ jugak. buat malu jer..
ohya,i really hate tis stoopid ah lian who sengajer langgar my tngn den she go maki me .
huh? lyk wth....apr jer. langgar punyr lah kuat.
abe nk maki org nabei.
mepek...haizzz...one by one make me angry.
damn lah .
bt hafeez jugak make me happy. :)
as usual lah. tats y i love hym .
hys my sunshine . haha...
{ 6:24 AM on '' }
Monday, April 6, 2009
{ 5:07 AM on '' }
i nt sure ah .
tis fri is my dad's bdae and i dunnoe whether iam going out .
bt i really want to go out with euu ...
nvm..i ' ll think of smthg.
umm...confirm with u on thurs.
bye :)
{ 12:35 AM on '' }
Hafeez got sent to the front for not wearing tie fast and BUSILY toking. Now Mr.Wong calls me INDEX NO. ZERO!!!! hahahahahahaha.........everybody laugh at me sia KANENA!!
If feel that Sean Tan is a complete asshole ah. We had a mini arguement ah. MINI wan. It's becoz he took my sit. I noe VERY CHILDISH. But i dun noe why i got into that arguement ah and his face is LYK SHITrandom so yeah. Well, it was after recess then i wanted to sit at my place. Here's the thing, this is the order of arrangement of my row from the front: Me,Brandon Lim, the cockhead Sean Tan.
Beginning of school it was Brandon Lim and me who changed place and I sat at Brandon Lim original place lah. So now it's Brandon Lim, Me and the cockhead Sean Tan. Then after recess he juz sat my place. Saying that OOHH I'VE BEEN SITTING BEHIND BRANDON LIM ALL THE WHILE........he was sitting at my place ah and he want me to go to the back lyk some loner cibai......LYK HELL NO!!! then some more his PE attire at his ORIGINAL PLACE behind him coz he sitting at my place now. SO I SAID....."then why ure PE attire there?" he took it and he say "WHERE?"...with the blur look...really fuck up right?
So nvm ah i go sit at the other empty sit which was not at the back but beside some frens of mine.....but sooner or later i realised that sitting at my CURRENT sit is DAMN FUN AH!!!! coz got IMAN, my bro in 4E1, got NELSON,guy who I disturb and disturb WITH, SIDDIQ, guy who always sleep in class and tok about horny stuff, ENG HOW, smelly skunk in 4E1, SYED who is not too near but still close enough to hear my voice and last and the least, NAHVIEEN who SPASM alot!!! haha shiok sia so i wondered WHY DIDN'T I SAT AT THE SIT FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS????? haha......and i tengokkan Sean Tan being a loner..I'm serious......he laugh and bounce at the same time, his eyes lyk SEPET with the huge degrees specs.
He really damn extra ah whenever i see brandon lim, hakim, and albert tok......Sean Tan will be at the background. He's not cool lah....THE TRUTH IS, HE JUZ WANTS TO FIT IN......pfft.. HAHA anyway i remembered when albert said that when......ehem..........girls...........get very.........ehem..........they will *splat* and *squirt*......SO SICK ah but that is albert mah.......someone told me he watches gay porn which i SERIOUSLY dun believe!!!!
OKOK...change subject. Firah....Friday confirm with me here ok ? I wan to go solat jumaat with u at the mosque in Orchard. I think it's AL-FALAH. After that we will see monkeys kay?
We jumpe at ORCHARD MRT AT.......12.30pm? Can? if cannot plz tell me here. THX i love u soo much.........
~$hafreeze$~
Sunday, April 5, 2009
{ 1:41 AM on '' }
WITH LOVE AND SUPPORT,I WILL BOUNCE BACK :)
nth in tis world is impossible. i noe all tis will end sooner or later. bad things wont go on
forevr rite?....really LOVE all those peeps and my hafeez who have been supporting me all these while.thx guys . dunnoe wat the hell iam gonna do without all of you . well,some ppl juz dont see the good side of me..all they see is the 'cruel,stoopid shit,arrogant' firah . theres nth i cn do bout tat.its up to u to decide. and i dun care if u have tat kind of perception bout me. u dont run my life.
bt watevr it is , i hope evrything will change bfore all of us graduate.dun wanna leave with bad memories .
and hafeez , sry if i nvr on9 lately. nt bcoz iam bz bt iam doing some self reflection.
hmmm...iam nt in the mood to on9. evn if i on9 , ure nt there.so wats the point? nvm..it really sux to go through days without toking to euu. really had me starin' into space .
ok,wanna tok bout ystrdy. my family went out to mustafa cntr at 11 plus and dad pick us up with hys comfort taxi and drove us there. bt smthg really funny happen ... while waiting for dad to arrive, we saw this couple french kissing , hugging and god noes wat the hell they do after tat(dun bother) at the side of the road. haha.wen mom saw,she kp shouting 'oii oii !' many times and god , i was so embarassed.. haha.den my bro was lyk 'okla mom,stop it.suke hati dorang ah,dun shout2' . mins later,dad came and my mom ask hym to drive us there where the couple was and my mom did another round of shouting . tis time the vulgar words all come out . "oiii ! oii! sencingping ah ! kanina lah lu !! " and we all started laughing . haha, mom was lyk some minah gangster. haha...den she sed tat there were a few taxi drivers beside the couple and looking at wat they were doing. soo gatal. den dad said tat the taxi drivers go pay the couple to do free show..hah! apr jerr..we arrived at abt 12 plus i guess and went to eat.
den go shop3...ohya, at the shopping cntr i saw tis long skirt and i thought it was a tube or smthg and i go try it on myself.and evrybody was laughing at me. haha! i dint noe it was a skirt lah dey ! looks like a tube to me.. wah, i was damn embarrassed . there were cute and huge teddys at mustafa ! ahhh...i loike ! haha..den we had to go back coz it was already late..abt 2 plus lyk tat. wen we reach home, i had a quick bath and went to sleep with my winnie the pooh :)
ok,tats all..
byes...
Saturday, April 4, 2009
{ 9:56 PM on 'Plz post firah!!!!' }
Omg firah...i miss you soo much sia!!! So long we never even hear from each other.....i miss our phonecalls. i miss our dates. Nvm we are still seeing each other soon kay...anyway hope to see u on9, it's so sad that whenever i go on9, i dun see u there but whenever u are on9, i would have probably turn off my computer...haizz.......well, things dun go as u planned it to be...it's life.
Well, during madrasah it was SOO cold as there was 2 airconditioners with coldness temperature of 22 degrees celsius.....DAMN I BROUGHT MY JACKET but still cold...=.=
Anyway the only fun part was during uztaz Azman's lesson, surely had fun!
Then Irshad and I were lyk talking about several things.....one of it was FATE and DESTINY.
He told me he didn't believe in destiny and fate and I feel that he is right. DESTINY to me does NOT exist. If u were born on earth with a "destiny", why live? If u are destined to be a robber, rapist, murderer.....u would probably feel bad for ureself throughout ure life....then why taubat? why pray? u are destined to be a bad person why solat? u noe ure place in the afterlife what.....and finally why got Malaikat write about ure doings on Earth when u are given a DESTINY? why why why?? To me, i dun think it goes that way....
.....But what I told Irshad about my definition of "Destiny" made him nod his head in agreement.
Simply what I believe is that when the day a person is born, his destiny is like a blank piece of paper. He possess the pen and he will choose what to write on that piece of paper.....similarly, I believe that there is NO SUCH THING AS DESTINY. People make their own future and destiny. The day u are born will be the day God gives u different paths and goals in life...MANY MANY MANY....it is up to U to decide which door u will open, which path to choose......
So if those of u who say that it is impossible to get As for ure subjects, URE WRONG....it is up to u to CHOOSE wether u wan ure As or not.....it juz takes PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE.........and those of u who have done cruel things in the past. REMEMBER, the past does not equal to the future, u can still change and make a difference. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE......there is still time, i have read several blogs and their owners were lyk blogging about how depressed they are becoz of the upcoming MT O LEVELS which is 2 months from now........there is still time, WORK HARD AND SCORE if u have been failing it does not mean that u will fail this time round...U MAKE URE OWN DESTINY ppl.......and plz, SPAMMERS.....plz look at ureself. What have u all been doing? aren't u worried about ure future?Plz plz plz spend ure spamming time revising rather than proving others that u are more superior than them......plz plz plz do not disturb firah again......
And this is a kind favour i wanna ask u readers.....if u have the time, take out a piece of paper and list down 100 GOALS U WANNA ACHIEVE IN URE LIFE...it can be anything u can think about. Let it be lyk a checklist of the rest of ure life. And if u can think of more than a 100, plz do so!! HAHA....i had fun doing it......kayss i think i should stop right here..
FIRAH PLZ POST SOMETHING.... =)
~$hafreeze$~
{ 2:14 AM on '' }
Ok 6 more days firah and me will be celebrating our 6 month!!!
YAY SO EXCITED!!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
{ 6:01 AM on '' }
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